here's the 2nd part :>
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After that day..... Namjoon became distant to Jin, not that he's cheating or something
He's just disappointed and mad at his husband and its been already 4 months
as he walks to the hallways of the office a man tapped his shoulder making him look back over him and ask "what do you need?" he asked
"dude, don't be like that" the male said as he walks with Namjoon to the elevator
Namjoon pressed the button and faced the male
"hyung, please not now. I'm tired" he said
he's working over night cause he don't want to face his husband for now plus, their boss Bang ShiHyuk actually pays them extra so its kinda a win-win situation for Namjoon
"Joon, I know you're disappointed and mad but don't you think spending time with your husband and comfort each other is better rather than avoiding him? Avoiding him isn't helping and it can lead into ruining you and your husband's relationship" his friend said
Namjoon just clicked his tongue and finally the door opens and the two entered and Namjoon pressed the (G) button and sigh
Yoongi has a point
Avoiding his husband isn't helping
"By the way, how's Jimin?" He suddenly asked making Yoongi instantly smile
The man is a big simp for him ya know
"he's doing great" he said with his gummy smile
"when is his due date?" Namjoon asked
Yoongi looked at Namjoon then looked at the door "he'll give birth next 2 weeks, we're actually preparing like a lot cause Jimin wants to spoil our baby" he said
Namjoon nod
He's kinda getting jealous because Yoongi is gonna be a father
Jimin also at first isn't ready because he thinks he won't be a good father, but after Yoongi comforted Jimin, being on his side and telling Jimin he'd be a great parent Jimin slowly accepted the baby and loved it
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Namjoon entered their penthouse silently holding 2 bags of food
Of course, silent always engulf their penthouse ever since that day happened but now he wants to change that
"Jinnie?" he called as he closed the door and remove his shoes and walks straight to the kitchen to grab plates and prepare the food
He bought jajangmyeon, boneless buttered chicken, boneless sweet and spicy chicken, tempura and donuts for desserts
he even bought cola because his husband likes it
after putting the food in the coffee table on the living room he called him again "Jinnie? I bought something" Namjoon said, trying to get his husband's attention but he didn't hear anything
He sigh and walks to their bedroom
he opened the door and was met by darkness but spotted his husband sitting on the bed, back laying on the head board as he hugs the jar where their supposed to be 'baby' is
"Jinnie?" Namjoon called but Jin didn't budge, his head is laying on the jar
he can hear his husband's soft sobs making him feel bad
"hey" Namjoon softly called as he walks to the bed and sat beside Jin
He looked at his husband's handsome face which is swollen from crying, tears just won't stop coming
He push back his hair making Jin look up at him with his teary eyes
Namjoon gave him a soft dimple smile "I bought you something" he said but Jin just look away from him
Namjoon held the base of the jar and grab it away from Jin making Jin sat up straight, but his head is facing the other side of their room
Namjoon looked at the fetus and felt like his heart is crumbling, but it doesn't matter right now
His husband needs him now
he then put the jar on the bedside table and faced Jin and held Jin's cheeks and let the older look at him
his hand got a little bit wet but he doesn't care about that
He looked at his husband's face
"you're still handsome even if you're crying nonstop" Namjoon said making Jin huff and push Namjoon's warm hands from him but Namjoon just grab him by the waist and put him on his lap
"Jinnie" Namjoon stare at his husband's eyes and slowly lean in while closing his eyes
he softly planted a peck on his husband's dry lips and looked at him again
Jin's tears starts to fall again more making Namjoon held up his hand and wipe his husband's tears away
"you can tell me anything remember?" Namjoon said and held Jin's head and let him lay on his chest
"don't worry, I won't leave" Namjoon assured Jin
Jin starts to sob on his husband's chest while Namjoon caress his back
(my mind is literally saying 'the food is getting cold' but whatever)
after minutes of crying, Jin stopped and pull away and looked at Namjoon's face
He slowly lean in to kiss Namjoon then pull away
"I love you" he whisper
Namjoon smile "I love you more"
Then Namjoon remembered the food
"by the way, I got you something" he said again for the 3rd time making Jin look back at the door then look at his husband
"carry me" he said then wrap his arms around Namjoon's neck and Namjoon just held his bun to support him up and he stood up
he then walks to the living room and Jin looked at the table
"tada~" Namjoon said as he carefully put Jin on the sofa
Jin smiled at the scene in front of him as Namjoon gave him a chopsticks
"let's eat" Namjoon said as he also gave Jin a plate of jajangmyeon
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after that, they had to a talk, of course after Namjoon washing the dishes
Namjoon is laying on his back, while Jin is laying on his chest
Namjoon told Jin while he's washing the dishes that they need to talk so here they are
Namjoon softly playing with Jin's fluffy brown hair with his right hand, softly curling it with his fingers while his left hand is holding his husband's waist
"I aborted the baby without you knowing because of my insecurities" Jin suddenly speak making Namjoon stop playing with his hair as he continue to listen
"I thought that what if I gave birth to the baby but I still doesn't accept it? What kind of a parent I will turn to? A toxic one and I don't want the baby to suffer just because of my bullshits" Jin continues
"I regret everything. I mean it, I really did regret it. After seeing the fetus... the only thing I felt is regret and guilt" Jin then looked up at Namjoon
"I'm sorry"
Namjoon caressed his husband's cheeks gave his forehead a kiss
"I understand"
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2 years later
Namjoon is currently using his phone, laying on his back, his left hand holding his phone while Jin is laying on his chest
he continues to scroll down on Twitter then Jimin made a tweet
He smiled softly
Jimin gave birth to baby MinYoon last 2 years
but baby MinYoon has to stay at the hospital because of a disease, its curable but it will take 1 to 2 years to get cure
and finally Baby MinYoon is cured
He immediately liked the post and look down at Jin's hair... cause that's the only thing he can see as he put down his phone on the table
He wonders what will his and Jin's child will look like in the future?
