"Leila do I gotta go?"Deja yelled at me from my bed
"Yes bitch you do you gotta show the fuuck outtt"I replied
The boys were already at the party
but me and Deja was being slow to get ready so we said we'd meet them there
Once we were completely done I grabbed my car keys and we headed to the party
As we arrived, I parked in the driveway in the spot next to Nemiah's car
We got out the car gaining looks as always
looking at Deja she looked so goood rnnn Izzy gon fall
We went inside and headed to the living room
"Happy birthday Rome"I yelled seeing him
"Thanks Leila, yo mans in the back smokin as always"
We walked into the garden and seen the boys cracking jokes and smoking they shit
"Hey yall"I said waving at everyone
I looked at Nemiah and he gestured for me to go over to him
I stood in between his legs as he looked over my outfit lickin his lips
He pulled me down and into his lap kissing my neck
"You look sexy in blue ma"He whispered in my ear
"its blue forever"I said giving him a nice sloppy kiss
"Aye yall cut that shit man go get a room" Jeremiah yelled at us
I broke the kiss and looked at Deja seein the tension between her and Izzy and decided to go party inside
I told Nemiah and went inside with Deja
"Here girl you need this"I said giving her cocktail i just made
"Welp here's to getting fucked up"she said downing the drink
After a few shots me and Deja were in the living room by the garden door dancing wit each other
I was just tipsy, I let Deja get drunk
"Aye Killa them blood dudes from last time in here"I heard a guy say out the door to the garden
I looked around noticing Trey and his boys dancing with a few girls like they wasnt in the wrong side of town
I turned my head back around and seen Nemiah charging in with Izzy and Jeremiah and a few others including Rome
As he was walking past me he put my gun in my hand and tucked his chain into his shirt
He walked straight over to Trey and punched the shit out of himm
They all started fighting n shit
I held onto Nemiah's gun tight I knew not to jump in on this it was way too much
I even got shoved in the process
Nemiah got out dragged out the mess and he came to me
"you ight?"He asked
"Nah bruh she got shoved hard"Some random boy said like anyone asked
he knew what he was doing
he knew It would piss Nemiah offf
And he was right Nemiah tried to take his gun off me
"No Nemiah I'm good they aint done shit to me"I said the gun in my waist and putting my hands on his waist
"Aye Get these motherfuckers out this bitch"He yelled
and just like that they were kicked out and the party continued
The drinks were flowing, weed getting passed around
I was throwing it back on Nemiah
Deja was surprisingly dancing on Izzy but lord knows how long it will last
Deja POV
"I'm sorry ma,I fuckin love you, I'm in love wit you , I aint letting you go"Izzy said in my ear
"I know Izzy, I know you sorry, I love you too I just need time"I said in his ear as he wrapped his arms around my waist
by the end of the party me and Izzy were inseparable
dont get me wrong im still upset about the shit but I been wit Izzy for a long ass time
He's the only man who's shown me what real love is minus the surprise baby obviously
Even though I wanted to go back to his house and cuddle with him I forced myself to go home
I hugged him goodnight and he gave me a kiss on the head before opening my uber door for me
As soon as I got home I kicked off my shoes and headed to my room to take a shower
Just as I was about to step into the shower a message from Izzy came through
Izzy.-I love you gn ma x❤️
I decided to reply instead of ignoring it
Me-I love you too x❤️
Leila POV
The next day
"You know if any of the colleges accepted you yet"My mama asked
"Not yet I been checking my emails nothing yet"I said going into the fridge
"You told Nemiah yet?"She asked and I stayed silent
"Imma take that as a no, why not?"She asked
"Cos I dont wanna say anything till I know for sure"I responded
"Fair but you think he's gonna be mad that you aint even told him you applied or was thinking about it"
"He probably will"Now I had a bad feeling in my stomach
guilt?
or just a
Bad feeling?
My phone began ringing and by no surprise it was Nemiah
"What you doin"He asked
"No hello or nothing?"I responded
"Hello what you doing rn"He asked
"Nothing Nemiah why?"
"Come outside and tell the fam I say hi"
"mama Nemiah says hi and I'll be back"I said passing on the message and walking out the front door
Nemiah was leaning against his car
I gave him a hug and his hand travelled towards my ass giving it a nice squeeze
"What you doin here?"I asked him taking the blunt he had behind his ear
"I can't come see my baby nah?"He asked
"When did you make me your baby?"I said joking around
"Soon mamas soon"He said smirking
"but wassup why you really here?"I asked him
"Smoke wit me?"He said lighting the blunt
I took the blunt out his hands took a longgg pull
Nemiah opened the passenger door
and i knew what he was thinking a lil hot box sesh
He moved his car into the alleyway next to my house
we sat in his car for what felt like 5 hours smokingg
"Miah how long we been in here?"I asked with my eyes closed
He check the time "45 minutes"
we looked at each other and burst out laughing
Once we caught our breaths I started starring at Nemiah and he was loooking to fuckin good
the longer i starred the wetter my pants got
I got out my seat and sat on his lap
He grabbed my neck and smashed his lips into mine
we began fighting for dominance and as always his ass cheated and began rubbing my cat from the outside
I was done playing these games and opened his door cimbing out and got him out too
I led us into the house and into my room
As soon as I closed the door
Nemiah lifted me up making my legs wrap around him and smashed his lips into mine
he carried me to the bed and gently placed me down and took off my top and began kissing down my neck leaving his mark
He continued down my stomach and was inches away from my cat until my phone began ringing
"Leave it"He said
but i checked the caller and it looked like the jail
"wait my dad"I said stopping him
he groaned loudly before standing up
"Hello"i answered
"Hello your father Jerome Brown has been involved in an incident and has been admitted to the hospital"A lady said
i ended the call so fast and changed into a new top
"what's happening mamas, chill"Nemiah said confused
"My dads in hospital can you take me?"I said grabbing my phone
I told my mom and she said she would meet us there since myah was in the bath
The whole ride I was so worried about what I would have to face.