I pulled her into a tight embrace "I'll miss you" I said not wanting to let go
"I'll miss you too"
I will really miss her
I couldn't believe time went by, so quickly it was now the last day of this years school and summer vacation was about to start the next day....
I had come across a short film that night . I don't quite remember what it was called but
What I do remember is it was a LGBTQ short film specifically a shappic one .
That short film hit too close to me....
I didn't understand why , until it hit me.
I... I was n-not straight
I felt my world stop and crumble.
I felt tears fill my eyes.
My body became numb but my brain had so many thoughts running through it....
I felt everything and nothing at the same time.
It all made sense now
As to why I got shy seeing beautiful woman...
Why I never really liked my ex
boyfriend in that kind of way...
Why I couldn't look girls in the eye, many times....
Why I would drool over woman on TV and not the men...
Why every not-very-normal behavior of mine, was the way it was .
The summer vacation ended and everything had changed I felt like I entered a new world something I should have felt when I was transferred here
I had come in terms with it, with the fact that I was queer....
I thought only I was the one that changed but what I didn't realize was that, me changing meant the world around me changed too
I took a deep breath and entered my homeroom only to be greeted by a tight but warm hug
"I missed you"
"I missed you too" I said wrapping my arms around her waist finally knowing what was it I felt when she was around me
It finally made so much sense to me
As to why I didn't feel the sparks when boys flirted with me
Instead I felt it when she held me
Or touched me
Or when we had any form of physical contact.
Why I didn't want her touch to leave my skin...
It really did make sense now.....
I liked her