that night i ran.
i didn't know where to run but i ran. i was so sick of it all so you know, i just took off, not thinking about the consequences. just running because i was too sick off it and i didn't want to deal with it. classic thing i do. i run away from anything thinking that'll make it better but it doesn't.
so then i'm stuck there with those problems just piling up on top of each other, i won't do anything about it. nobody will.
nobody will help me either, i guess since i'm a kid and i've ran away multiple times all with failed attempts, they just wait for it to all stop. i don't know why they're like that but they are.
one thing i've learned in life is that people will never change. there's no such things as second chance because if there's a need for a second chance was it worth it? you have to learn that people never change unless it benefits themselves, because people never actually care about you. they just care about how you make them feel, and if you don't care about that too, you'll end up being a people pleaser. it's hard to get that title removed.
you know.
you don't know who i am but you're still listening.
i'm sure you wouldn't listen if you knew who i was.
you know let's keep it that way this can be our little secret?
just call me whatever you want to call me.
but don't expect me to talk to you everyday. i have a horrible life to get back too.