Would their child look like Jin or him? or a perfect combination of them?
Will their child be sassy like Jin or be quiet like him?
He don't know
They also buried the fetus on the ground it surprisingly grow a tree which makes Jin and Namjoon kinda shock and amaze
also these last 2 weeks, Jin's been craving for more cheese in his food like even in soup
Its makes him worried and also think
is Jin pregnant?
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4 yrs later
A 3 yrs old child is currently tip toeing, his small chubby hands is reaching something he can't possibly reach in his height
he pouts as he look around, thinking what he should think
he then saw a chair and smiled
he carefully pull it, making sure there's no noise and carefully climb the chair and tries to reach the jar of cookies on top of the counter which is thankfully he got it
"what did I say about sweet snacks every night?" a voice suddenly made the child flinch and put back down the jar of cookies on the counter and looked at the blonde man who just spoke
the baby starts fiddling with his fingers as he lower his head down, and his pout is visible in front to the blonde man
The blonde man sigh and walks to his son and held his small hands softly "SeokJoon" the blonde started
"what did Eomma told you about eating sweet snacks on night? and also without eomma's permission" Jin asked the baby
"the monsers will get Seokie en if dat happen eomma en appa will be sad en the monsers will eat Seokie" the child said
"see? do you want Eomma and Appa to be sad?" he asked
The child immediately shake his head as a no making Jin smile and scoop up the boy from the chair
"should we brake the rules tho?" Jin smiled making the child smile widely
"jush one is enough" the child said making Jin nod and put him down
he then open the lid of the jar and grab 2 pieces of cookies
one for him and one SeokJoon
"is eomma and SeokJoon breaking the rules?" suddenly a mint haired man came in to the kitchen making Seokjoon smiled at his father's appearance
"appa~" he squealed and run to him
"here" Jin handed the cookies to SeokJoon making the child forget about his dad and run to Jin and grab the cookies and starts eating it slowly
Namjoon walks to Jin and hugged him, arms wrapped around Jin's waist as his head buried on his husband's neck as Jin took a bite of his cookies
"its already 10 in the night" Namjoon whispered
"did you and SeokJoon wakes up to just eat cookies?" Namjoon joked
"nope, I heard his door opened and heard his little footstep making me awake and saw him trying to reach the jar of cookies" Jin said making Namjoon chuckle
Jin felt a little bit tingly with Namjoon's breath but didn't said anything as he finished his cookies and looked at his son who's staring at him with wide eyes
"yes?" he asked making Namjoon pull away and instantly lays his cheeks on Jin's shoulder
"Eomma is mine" Namjoon starts teasing making SeokJoon's lower lip tremble as tears fastly came out of his eyes making Jin giggled and push Namjoon softly away from him
"aww, don't be sad SeokJoon" he said as he scoop up the baby who immediately buried his face on Jin's neck, small chubby arms on his shoulder
"don't listen to Appa" Jin said and the baby pull away and held both Jin's cheeks and lean in to give Jin a kiss on his lips
Jin smiled making SeokJoon smiled back and asked "can Seokie sleep with chu?"
Jin immediately nodded and walks to their bedroom with Namjoon trailing behind them
when they're inside, Namjoon closed the door
Jin put down the SeokJoon on the middle of the bed as he lay on the other side while Namjoon lays too
Jin and Namjoon then hugged SeokJoon making SeokJoon feels happy
he's lucky that his parents loves him
of course Seokjoon knows about his suppose to be older sibling, Jin and Namjoon never hid it from him
Jin and Namjoon always tells SeokJoon that he can always tell them his worries and Jin and Namjoon will share theirs too if they have
a minute later, SeokJoon fell asleep and the parents too
Jin's first pregnancy might be a disaster, he promised that he will never do that again
and both are happy with SeokJoon and love their son so much
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THIS IS WHAT SEOKJOON LOOKS LIKE :>
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