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"The child in me died.
It was killed,cruelly and mercilessly"
-me
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The sickening pungent smell of blood reaches my nose and i take in the horrendous sight of corpses settled in this dim lit dungeon.
My father walks down and closes the door to the dungeon behind him.
I can still hear my mother's sobbing upstairs.
No mother would want her son to see this sight.
It is sickening.
But i have to be prepared to take over the Knight empire.
This is my second time coming here.
The first time when i came here i vomitted and afterwards fainted.
The tied beaten up man looks up at me and i feel empathy for him.
My father nudges me forward.
Ryan knight is never to be messed with,even if he is my dad.
A plier is given to me.
"One minute and i want his fingers in the tray.All"
My shaking finger slowly wrap around the plier and turn and look back at my father once again.
Expecting for kindness and to not make me do it.
The deafening cry of my mother rings in my ear as i recall it.
I want to see my mother.
I fell suffocated in here.
My father pushes me towards it and i walk towards the beaten man.
His fingers are already covered in blood and his eyes.
His eyes has the look of a forlorn man.
Expecting some mercy.
Expecting some kindness.
Expecting some kind of reassurance.
The irony is that,even i am expecting the same.
The one going to be killed and the one going to kill are having the same feelings.
The heart wrenching sound of his pain echos in the dungeon as i take his fingers one by one,as fast as i can.
Putting them in the tray and when taking it back to my father,the expression on my face contradicts the expression on his face.
The pride that is shown on his face is something that i always craved for but...
Not due to this.
I wanted him to be proud of me when i sketched my feelings on my paper.
Drawing and sketching.
Something that i saw solace in.
But it was never supported or encouraged.
Only my mother and grandparents supported me.
Right now when i looked into his eyes.
I understood something.
Monsters are not born,they are created.
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My heart soars in pain when i thought about the man whom my father just killed.
I just want a nap.
Maybe on my mother's lap.
Then i will go to see my Amelia at the hospi-
"Where are you going Damien?",My father asked.
"I thought that we are done for today",i slowly mumble out.
"Speak up,dont mumble in front of me",my dad growls.
Repeating the same,my expression transforms into a painful grimace when he speaks.
"There is a special treqt waiting for you".
My gut twitches when he speaks.
Clutching my elbows and dragging me upto another up the basement,my mother waits there for me at the opening of the door.
My beautiful mother stands there slowly crying and it turns into full blown sobs when she sees the blood on me.
Trying to comfort her,i give her a forceful smile but my body betrays me when a lone tear makes its way down my cheek.
Without giving another second to spare,my dad drags me and takes me to another room and locks us in the room.
My eyebrow twitches when i see a women clad in nothing but a lace robe slowly walking towards me.
"Go",my dad voices his command.
"Where?"i question.
"Fuck her,fuck her like a whore she is",he spits out with disgust by lokking at her.
"N-no,please,not this",i cry and beg.
I want to be the first and last for my Amelia.
I know she is just a baby but i love her and only her.
My body,soul and heart is only for her.
The thing that is more scaring is that my dad knows.
He knows about my obsession and love for Amelia.
"Please not this dad",i continue to beg.
Clutching my shoulders my dad drags me to the lady.
"Learn to fuck these whores slowly.
Don't you want to satisfy Amelia?".
My heart aches when he talks aboht my Amelia.
"
She will leave you when she comes to know how inexperienced you are in bed.
She will leave and fuck a man who knows how to fuck a woman".
Amelia wont want me if i dont fuck other woman?.
Should i do this if i truly love my woman?
Is it worth it?
Several questions run through my mind.
"If you seriously want Amelia then learn to fuck this whore,so that at last you will be the best for my daughter in law."
He talks.
"If you dont want her then it is ok.
I can understand that your love is not deep"
My heart palpates and i walk to the woman.
The locking of the door is heard and i know that my dad has left the room.
And then i slowly touch a woman that i dont even know about and at that moment i know my soul has died.
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I pretend to sleep till i am sure that my mother has gone to my father's room.
She was here cocooning me to sleep,letting me sleep on her lap,slowly humming to ease the pain on her chest and mine.
She was there for me.
My senses grow alert when i hear the sound of the door of my room opening.
A heavy body comes and sit next to me quietly.
My dad.
He softly massages my leg and kisses my fingers one by one and runs his hand through my hair soothingly.
"Forgive me ,gift, i had to do this.
He made me do this" He says softly.
"I love you",dropping a kiss on my forehead,his weight shifts and goes away from my room and the closing of the door makes my muscles relax.
Multiple questions swim through my mind and that night was the beginning of my sleepless nights.
One that continued till the day i had my soulmate next to me.
Maybe what i was made to do today was not be correct.
Maybe it will be the reason why my Amelia might leave me in the future.
But these kind of reasoning might be too mature for me to think.
For i was only seven.
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Hey there all...
Today's chapter made me so emotional,dont know why.
And the quote?,did it match with the chapter written?
You all will soon meet the villains.
Sorry for my 2 days late update,i was at the hospital. I had covid again so....
Anyways the comments on last chapter is the only reason for this much early update.
Is it interesting now?
Smut might be in the next chapter,idk.
Fun game:i need 300 comments and 250 votes for next update.