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Aasha's Pov
"I hope you slept well. Because this night is going to be a long night. You won't be able to sleep. Because i won't let you sleep" he said towering over me making my heart pound loudly against my chest. My breathing quickened hearing his words which felt more like a promise. I bite my lips feeling nervous and scared looking at his dark gaze which is filled with love and desire. He slowly slowly inched towards my face while his gaze fixed on my lips. I closed my eyes when he pressed his lips against mine.
He kissed me gently and passionately that my whole body trembled. I wrapped my hands around his neck. He moved away from my lips and looked at me into my eyes. We both are panting. I averted my gaze from him feeling shy. He pushed my hair strands from my forehead gently and kissed there. I looked at him when he cupped my face.
"You like it here or you want to go to our bedroom?" he asked me tracing my cheek gently with his knuckles.
"Be… Bedroom" i said biting my lips.
"Your wish is my command, my queen" he said kissing my both cheeks making me blush. Without wasting any seconds he scooped me in his arms and started walking towards the mansion. I wrapped my arms around his neck tightly. His gaze never left mine. I buried my face in his warm chest to hide my blushing face.
My heart is beating rapidly. I…i am scared and nervous. I know what will happen once we enter into our bedroom. It's not like i am not ready for it. But i am feeling self conscious. I gulped when Dev walked inside the master bedroom. At first i thought that why the room is dark. But when i got adjusted to the darkness I gasped. The whole room is decorated with rose petals and few candle lights. But what mesmerized me was the whole room is bathed in the moon light which is coming from the ceiling to floor door. I really don't know how to describe the beauty of this room in words. I looked at Dev with my wide eyes. He is already looking at me with a smile.
(Imagine the decoration like this but with the moon light)
"How is the surprise?" He asked me with a smile while putting me down. I looked around the room in awe. I stood near the ceiling to floor glass door where the moon light is coming. The twinkling stars and the beautiful bright moon is clearly visible. I felt like I am in a fantasy movie.
"When did you….how did you" i stuttered looking at him. He came closer to me and hugged me from behind.
"I did this all when you were sleeping peacefully" he said huskily kissing my neck.
"Its…its so enchanting, Dev" i said with a smile looking at him.
Now i got it why he made me sleep in another room…
I gasped when he suddenly turned me towards him by my waist. I looked at him shocked.
"Do you know how beautiful you're looking in this moon light?" he asked me tracing my lower lips with his thump. I shuddered seeing how intense his gaze is.
"I…i…am… going to drink..water" i said trying to escape from his grip by placing my both hands on his chest. But he pulled me more forcely making my body press on his hard body without leaving an Inch gap between us. I blushed when i felt his warm body against mine.
"Dev…." I said in a mere whisper.
"You already made me wait for too long. I can't wait anymore" saying this he carried me in his arms and and walked towards the bed which is scattered with rose petals and placed me gently. He looked at me with his dark eyes while unbuttoning his shirt. Heat rose to my cheeks when i saw his hard chest. I turned to other side feeling extremely shy.
I Never saw him shirtless. What should I do? Why am I panting like this? My throat is also dry…
I was so engrossed in my own thoughts. I gasped loudly when he suddenly pinned my both hands either side of my head.
"Eyes on me, my wife" he said in his hoarse voice. I shut my eyes tightly when i saw his shirtless body.
"Aashu, open your eyes. I am your husband. You don't have to feel shy or embarassed. I am yours to see" he said huskily in my ear while kissing it. His words made me blush more. But i opened my eyes slowly and looked into his eyes.
"You don't have to feel scared or nervous, okay? Take a deep breath" he said calmly stroking my hair gently. I did as he said. I took a deep breath and after that i felt a little bit okay.
"How are you feeling, Aashu?" he asked me kissing my nose making me smile.
"Mmm..i am fine" i said in a soft voice.
"Good. Don't be nervous" he said kissing my forehead. His words gave me some courage. I looked at his well built body. My gaze first fell on his broad shoulders. He has a flawless skin. I bite my lips shyly when i saw his chiseled chest. I looked at his veiny biceps. My eyes trailed down from his chest to his abs. My eyes widened when i saw his eight packs.
