I want to seep into your mind
Make you wonder
Why you cry
Hide under your lonesome bed
Feel the critters inside your head
This is how you used to be
I want to love you all the time
But my heart is constantly torn
I placed my hand into the fire
I expected it not to burn
This is how I was
Now I've met you
I've seen who you've been
I learn to except you
I'm finding myself to begin
I get depressed still
I understand
But sometimes I miss you
Or what I thought you were
This is how I am
Please forgive me
You say your okay
Please come back to me daughter
Don't you get that every day?
This is how you were shortly after
Now you give me
All my things
You hurt me ya see?
But it's just fine
Ill talk it out
For I AM strong and can live with out.
This is what I've excepted
I let you go
I let your brother go
I let it go and just said fuck it
And now I'm happier than I've ever been
But I'll spoil you
Toy with you
A spell of distance
This is who you've become now
I'm okay with this
All your lies
You buy me shit
But only for my time
Why can't you except ?
I hate you sometimes
I guess you gave birth to me
I guess you've learned from me
This is why we never got along
I ask you how you are
You tell me your fine
I don't have to worry
It's not worth my time
This is what you've decided
I ask you to hang
Coffee time for us to speak
You go to a casino
I go get coffee alone
I don't care what your doing
Ok maybe a little
But it's not worth the thought process
If I'm sad it's only for a little
This is what I have accepted
We have never been close
We have never seen eye to eye
We used to fake it
We used to fight
But this isn't the path we need to take
Let me do me
I'll let you do
You
This is what I've been telling you
-your loving daughters POV