TW: Eating Disorder
(I split this chapter in half so chapter 23 will be longer and will also be in sals pov :)) )
2 days after Travis and Larry met at the bar
-Sals pov-
I stared at my phone in the dark, hunger engulfing my body, all I could hear was the faint sound of my stomach screaming for me to eat something. Anything. I ignored it and kept staring at my phone in bed. I'm not sure when the last time I ate was, but the sounds my body was making made it seem like months even though it was only a few days, the exact number unknown.
I put my phone down next to me, getting a headache from constantly staring at it. I turned onto my side, kind of curling up and holding my stomach. I closed my eyes tightly, as nausea and pain filled my body. I tried thinking of something different, my mind went back to earlier today when I was in class.
"I will say mr fisher, your writing is one of the best I've seen in a while. Your going to be a great writer someday" my professor said
If it weren't for how much pain I was in I would be smiling. I've always wanted to be a writer. And to have someone say that to me made me so happy,
happier than I've ever been in a very long time.
But,, now that the semesters over, and I'm done with college, what am I supposed to do?
Is this it?
Is this where life has led me to? Am I just supposed to die now?