LITTLE TROUBLE
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An awkward silence when hyungs were looking at us four who sneaked out of the dorm in the middle of the night. Seokjin hyung anyhow caught us and we came back home without uttering any bullcrap.
"What is seriously wrong with you all?"
Namjoon hyung spitted with pure disappointment in his voice which was understandable. We all lowered our head still not saying any shit. I was the mastermind in all this mess but boys didn't say it anything.
"Let them do whatever the fuck they wanna do at this point. It's not like they'll listen. Fucking 3:30 in the morning and these guys chose to go out and disturb every fucking one of us."
And Yoongi hyung left the living room after showing his disappointment as well. We are doomed for real. Hoseok hyung sighed but then he smiled at us.
"Don't take him seriously. His sleep got disturbed that's why he is being moody. Just don't do it again you guys. We were worried."
We nodded at the same time as Namjoon hyung and Hoseok hyung also left. We were also leaving one by one that's when a stern voice made me stick to the ground. It was Seokjin hyung. His voice made me shit bricks in my pants. Boys gave me sympathetic look as they knew shit is about to go down for real. I took a big gulp before turning to him as I saw his pissed off face.
Shit.
I fucked up bad. I know that he knows that it was solely my plan to sneak out and make other guys to sneak as well.
"Miss Kim Haneul, will you tell me the fucking reason why you chose to sneak out at 2 in the morning and made other boys do as so? And don't you dare to lie to me because I absolutely know it's you goddamit."
Shivers ran down my spine as his words hit me like a train. I don't remember getting fear by someone this much. This man right in front of me has the power to make me kneel down and apologize for the shit I didn't even do. So this is something I really did commit so what do you expect?
"Hyung I'm sorry!!"
I didn't give him any explanation I just bowed to him even more than 90° angle showing him whatever I did, I regret it to the core and I seriously do, kinda.
He sighed getting annoyed, I could sense that.
"I don't want this apology. I just want to know why."
His voice suddenly soften making me a little go on ease. I went back to normal position and looked at him. I swirled my both index fingers into each other looking down.
"I just wanted some fresh air as I was getting stressed in the middle of the night. And certainly I didn't want to go alone so I woke up Jimin and other two also woke up and decided to go."
He gave me 'the' eye.
"Shit okay I woke all three of them and told them if they wanna sneak out. They were scared at first but I told them it's alright. You can penalize me it's not their fault."
If I tell you, I never gave anyone this much explanation in my whole life I mean it. It's like I don't want him to lose his hope on me. Him and other boys are my only family right now who genuinely cares for me. So I don't wanna lose them with my crappy attitude.
I decided to change only for them.
하늘
"So both of you are ready for school tomorrow?"
Bang PD asked me and Jungkook who had to continue our academics in an art school. We got an admission and he said we have to attend school sometimes. Not going to lie, I was hoping that my school life will be over by now but I think it's not true. Comparatively I won't be going school much, but still sometimes we have to attend school.
School always made me sulk for some reasons. My experiences in school were never pleasant. Getting borderline bullied when I was in Texas and same in Korea too. They never fully bullied me because they knew apar from limit I will take actions. I never tried to make a fuss about it as I cared more than less. Only time I lost my control I remember when I saw someone bullying my brother back in America. I also remember getting suspended for a week for taking violence in my hand or just simply for being person of colour.
But till this date I don't regret what I did back then nor my father because he was the one who taught me to beat the shit outta anyone who bully us.
As he asked both of us,we collectively agreed. I clenched my wrist still unsure and ahjusshi sensed it. He softly sighed at looked at me.
"Is there something you wanna say Haneul?"
"Huh? N-not really."
"You know now is the time to clear all your dilemma."
I clasped my lips in think line looking at my thighs, thinking whether I should say or not. Then I moved my head back up and spilled all out.
"Ahjusshi, I hate school. Can I not go?"
I saw his eyes go all wide and also Jungkook's. I mean a second ago I was hesitant and suddenly I spilled everything. I sometimes can't believe myself. He made a "what the actual fuck" face before speaking anything.
"Just because you are an idol doesn't mean you are free from the education miss Kim Haneul? No excuses you are going school."
I whined as he stood up and left the room making me all blue. I looked at Jungkook who was trying to suppress his laugh.
"Yeah laugh laugh."
Then I stood up also left the room. As I entered the living room I saw Jin hyung and Yoongi hyung trying to make something.
"We gotta learn how to make a proper lunch box. Our maknaes will be weak if they won't have a proper lunch at school"
"I don't know why you are freaking out Seokjin hyung. Trust Suga I know how to make delicious lunch box."
Yoongi hyung said to Seokjin hyung assuring him that everything is fine. Seeing both of them preparing for our food made me happy. Then I looked at the other side I saw Jimin hyung ironing our uniforms. I gasped and rushed to him.
"Hyung don't do it. YAH! JUNGKOOK IRON YOUR OWN CLOTHES. and you give me my uniform."
I tried to snatch the iron from him but he didn't give me and looked at me.
"It's only for the first and last time. So knock off."
I sat down looking at him ironing our clothes with full concentration. Sometime I just wonder what actually I did to deserve this? 7 unknown guys caring for an unknown bratty girl.
I am trying to change. Not only for them but for myself. I realised I need to be a little soft if I want people in my life. I kinda knew since forever but I tried to satisfy my ego that I don't need that. To be very honest, I'm still same, just a little considerate and soft.
Whole night I couldn't bat an eye as I was nervous like a lot. I was nervous what would be new school like. Changing schools always freaked me out and was never my thing. A fresh start makes me feel like I can't really adapt. And it's between the session. The only thing good happening is that this time I have Jungkook with me. We both will be equally awkward together.
As I turned around to the other side, I could hear birds chirping making me realise it's morning already. All night I wasted overthinking. I sat up and sighed. Suddenly my eyes are burning. I looked at the time it's 5:40 in the morning. I stood up and went towards the bathroom.
In an hour I was wearing my uniform. It's yellow in colour. Shirt, blazer and skirt. I was ready as I saw Jungkook all ready too. We both looked at each other's face detecting the fear. We both aren't ready but we have to go. I took my bag and we were about to leave that's when I saw Seokjin hyung coming out.
"I am dropping you guys."
Free ride yay.
He took the car keys. Wait car keys?
"Hyung where did the car came from?"
"Oh this? Borrowed from company for y'all."
I wanna hug him and cry. The way he takes care of us is unexplainable. His every move and action screamed car and gentleness. Although he is scary sometimes but he is only scary because we are being naughty.
A car ride with Seokjin hyung and Jungkook, I am sure it's gonna be alright tomorrow.
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