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Dear Diary
12/05/2026
Today is the day I fuck Amir on camera and as weird as it is to admit I'm pretty fucking excited to get the damn thing started. Just the thought of thousands of people watching my pussy get licked and stretched by the man I was in love with was enough to make me feel all giggly inside. Two days ago Amir and I crossed a line I honestly don't know if I can recover from it.
I've met a side of Amir I've never seen or heard of in our fifteen years of friendship and quite frankly he has ruined me for many men or women to come. The way he touched and caressed my body as if he had been doing it for years, made me cum harder than any other man or woman ever could. How filthy his dirty talk could become without making things weird or awkward. Yeah, I've got it pretty fucking bad.
I feel more lovely than I've felt in a very long time. I feel appreciated, almost cherished in a way. Just the memory of his thick dick stretching me out oh so completely and the way he sucked on nipples as if they were the most succulent dessert he's ever feasted on, is making my pussy drip while I write all this down.
But if I'm being completely honest Diary, as much as I want to get the day started I almost don't want it to end. For some odd reason I have a feeling that after today the friendship between Amir and I can go two ways.
Either our friendship becomes a relationship and we live happily ever after or our friendship ends completely and I lose the one I care about most.
I'm just praying that it's the first one.
TWO DAYS AGO
After ripping my robe clean off I had the instinct to cover my breasts from Amir's heated gaze but he was two seconds quicker, holding my arms above my head, my wrists tightly secured in his massive hand.
He took in my body slowly, his gaze not missing a inch of skin as he trailed his free hand down my body landing on my left breast possessively.
"Why are you tryna hide from me?" He asked in a low voice as he began placing kisses all across my chest then tweaking my nipple hard between his thumb and finger making me gasp at the slight pain. He quickly sucked my nipple into his mouth, bathing the damn thing with his tongue before sucking majority of my breast into his mouth making me pant loud and heavy. He did this motion back and forth between my breasts, leaving a couple love bites here and there most of all leaving me extremely hot and bothered.
"You're so damn beautiful. It's makes no fucking sense how much I want you right now." His grip on my wrists tightened as he suddenly placed his lower body directly between my legs so my bare pussy was pressed against his still concealed dick. He began to slow grind his hips into me, making my pussy lips part and smear my wetness onto him. My clit was so sensitive and engorged I knew all it would take was one little swipe in the right direction and I would come hard before he even got the chance to fuck me. I moaned even louder, arching my breasts towards him as he kept this motion in his hips teasing the hell outta me.
"You're so fucking wet I can feel that shit soaking through my drawers." He growled as he suddenly let go of my wrists, flipping me on to my stomach before I even had a chance to comprehend what was happening. He pulled me up by my hips so my ass was sticking out and pressing against his front. He then placed his hand on my lower back applying pressure to make me arch my back even more before shoving my face into the bed spread.
"Keep this ass up and that back arched." He commanded as I felt him part my ass cheeks exposing all of my pinkness to him. I felt so vulnerable and bare and slightly humiliated knowing he could see every fold and crevice in my pussy. It wasn't until I felt his thumbs pry my pussy lips apart, a slight chill of air over my clit before a long wet tongue invaded my folds making me moan out in relief. I thought he was going to take it easy on me but boy oh boy was I wrong. His fingers kept my ass cheeks spread as his tongue began to slide up and down, side to side, and over my clit in motions that I couldn't comprehend feeling my orgasm appear much sooner than later. I tried to hold back on cumming as I felt his tongue stiffen before sliding deep into my entrance and back out again only to trace it back up to my clit. He did this move over and over and over which had me grinding my pussy into his face as he then removed his hands from my ass cheeks, placing mine there instead making me spread my own ass in his face. I felt a gush of wetness escape out my pussy as I arched my back even more wanting him to see how ready I was for his dick.
"Keep this ass spread. I wanna see that pretty little pussy and that pretty little asshole at all times." He took no time diving back into my pussy and attacking my clit making me moan loudly into the sheets, feeling my pussy began to pulsate.
"Oh fuck! I'm finna cum!" My moans were muffled by the sheets but Amir heard me just fine as he stuck two fingers deep inside me, finding that special spot that makes all women go crazy. His tongue nor fingers never stopped for a second as one of the longest and most intense orgasms flowed throughout my body causing me to arch my pussy further into his face in which he didn't complain at all.
Once I finally calmed down and my body stopped trembling he took no time flipping me back on to my back, staring down at me with an emotion I couldn't quite put my finger on. His thick lips were covered in my wetness as he lowered himself onto me as if he were doing a push up and began to tongue fuck the hell out of my mouth, his own unique taste mixed with my cum turned me on even more as he ripped his self away from my lips before stuffing his face in the crook of my neck.
With my legs wrapped tightly around his waist I felt him finally pulled down his boxers, making the tip of his dick smack against my clit.
"You're driving me fucking crazy Rem and I haven't even fucked you yet." He growled into my ear as I spread my legs even wider, silently begging for him to fuck me.
"You have no idea how long I've waited to see you like this. Completely naked, spread out, writhing helplessly underneath me. Practically begging for me to fuck you hard and deep." He placed a kiss on my forehead before gripping his heavy dick with one hand, rubbing the tip through my slippery pussy lips in up and down motions. Every time he would grazed over my clit my hips would buck, causing the tip of his dick to lodge into my tight entrance only for him to pull out and begin his teasing once again.
"You're the one driving me fucking crazy." I moaned lowly as he pressed his tip at my entrance once again only to pull out and glide his full length through my pussy lips, using my wetness as lubrication.
