A/N: Hello!! I do not own any rights to anything Harry Potter. All credit goes to JK Rowling. I do not own anything that is familiar. If you think you've read it, it likely came from the books. I did a bit of hybrid writing - book and movie depending on personal preference. This is my first Snape fic and I'm just utterly in love with what's in my head and I hope you all are too. Please vote and comment!!
I will try to put warnings at the beginning of chapters if they are particularly dark, but in general expect some graphic smut and language.
There will eventually be some smut, angst, and eventual torture. I will warn before these but there will be some dark aspects to this tale.
NSFW, Mature audiences only.
Note:The title is a song from the band Texas. Since Alan Rickman appeared in two of her music videos, I wanted to give that a little bit of a nod.
Thank you to @celestialsister0918 for getting me started on this journey. I never would have started writing without you. I also want to thank my alpha/beta team who started about halfway through. Kiridraca and SyrenGrey. You have really helped me to develop my skills and confidence.
Song lyrics: Black Eyed Boy
No I don't lack ambitionCan't you see what I hateThat it's you who is sinkingLocked behind iron gates
You should knowYou're falling into fictionI can tellYou're on some foolish mission
Your black eyed soulYou should knowThat there's nowhere else to goMy black eyed boyYou will findYour own space and time
You call me superstitiousTie me up with your deceitI could never be maliciousThough I seem so bittersweet
You should knowYou're falling into fictionI can tellYou're on some foolish mission
Your black eyed soulYou should knowThat there's nowhere else to goMy black eyed boyYou will findYour own space and time