"See…..your husband also has eight packs. But you always drool over looking at Sharukh khan's body" he said in a teasing tone. Then only i realised how long i was checking his body. I blushed turning my face away from him hearing his words.
"Don't you want to touch your husband's well toned body?" saying this he placed my right hand palm on his chest. I fisted my palms while shaking my head as no. But he didn't stop instead he opened my fist and placed it on his chest making me go deep red.
"Devvvv" i whined while squirming under him.
"What are you shy about, huh?" he said making my palm trailing downwards till his eight packs making me wriggle but he his strong grip only tightened around my wrist.
This man…..His body muscles are hard and warm under my palm.
He didn't leave my wrist till i stop wriggling. Finally i gave up. He made me touch his body. He kissed my palm making me bite my lips shyly. He finally left my wrist. I touched his cheek softly. I cupped his face with my both palms with a smile. Bringing his face close to mine i kissed his both cheeks. He closed his eyes to my kisses. I also kissed on his forehead.
"I love you, Aashu" he said joining our forehead together making me smile.
"I love you too, Dev" i said looking into his eyes. I gasped when he suddenly started to kiss my lips gently making me grip his broad shoulders. When he left me, i was panting hard to catch my breath. He slowly and sensualy removed my earings and my bangles making my heart pound rapidly. He placed my earings and bangles on the bedside table. He peppered kissed all over my face making me close my eyes with a deep sigh. His kisses trailed down to my neck making me giggle as his beard tickled my skin.
He assalted my neck by sucking and biting, making me moan because of the his sweet tortures. My breath hitched when he suddenly removed my saree leaving me only in my blouse. Heat rose to my cheeks and immediately i tried to cover my exposed skin but he stopped me by pinning my both hands above my head. I bite my lips feeling embarassed.
"Aashu, don't hide yourself from me" he said kissing my ears. I closed my eyes when he started to place open mouth kisses on my jaw to my cleavage. He kissed the tattoo on my chest tenderly. He looked at me in my eyes with an unconditional love making my heart overwhelm.
"Are you stupid? It must have been very painful. Why you did this, huh?" he asked me in his famous cold tone. But his eyes is full of concern and pain. I smiled at him while cupping his face.
"Yeah it was painful. But in fornt of your pain….." i said pressing my palm flat on his heart and looked at him in his eyes with my tear filled eyes.
"…which i gave you by leaving your side, my pain was nothing, Dev. It was nothing…" i said while a lone tear slipped from the corner of my eyes.
"Yeah! You gave me pain. You hurted me very badly by leaving me. But it was me who gave you the power to hurt me, Aashu. When i gave my heart to you, i also gave you the right to love me and to hurt me. It was your choice to hurt me" he said kissing my forehead gently making me weep.
"I…am sorry, Dev. I am really…sorry" i said burying my face in his warm bare chest while tears continued to flow from my eyes.
"Shhhh…. don't cry, Aashu. Let's not talk about what happened in the past" he said wiping my tears from my cheeks and placed kisses on my both eyes. I looked at him sadly
"Don't repeat the same mistake in the future. In this lifetime and also in next life you belong to me. This is your punishment for leaving my side" he said looking at me in my eyes. I nodded my head at him happily.
"I accept the punishment happily" i said wrapping my arms around his neck with a bright smile. He kissed my nose dotingly.
"And you're not allowed to hurt yourself in the future, Aashu. Hurting yourself means hurting me. Got it?" He asked me in his stern voice. I nodded at him obediently.
We both looked into each other's eyes. My eyes went wide and my breath hitched when i felt my blouse loosened. I gulped looking at his desire filled eyes. I closed my eyes when he started to give sweet tortures. His every kisses and his every touches took me to different world. His all tender kisses and gentleness towards me showed how much he loves me. He caressed my skin like i am his precious treasure.
"Ahhhh Dev" I screamed when i felt the an immense pain.
"Shhh… don't cry. It will be alright, Aashu. Relax your body and take a deep breath" i heard him saying while kissing my tears away. I shook my head feeling the pain.
