I once had a dream after I was feeling good about my gender, where I was in a magic forest with two dudes *I think Aziraphale and Crowly* and we just hung out together. We changed waterfall colors, built houses somehow, and watched pretty pink leaves fall from trees. However there was a strange part, they didn't use my correct pronouns, and used a name I didn't like at the time. So when I explained to them who I am, they looked embarrassed and a bit angry, and flew away a bit. I had kept trying to talk to them for a while, but they just seemed to... I dunno, ignore me or shame me when talking?
It was the end of my dream and I had said that I was going to pull the plug on the computer *idk maybe was a reference to life? Itsa a dream* and they just, ignored me. Or gave me a disgusted look. I pulled it and woke up confused but devistated because these were two people that I idolize and care about. However, it was also like a slap in the face because it was a reminder that most people, will never accept me, and that I will be alone someday with no one to love me, and all people will see is som