He closed the distance between their lips, his hands cupping her face with a gentleness that contrasted with the urgency of his kiss. He seized her lower lip in his as his thumb grazed the sensitive spot behind her ear.
She moaned from the sensory overload.
He slipped his tongue between her parted lips, the first brush against the inside of her cheek sending a sharp sizzle of electricity straight from her lips to the spot between her legs, so that she pressed her thighs together. She threaded her fingers through his hair, grabbing his head and pressing herself to him, her body greedy for more of his touch. His hands dropped to her hips and he pulled her into him, lifting her off the counter. She felt his hardness against her body and another rush of excitement swept through her at the effect she was having on him.
He deepened the kiss, his tongue stroking hers, sucking, tasting. His lips trailed down the side of her neck and she arched her head backwards giving him full access as he peppered little kisses down the length of it.
She made an impatient sound - it was all too much and yet not enough. She wrapped her legs around his hips, securing herself onto him. He slipped a hand slipped under her shirt, skimming up her bare torso and brushing the underside of her breast.
"Aaah," she cried out, arching to his touch as his thumb grazed the tip, her nipples hardening instantly.
"More...." she whimpered, "please more."
He didn't wait. He lifted her with an "oopa!" so that he was carrying her more securely, and strode purposely towards his bedroom. She wrapped her arms around him and buried her face in his neck, her lips sucking at the chorded muscles so temptingly within reach.
"Esra.." he groaned. And she sucked harder - her body thrumming with excitement.
He lowered her onto the bed and she shimmied out of her pajamas as he whipped his shirt off and pulled off his pants. She unbuttoned her pajama top, but stilled when she looked up to find him naked.
He was...gorgeous, a greek god, chiseled to perfection. Her cheeks flushed and she was suddenly shy. Her eyes roamed his body and slowly moved upwards to meet his eyes. The soft gentleness she saw in them the one reminder of the sweet, nerdy Ozan she knew. She shrugged off her top, reassured by the familiarly she was seeking.
His eyes darkened and he took in a swift breath. She was breathtaking...
He lowered his body to her, his lips capturing hers as he lay her back on the bed and settled beside her taking her in his arms. He kissed her again - hard, deep, desperate, like he couldn't believe she was there in his arms.
He hands roamed her body following the curve of her full hips, dipping into her slender waist, and then inching upwards - stopping just under her breast.
She arched against his touch instinctively, wanting his hands on every inch of her. When he finally cupped her breast she let out a sigh of relief. His thumb scrapped over her hardened nipple through her bra and she shivered. He reached for the strap slowly, deliberately - pulling it down her shoulder until her breast popped out of its restrains. He kissed along her chin, his teeth nipping gently down her neck, over her collarbone, and down to the gentle curve of her breast.
She closed her eyes and held her breath.
He stopped.
Her eyes flew open in confusion.
"Esra?" He lifted his head to look at her. "Have you...? Is this your first.." he struggled for the words. It didn't matter to him either way, but he didn't want to hurt her or coerce her into doing anything she wasn't fully ready for.
"No, it's not. I mean I have..." she looked away flustered. "Once in college with my then boyfriend..."
It seemed that that was what he wanted to hear, because he lowered his head again, his lips landing at the tiny throbbing pulse at the base of her neck.
He sucked.
She gulped, nervous all over again. "But it wasn't earth shattering if you know what i mean..." she was rambling now and he grinned against her skin. "Like we didn't really know what we were doing.." she continued, her word vomit unstoppable. "I really don't know what the fuss is all about anyway, I mean it's ...."
He took her breast in his mouth and sucked. And she stopped mid sentence to let out a startled "Oh!"
His lips trailed down the middle of her body and her toes curled, her whole body tensing in suspenseful anticipation. He caught the edge of her panties with his teeth, and looked up at her, his eyes glistening with desire and a hint of amusement.
"What are you doing Ozan?" she whispered. She knew, but she didn't really know.
"Showing you what the fuss is about..." he answered cheekily, as he pulled her panty off in one quick move.
He kissed her right between her legs.
She grabbed his hair. "Ozan!" she squealed.
He slipped his finger into her and stroked. She cried out, clenching around him. He slipped another finger in, moving in slow deliberate strokes inside her. Her legs fell apart automatically, giving him greater access as she lifted her bottom against his hand. His mouth found her breast again and and stroked his tongue against her tip. She moaned low and deep, her body in such a heightened state of arousal that she was beside herself.
"Please Ozan, I can't wait anymore." Her hands grabbed at his body, pulling him up to her, "I need you..." She knew she was this close to coming, and there was a part of her that wanted their first time to be a shared experience.
He grabbed protection and moved his body over her's - his own need so pressing that he didn't protest, even though he wanted to show her so much more. He lowered himself into her, and she wrapped her legs around his body instinctively. She was wet, slick, ready, and he had never been more turned on in his life.
He moved inside her, slowly at first, fitting inside her, filling her, then faster as she rose to him, their bodies moving in a rhythm as old as time, their ragged breath the only sound in the room. He laced his fingers through hers and lifted them over her head, opening her to him. She dug her fingers into his firm bottom, pulling him flush into her.
His eyes roamed her body hungrily - her firm, round breasts, her swollen lips, her eyes heavy with desire, her hair splayed on the pillow like a halo. God, she was everything he had ever imagined - wilder than his wildest dreams.
He captured her lips in his, his tongue ravaging her mouth as they moved at a frenzied pace. Until he was teetering on the very edge deep inside her.
He felt her come apart around him just as he came undone inside her and they cried out in release, in unison.
He collapsed beside her, drawing her into his arms. She snuggled into him, her head fitting just perfectly in the crook on his neck.
"Wow!" he said.
"Wow!" she echoed.
He let out a short happy laugh, his chin moving against the top of her head. He ran feathery lines along the length of her naked back and she sighed against his neck.
"Is it always like that?" she asked, her voice soft, hesitant.
"Never," he said with conviction. "It has never been like that."
"Good," she said kissing the underside of his chin, sounding pleased.
She ran lazy circles on his back, her fingers stopping to learn the muscles.
"What happens now," she asked quietly.
"We sleep," he said, kissing the top of her head.
She nodded against him. Perfect.
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Esra woke early the next morning in a tangle of limbs. Ozan's long leg was draped across her and his arm was wrapped around her body. Her own hand was on his neck, her head nestled in his neck, their bodies pressed together - very warm and very naked.
She drew back quietly and scanned his face, he looked so peaceful in his sleep. She gave in to the urge to trace the shape of his face with her fingers - the sharp edges of his cheekbones, the soft full bow-shape of his mouth.
He stirred against her, a slow smile breaking on his lips.
Her heart lurched inside her chest, beating hard against her chest first with happiness and then with fear. Wait, what was this happiness she was feeling? This somersault in her belly at the mere sight of his sleepy smile?
It was new, unnatural, scary. They were just exploring their physical connection - emotions were not supposed to be involved. That wasn't part of the deal.
She withdrew her hand with quickness that made him open his eyes. The smile on his lips faded when he saw the look in her eyes.
"Esra..."
"This was a mistake."
Notes (2022-03-26)
Ok first, sorry for the delay. I always take longer to write love scenes, and i had guests and no spare time and i didn't want to half-ass it.
Second, sorry for another cliffhanger, but its a romcom you gotta have the ups and downs lol. On the upside I will write the next part this week. And if it helps there's a little more heat coming in the next chapter :)