"Dev ahhhh. It hurts" i said in between my sobbing.
"I am sorry, Aashu. Just a little bit then you will be fine. Now look into my eyes now" he said and i did as he said. I opened my eyes and looked at him. His eyes is filled with worry and concern.
"Sorry for hurting you, Aashu. I promise this is the first and last time i am hurting you" he said kissing my forehead. He kissed all over my face distracting me from the pain. He buried his face in my neck while kissing and sucking it making me moan in pleasure. He looked at me and kissed the corner of my lips softly. The way he is clenching and unclenching jaw says how he is controlling himself for me.
"I….i am…fine now" i said biting my lips. He looked at me with frown.
"Are you sure?" he asked me while tracing my cheek with his knuckles. I nodded my head at him.
"I will be gentle, okay?" he said kissing my both eyes. My whole body trembled feeling his gentleness. We both became one tonight consuming our marriage. After a lot of struggles, after a lot of fate plays finally we are together. Finally i became his completely.
"Aashu, i love you" i heard him saying while burying his face in my chest. I also wanted to say him 'i love you too, Dev'. But i felt exhausted to even open my eyes. Soon blackness consumed me.
I stirred in my sleep when i felt something wet on my cheeks. I was about to fall into deep slumber when again i felt something wet on my lips. I opened my eyes with an annoying expression only to come face to face with my husband's handsome face who is towering above my body like a predator ready to hunt his prey. I galared at him.
This man…..just like he promised he didn't even let me once close my eyes. He let me sleep after our first round because i was very exhausted and endured pain. That too only for three hours. After that he woke me up by kissing my sensitive spot below my earlobe and continued his sweet torture till 5 am.
I looked at the wall clock. It's only 8 am.
That means i only slept for three hours?
"Wake up, my love" he said kissing the joint of my neck and shoulder.
I closed my eyes while pressing my lips tightly to control my moans.
He clearly knows all my sensitive spots. Of course why not? He did spent the entire night in exploring me….
I bite my lips tightly to stop myself from moaning when he suddenly sensualy bite my neck.
From last night experience, i got to know one thing about my husband. And that is my moans will only make him go wild.
"Devvvv" i whined at him when he kissed my collorbone. He looked at me with a smirk.
"What happened, wifey?" he asked me with his fake innocent look.
"You….let me sleep, na?" I said with a huff.
"Didn't i let you sleep already?" He asked me making me glare at him.
"Yeah! You let me sleep only for three hours" i said gripping the comforter. He gaze fell on my hands which is clutching the comforter tightly.
"Devvvv no" i whined when he tried to snatch the comforter.
"What are you hiding, Aashu? Its nothing i haven't seen before. Don't you remember last night? How i kissed every inch of your…" I pressed my plam on his mouth with my red cheeks.
He is really….really annoying husband…..
"Shut up. Don't speak anything" i said looking at the sun race which is coming from the glass door. Tyen i looked at him. My eyes went wide and i removed my hand from his mouth with a jerk when he licked my palm.
"Are you shy remembering what happened between us last night?" He asked me in his teasing tone.
Ahh… I felt like crying because of his all teasings
"Dev please stop it naa" i pleaded him closing my face with my hands. I heard him chuckling.
"Okay okay. I won't tease you anymore" he said still chuckling while removing my hands from face. I looked at him while biting my lips.
"Look now you're the one who is seducing me" he said while pointing at my lips. I immediately stopped biting my lips.
"I…i didn't" i said.
"But i am already turned on because of you" he said while placing his lower body weight on me. I gasped when i felt….his….
I looked at him with my wide eyes.
"You..you…Go away from me" saying this i pushed him on his shoulder but he didn't bulge. He chuckled looking at my futile effort.
"Are you still sore?" he asked me softly while tucking a stray strand of my hair behind my ear.
"Is that even a question? Of course i am" i said glaring at him.
"Sorry, wifey. By seeing your swollen lips and hearing your moans and feeling your soft body, i lost my self-control. How can I control myself when i have this beautiful innocent wife beneath me on my bed, huh? Its not my fault..it's all your fault for being a seductive temptress" he said making my eyes go wide.
