Y/N POV
Taehyung : I was not talking about our breakup. I was talking about her death.
Everything around you came to an end. For a moment you felt like your soul drifted away from your body
In the darkness of night your eyes glued to the person staring at you emotions which can't be expressed
Your every single word your every little actions coming back to you and making you hate yourself for what you did
You couldn't even utter a single word. Drops of tears making their way towards your chicks and you could feel your legs giving up as you fell on the ground limply crying bitterly
You don't know how to react on this. It was not his fault nor her whatever happened was because of you, it's your fault...
You failed as a friend and you realized it now...
You felt someone approaching you and kneeling down beside you and his soft voice hit your ears making you somewhat feel better
Taehyung : Don't cry it was not your fault single handedly.
He smiled gently wiping away your tears
Y/N : You are just saying this to make me feel better! I know it was my fault..
You don't know why you shouted on him but you couldn't hold it but still you felt your voice cracking up at the end
Taehyung : It was my fault too. I should have informed you about it before.
He said with guilt filled in his voice and a kind of fear in his eyes looking at your state doubting whether his decision to tell you everything was right or not
Y/N : I'm sorry for everything I did wrong and also sorry for leaving you here but I have to go.
You said as you got up
Taehyung : Where are you going?
He asked with a shaky voice
Y/N : I just need some time
You said with a hope that he will understand your situation and the emotional breakdown you are going through
Taehyung : So you're running away from me again?
He said in a low voice audible enough for you while looking down
Y/N : It's not like I'm running away from you. I just need some time to-
Taehyung : You're not going anywhere without listening to me. I've waited for 3years to tell everything!!!
It's been a long since he yelled at you like this so you couldn't argue with him on this
Taehyung : You know how happy I was when I saw you again but you don't know how scared I was to tell you the truth...
He said coming towards you
Taehyung : You just kept holding that I ignored you but you never came to me and asked whether everything is okay or not, whether I'm okay or not...
You just stared at him not wanting to say anything as you just want to know his point. You've lived in the dark for years now believe that what you did was right and know you don't want it anymore you want to know the truth about what really happened
Taehyung : I was alone. I was weak. I couldn't do anything. Do you even know how hard it was for me to stay strong even after knowing that the girl I love is going to die in few days.
You felt your heart ache at his every word
Taehyung : I wanted to tell you everything. I wanted to share my every single emotions with you but I couldn't..
His voice started to crack as the tears were streaming down from his eyes
You went towards him and cupped his chicks and wiped away his tears
Taehyung : I didn't wanted to make you cry because of me. How could I make you feel sad when you never let me be sad. You hold my hand when there was no one with me. You wiped my tears when no one did. You stayed with me when everyone left...
You felt a lump forming in your throat as you realized how much he cared for you
Taehyung : I couldn't be that shellfish to drag you in my sadness when you already did enough for me...
Overwhelmed with emotions you hugged him tightly as he buried his face in crook of your neck and you could feel cold tears touching your skin
Y/N : You should have told me everything. And how could you think that you'll burden me. I was there with you because I wanted to.
You gently rubbed his back to comfort him as he held you more tightly
Y/N : I'm always there for you. You're not alone alright. It's okay.
Taehyung : It was all my fault..
He said between his continuous sobs
Y/N : It was not your fault alone. Whatever happened we both were responsible for it.
You said parting from hug as you don't feel regret anymore
Taehyung : It's killing me. It's hard to live with all the regret.
Y/N : We all make mistakes and at the end regret. Whatever decisions we take are according to the situations we are in. At that time whatever decisions we take, whatever things we do are beneficial for us according to our point of view.
You gave him a small smile as looked at you trying to understand what you're trying to say
Y/N : But sometimes as the time passes we realize that the things we did thinking that it was right turns out to be wrong.
You both looked at each other sincerely
Y/N : We should leave everything behind and move on in our life.
He nods at your statement
Taehyung : Let's fix everything we did wrong and move on.
He said wiping away his tears as you gave him a proud smile
Taehyung : Should we go now it's getting late?
You nod your head
Y/N : I'm hungry let's eat something!
Taehyung: What you wanna eat?
Y/N : Street food! I missed Korean street food lot in London.
Hu chuckled and said
Taehyung : Let's go
***
Walking on the street at night with your bestfriend while having ice-cream is the thing you missed a lot in past few years
Taehyung : It's been years since we are walking like this together. It brings back so many good memories of our childhood.
He said excitedly
Y/N : We had a beautiful childhood.
You said remembering those beautiful days as you feel to go back in time
Taehyung : But there was one ugly thing in our childhood.
Y/N : What?
You asked passing him a confused look
Taehyung : You
Y/N : I'll kill you!!
You said annoyed hitting him on his arm
As you both reached near your house Taehyung suddenly spoke
Taehyung : Y/n I want to say something.
Y/n : What is it?
Taehyung : I didn't made any friends in this past years after you left. Before also I only head you as bestfriend and after you left I couldn't make any.
Y/n : Now I don't think you'll need any. I'm back now.
You said throwing him a wink
Taehyung : I mean to say, it was you and its still you-
~THE END
[A/N POV]
So finally this emotional rollercoaster has came to an end..😌
It was a beautiful journey with you guys and I'm thankful that you read it till the end 😊
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