I could write about the hardness of loving you
Express my soul about the pain of remembering you
But I could never imagine to talk
About the fight with my mind that assaults me
When it comes to define the hate I feel
It's overwhelming to say
A friend that could be my enemy
Someone who punches me in the face
When it comes to my mind speak out loud
And say that I miss you
Hate is that friend who tells me
That you must be dead
Hate is that friend who screams at me
That you are not good at all
And the bruises in my arms and the cuts in my legs
Shall be enough to realize you are not good at all
But I hate you so much that makes me love you
I need your fist on my face
I need you to make me bleed again
Somehow, deep in my heart I know
I could never love someone over you
Because no one would ever treat me this way
Criminal enough to make me happy
Good things not enough to make me happy
Punch me in the face
Hit me in my soul
Shall I be gone loving you?
I rather live here hating you, with you by my side.
I don't want to have that look
The one where I see someone I used to love
With eyes of still loving
With eyes of still crying
I don't want to have that smile
The one where I'm happy to see someone
After years of missing
After years of wondering
I don't want to have that conversation
The one where someone talks about a soulmate
Because they have finally found love
Because they haven't loved me again
I don't want to have that feeling
The one where I realize I haven't forgotten you
Praying for this to end
Praying for this to be gone.
You always talk about
Not being the same as before
Don't we all change after some time?
Mentioning blue eyes and ghosts following you
Let me tell you
I've been followed by a pair of black eyes
And monsters were attacking my head
Don't we all change after being crashed?
Chances of dying are high
By myself even higher
What would I do if you go away?
As a ghost I'll follow you
Even if my eyes were to be hazel
So you can write songs far from this land
Finally about me
Don't we all change after a tragedy?
Juno calls my name
Leo is where she lies upon my heart
And meanwhile I travel around the galaxy
A little baby is crying
Sucking my soul to Earth
Once again, Juno has sent me to live
Over disgrace and broken memories
Even when I finally recover my head
I feel the sadness of the lost track
Even when I finally reached my age
I feel his love creating a track
I heard her voice
Juno again, calls his name
Scorpio has been selected for him
Both of them looking for a loyal, aggressive love
Oh dear Juno, what have you done?
My mind is now lost
I shall look for that soulmate you put me on
And start believing in a happily ever after.
Not happy anymore
Hiding behind a tree
To cry at the rhythm of the nymph
So many words has been said
Every single memory
Is the same as a heartbreak
Because love wants to leave
Can't stand a day anymore
Those souls aren't meant to be
Not reason enough for being captivated
Because love wants to leave
Can't stand suffering anymore
Those souls are tearing apart
Keeps on praying until dawn
Let her leave
Let her go
Let love be.
Living under a determined point
Where lines aren't a choice no more
Hanging on a cord
About to be broken with glasses
I'm standing in the limbo
Not knowing what to do
At any time given
I no longer want to fight
Hands are starting to fall
Let my soul live another time.
All I need is a little bit of faith
Be hope or something else
Could I make it on time?
Don't be scared I tell myself
Established on the ground since frustration
Feeling so low without intentions
Great enough I don't think I'd be
Having a hard time made me realize
I've been doing everything wrong so far
Just come and take me away
Kill me if necessary but don't push me away
Lies and pain, what else is there to be?
More than enough, I'm tired and depressed
Nobody is there to hear me scream
Over and over again I fail
People have dreams I had goals
Question me, I'll have a response
Rather than answering I shall do something
Somehow I feel relieved
To the end we all fail, nothing goes with us
Upon deciding to stop dreaming
Victory has called my name
When I needed the most, I'm fine again
Xanthic on my name, you would hear it soon
You will dream of being me
Zero chances to be me.