Why this man is hell bent on teasing me, huh?
"Dev, will you stop teasing me?" I asked him while slapping his chest. He chuckled at me and kissed my forehead.
"Don't be mad, Aashu. Don't be mad" he said stroking my cheek with his thump pads. A yawn left my mouth and my eyes started to feel heavy due to sleepiness.
"Let me sleep for few minutes" i said looking at him sleepily.
"No. Don't sleep. You need to eat something and after that you can sleep as much as you want. Now i will go and run a hot water for you to take a bath" he said in an affectionate voice that melt my heart. I nodded at him with a smile.
"Don't try to get up from the bed. Wait till i come. You got it?" he asked me pinching my cheek playfully. I again nodded my head with a chuckle. He got up from the bed and went towards the washroom. He is only wearing a sweat pant. I looked down with my burning cheeks recalling what happened last night. Then only i realised i am not wearing anything under the comforter.
I tried to got up from the bed covering my body with the comforter till my neck. But i winced when i felt the immense pain on my lower abdomen. I bite lips to control myself from whimpering in pain while placing my hand on my lower abdomen. My whole body is paining like it was crushed by something heavy. But the pain in my lower region is the most painful that my eyes welled up with tears because of the unbearable pain. I can't even move my limps. I look around the room to find my cloths while half laying on the bed supporting my body weight on my elbows. I sighed disappointedly when i didn't find any of my cloths. I saw Dev's shirt on the couch.
How can I go there carrying this sore body of mine? It's only few steps from the bed to the couch. But i am feeling like it's miles away. I have to get that shirt before Dev could come out of the washroom. I can't stay like this. Its….its so embarrassing…
I convinced myself that I can do it and tried to get up from the bed.
"Didn't i ask you to not get up from the bed till i come, huh?" Dev asked me in his stern voice walking towards me. I frozen in my spot. Getting up from the bed to get the shirt was long forgotten seeing his angry face. I gulped when he glared at me while sitting closer to me.
"What do your think you're doing? Why you always acts so stubborn?" he scolded me flicking on my forehead with the back of his index finger.
"Ouch…." I winced rubbing my forehead.
It really hurts…..
"Dev, it really hurts" i said looking at him while rubbing my forehead where he hurted me before.
"It should be. Always acts like a stubborn girl. What were you trying to do? Do you have enough energy to get up from the bed to the couch to get that shirt? I thought last night I have drained all of your energy. Looks like i was wrong. Don't you feel any pain in your body? Mainly on your lower part?" he asked me while looking at me with his stern gaze. My cheeks turned crimson red hearing his words. I looked away from him to hide my red face.
"I asked you something, Aasha. Don't you feel any pain on your body? Can you walk by your own?" he again asked me lifting my face by placing his index finger under my chin. He looked at me with his worry itched face.
"I…. am fine and i can walk also" i lied.
How can I say that i can't walk because of the pain there? How embarassing it would be?
"Oh! Is that so? Then go ahead and walk" he said getting up from the bed. I gulped looking down.
I would like to try if i can able to walk or not. But without wearing anything only the bedsheets how can I….?
"Still so stubborn. Are you feeling embrassing to say that you're sore? Seriously Aashu?" he asked looking at me. I didn't said anything.
"Okay. I will carry you to the washroom" saying this he tried to lift me up. But i stopped him.
"Dev, no….i…" I stuttered looking here and there while clutching the bedsheets around my body tightly.
"My shy wife, don't need to feel shy. Now come on" he said with a chuckle while trying to carry me
"No Dev. At least get me some clothes to wear" i said looking at him with my pleading eyes. He sighed at me and took his shirt from the couch and walked towards me.
"Come let me make you wear it" he said trying to remove the bedsheets.
"Nooo. You turn around. I will wear it by my own" i said grabbing the shirt from his hand. He chuckled looking at me and turned around facing his back to me. I quickly wore the shirt. His scent invaded my nostrils making me blush. The shirt reached till my knees. I started to button up the shirt.
"You look so hot in my shirt, Aashu" i heard Dev's voice and looked at him with a jerk.