"I swear if you don't put that dick inside me right now-" I couldn't even finish my sentence as he gripped my jaw tightly pressing my forehead against his. His fierce dark eyes held mine as he gripped me face even tighter, almost challenging me. Testing to see if I would do something about it. I felt my pussy become even wetter at his act of dominance as I waited for his next move.
"What you gone do? Take it from me?" He pressed his thick tip at my entrance sliding at least four inches inside of me making me gasp at how tight and full I felt already.
"When I'm in this tight little pussy I make the fucking rules. You don't tell me to do shit." He undulated his hips before pressing forward, pushing at least another four inches inside and still had few more to go.
"Do you understand?" He hadn't blinked once as I begin shaking my head yes, feeling desperate for him.
"Use your fucking words." He said against my lips not loosening his grip on my jaw.
"I u-understand Amir." I felt him smirk against my lips as he suddenly let go out my jaw before pulling my legs over his arms, forcing me to open even wider.
"Now beg for me to fuck this wet ass pussy." He pushed the rest of his thick dick inside me making me internally wince from his large size. Not to mention it's been years since I last had sex, it almost felt as if my hymen grew back. But I was wet enough and turned on enough to take him, all of his twelve inches.
"P-please fuck me! I can't take it anymore Amir! Please make the ache go away!" I begged and that's all it took for his beast to emerge.
His snapped his hips back pulling out more than half of his dick before slamming back inside, the wet slushy sounds of my pussy echoing throughout the room and he began to pump faster and harder inside of me his heavy balls clapping hard against my butthole. My breasts began to jiggle all over the place as his began to speed up not losing rhythm for a second.
"Who told you to have this good ass pussy?" He groaned as he placed my legs over his shoulders, stroking even deeper than before, my pussy squeezing the hell out of his full length.
"This shit so tight and wet. Yeah you fucked up now. This pussy mine. All mine. And. I. Ain't. Sharing. With. No. Fucking. Body." He enunciated every word with a deep stroke making me throw my head back in ecstasy.
I felt his fingers wrap around my throat forcing me to look him in his eyes as he suddenly smashed his lips against mine making my climax soar through my body like a fucking seizure. His strokes didn't stop for a second and as soon as I felt his thumb toy with my clit I felt another orgasm travel throughout my body, his lips swallowing all of my yells and moans.
Suddenly he pulled his dick outta of me with a loud pop, and began jerking himself over my stomach, breasts and face. It wasn't a spot of skin on my face that wasn't covered in his cum. I opened my eyes taking the risk of it getting in my eye which thankfully it didn't and wrapped my lips around his dick wanting the rest of his nut down my throat. I felt his hot cum land on my tongue which I frantically swallowed wanting to taste more of his unique flavor.
He let out a low groan as his climax finally receded and his now soft dick slid out of my lips with a loud pop.
There he stood on his knees looking down at me with a certain look in his eye that I still couldn't put my finger on.
I swiped some of the nut that was covering my cheek and sucked the finger into my mouth moaning just to see if I rile him up again.
Amir's dick began to jump and swell as I gave him a evil smile before standing up from the bed and swaying my hips towards my personal bathroom. I turned around seeing him already three steps behind me.
"You wanna take a shower-" I couldn't even get the words fully out of my mouth before threw me over his shoulder took us into the bathroom.
As for details, let's just say the shower has become one of my new favorite places to have sex in.
PRESENT DAY
I wasn't on his front porch for two seconds before he opened the door, pulling me inside and slamming it shut. He immediately pressed his soft lips against mine as all while pressing my small frame against the front door. My hands immediately cupped his face, stroking sparingly as his hands gripped my ass tightly making moan into his mouth, earning a smirk against my lips.
"You're late." I could hear the amusement in his tone.
"I'm never late baby, you're just early." I responded as he pecked my lips one last time before pulling me throughout his house and into the kitchen.
"Did you eat?" He asked as I sat on one of his bar stools, placing my purse and keys on the counter.
"Yes."
"What did you eat?"
"Why does it matter?"
He gave me a don't make me make you tell me look.
"Two blueberry bagels and a bag of chips." I responded as he shook his head before grabbing a water bottle out of the refrigerator and tossing one my way.
"Down the whole thing. You gon need it." He commanded as I rolled my eyes downing half of it in one gulp then setting it down.
"Cocky are we?" I said with a twinkle in my eye as he shut the refrigerator and headed towards me.
"You need a reminder before we get started?" He asked placing his hands on either sides of me onto the counter, stepping between my legs and blocking me in. Even sitting on this bar stool my head only reached just under his chin, causing me to lean back to look up in his face.
"There will be plenty of time for that." I said seductively as his eyes became half lidded. He pushed him self the counter before giving me back the bottle.
"All of it." He placed the bottle to my lips tilting it slow so I won't choke. When it was only maybe a little less than a swallow left he suddenly tilted the water bottle all the way, making the excess water run down my face, my chin and onto my neck.
"Let me get that for you." He took no running his tongue along the seam of my lips before dipping down into my neck and chest licking away the water that wasn't already soaked up by my coat.
"You ain't slick." I said breathlessly as he began to unbutton my coat revealing my sexy outfit for the night.
A red lace lingerie set that barely covered anything on my body. The bralette was barely big enough to cover my breasts, let alone my areolas leaving a nice little nip slip action on each breast. A matching thong with a slit in the middle so my pussy completely exposed and framed by the thin lacy fabric. I had an a matching garter belt with two loops on the sides that connected to my crimson red stocking and my red bottom heels.
His gaze drunk in my body slowly as his bit on his bottom lip shaking his head. I couldn't miss the prominent bulge pressing against his track pants as he became harder and thicker the lower his gaze traveled.
"Where have you been all my life." He mumbled to himself making my heart thump in glee as he took my hand helping me stand from the bar stool.
"After you."
to be continued.
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