Dear Lover,
If you are reading this, then I am gone.
I wasn't able to hang on much longer. Because you were gone, and I needed you so much. But you never turned your head to look back at me. I despise you.
But I loved you so much. You were my world, all the planets and galaxies wrapped into one. And I couldn't have asked for a better person like you. I enjoyed you while it lasted. And I miss your sweet kisses. I wish I'd known you were leaving so I could kiss you one last time.
Oh how pain changes people.
You ruined me.
And I hope you suffer dearly from the pain you bestowed upon me. I hope you cry for endless nights. I hope you bleed my out like I did you. I hope you starve yourself to a point where you can't stand up. I hope you can't breathe when you take I breath.
I hope you end up like me.
Thanks for all the memories you gave me. I loved them like I loved you.
If I ever do see you again, I will never forgive you. Let these words allow you to never sleep again at night.
I hope when you are high as hell and nothing is right, you have the urge to run into a freeway.
I'll still remember you. Don't forget me.
Yours Sincerely,
-S