How long he was looking at me? I was busy in putting the buttons that i didn't notice him looking at my side.
My whole face turned red feeling his dark gaze on mine.
"Devvvvv" i said in disbilef which only made him chuckle.
"Chill. Now come" saying this he gently scooped me in his arms and i instantly wrapped my hands around his neck while blushing.
"Stop blushing, Aashu. Otherwise i will loss my control like last night" he said looking at me with his famous smirk dancing on his face. I gasped at him and slapped him on his chest. He snickered at me while entering into the washroom.
My eyes went wide when i saw the jacuzzi tub was filled with water with rose petals. I looked at Dev who was already looking at me.
"Dev, what's this?" I asked him feeling surprised. He didn't answer me instead he walked towards the tub. I clutched his neck tightly in fear.
"No, Dev. I never used a bath tub before. Just put me down. I will take a shower instead. Please…" i said in my frightened tone.
"Sillly girl. It's just a Jacuzzi tub. You're reacting like i am going to dump you in a vast sea. Just hold the edges with your hand. I will take care of the rest" he said kissing my nose.
"But..but" i said looking at the tub.
"No buts" saying this he placed me gently inside the tub making me scream in fear. I tightened my hold on his neck even when he placed me in the tub.
"Relax, Aashu" he said pressing his lips on my hair. My sore body relaxed when i felt the hot water. I released my hold on his neck and gripped the edges of the tub tightly. The water is till my shoulder level and the hot water soothed my body. I sighed in content. There was also mild rose scent in the water.
"How you're feeling now?" I heard Dev's voice and turned towards him.
"Mmmm its so relaxing" i said with a bright smile.
"How is your body pain now?" he asked me while stroking my hair.
"Now better" i said taking one rose petals from the water.
"I will help you wash your hair" he said making me look at him with a jerk.
"Whaaat? No no. I will do it. You go now" i said hurriedly.
"Sweet heart, it was me who drained all of your energy last night. So let me take care of you now" he said pinching my cheek. I tried t stop him but he didn't. He washed my hair with the shampoo gently. He gently massaged my scalp like a pro which made me close my eyes in pleasure. He wrapped the towel around my hair and came in front of me while sitting on the edge of the tub. I looked at him with a frown.
"Let me remove the shirt" he said stretching his hand forward towards me. I jerked his hand away and clutched the shirt tightly.
"What do you think you're doing?" i asked him while galring at him. He looked at me innocently.
"If you don't remove the shirt then how can I give you a bath?" he asked me.
"You don't need to give me any bath. Now you can leave" i said glaring at him. He chuckled at me while shaking his head.
"Okay. Stay for a few minutes in the water. It will sooth your sore body and call me if you need something. I placed your towel and cloths in that drawer. And yes when you get up from the tub, be careful. Because of the foam you may slip. After finishing the bath wash the foam from your body with the handheld shower" he said looking at me. I nodded my head at him. Then only he left the washroom making me sigh in relief. After few minutes i got out of the tub and washed myself like how my caring husband instructed me. Then i dried myself with the towel and wrapped it around my body.
My body feels very fresh and energetic. I don't feel any pain now. I really fall in love with this jacuzzi.
I smiled looking at the tub and turned towards the mirror. When i looked at the mirror I gasped in horror.
I rubbed my eyes and again took a closer look at my reflection. There is red marks from my neck to my cleavage. I removed the towel from my body and cupped my mouth with my palm in shock. My whole body is covered with red patches. The red marks are prominent on my pale skin.
No… its not red patches or rashes… It all my husband's doings. Its….its hickeys.
I quickly wrapped the towel around my body. My cheeks turned crimson red seeing my body filled with his marks. Last night's memory flashed in my mind making me go beet red.
I am not going to leave him for doing this…..
I sighed and wore the cloths chosen by my dear husband. Its a red comfortable salwar. I wore it and dried my hair with hair dryer. After that i went out of the washroom to deal with my husband. I saw him speaking in the phone while facing his back to me in the balcony. Looks like he had already taken a shower as he is now wearing a grey t-shirt and black sweat pant.
How he looks always handsome?
