In the lowest moments,
Our mind will attempt to find reason,
Despite our will,
The mind wants to live,
So it tries to reason,
To debate and,
It fights,
Shows loved ones,
Shows us wants,
Desires,
Quotes the dead,
Ad nauseam,
And it can save you,
Or destroy you,
Perspective is key,
So despite what I wanted,
What I knew,
In my heart,
Needed to be done,
What I had dreamt of,
What I had known,
I had planned so much,
And,
Taken so much,
Gone so far,
To the very cliff side,
Waiting,
Begging to be,
Released,
But I could not do it,
Will folded to mind,
And body collapsed from both.
A/N:
Sorry for being gone for a bit. If you couldn't tell, my mentality has been suffering for a bit.
Assuming you cared or asked.