I smiled and didn't disturb him. I went towards the dressing table and did my simple make up. After that i wore my sindoor and bangles.
"My wife looks so eathreal" Dev said placing his chin on my shoulder while wrapping hisarms around my waist making me blush deep red. His still dampen hair felt cold on my skin. I smiled looking at his reflection. I frowned when i saw him smirking looking at my reflection.
"What happened?" I sked him Feeling confused.
"Just admiring my ministration" he said with the same smirk plastered on his face. Then only i realised what he is talking about. I stood up from the chair and glared at him.
"Dev, why you did this?" I asked him pointing at my neck which is covered with the hickeys left by him. He just shrugged his shoulder casually.
"Say something, na. You did this everywhere on my…..cough cough. How can you, Dev? How will I go outside now?" I asked him with a huff.
"It's normal between couples that too after the intense love making. And we are the only people staying here. You don't need to cover it. And also it's not my fault. You have a fair skin. Thats why the marks looks red on your fair skin. But i love it. I should give you more hickeys tonight" he said pulling me closer to him by my waist while nuzzling his face in the crook of my neck.
"Dev…..Are you serious? You….ahhhh" I yelped when he bite me on my neck. I tried to push him but he didn't bulge. I melted in his arms when he started to place wet kisses ony neck. Suddenly a growling sound from my stomach made us go still in our place. I blushed when Dev chuckled burying his face in my neck.
"Let's fill your stomach first" he said tucking a stray strand of hair behind my ear. I nodded at him while biting my lips. He made my favourite paneer butter masala and naan. We both fed each other. After that he did the dishes.
"Aashu, take some rest. You need to sleep" he said while kissing my forehead. I nodded my head at him with a smile. When we both went to our room Dev made me sit on the bed and crouched down making me gasp in shock.
"Dev, what are you doing?" I asked him trying to get up from the bed. But his firm grip on my feet stopped me from making any move. He took something from his pant pocket.
Its an anklet…..it's so beautiful
He smiled at me and placed my right feet on his tigh. He put the anklet around my ankle and he did the same to my another ankle.
"So pretty… so beautiful" saying this he kissed my both ankles making me blush deep red. I felt ticklish because of his kiss. He sat beside me while taking my hand in his.
"It's so beautiful. I love it" i said shaking my both legs smiling brightly at him.
"I am glad you liked it" he said kissing my knuckles while looking into my eyes. His eyes is filled with love, affection and adoration which warmed my heart. I saw my reflection in his eyes. Whenever I look at him in his eyes, i always forget myself and my heart beats like crazy.
"Dev, i don't know what good i did in my previous life that i got you in my life" i said cupping his face with my both palms. He kissed my both palms and smiled at me.
"It's me who did some good in my last birth that i got an angel like you in my life. My angel….my Aashu…my sweet wife" he said kissing my both eyes affectionately and looked at me with a gentle smile.
Seeing him pampering me with his love and care, i understand one thing very well. I love this man so much so that it's impossible for me to even breath without him. That much i am dependable on him. That much i trust him. I trust him with my everything. This man conquered my heart without me knowing it.
Now my heart, my soul and my body everything is belongs to him for forever. I don't know how he won my heart. But i know one thing that I can't stop myself from falling for him and i don't want to stop either. I deeply has fallen for him and there is no going back. Because the control of my heart is now in his finger tip. I am glad that i have fallen for him.
This Aasha…. who was nothing but a mere simple girl leading a meaningless life. She had no home, no one in this world to rely on, no one to share her pain and joy, no one to cry on. But now she has this man to rely on, to share her pain and joy, to cry on his shoulder. He is my home, he is my family. He is not a part of my life. Instead he himself became my life.
Everyone say that our mind will play the seven minutes memory of our life when we are about to die. When that day comes to me where i will be leaving the world, i am sure that the seven minutes flash of my life memories will definitely be full of him.
My Dev….i will love him till my last breath….This life is not enough for me to love him…i will continue to love him in coming all my next births also….i will only love him…only him…only him.
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Hope you all like this update. 'My gifted love' is going to end soon. Including epilogue only three chapters are left. Next update will be on next Sunday.