"clarke are you here?"
"who let you in?" i asked surprised
"your mom. how you doing?"
"i was bite by a meta-animal or however its called, i'm infected but sure fine"
"sassy clarke's my favorite"
"sorry i just..."
"i know, i'm staying the night here by the way"
"bellamy you don't have to"
"but i want to princess"
that was when i went a made myself comfortable on the blanket, aka my bed, at my tent, aka my room, and so did bellamy.
i twist my body so that i wouldn't be facing him all night long, even though that i knew he was staring up, the whole time he went to bed (my bed) he was and it was this akward silence of pain.
"you awake princess?" he finally said, it took me a minute to respond because i didn't know what to say
"yeah" i said and turned to face him
"you're gonna be fine okay?"
"i don't know about that anymore to be honest"
"Why?"
"here on this stupid ground we have nothing! i could be dying right now" i said quietly my making my point
"i belive in you princess, you should too"
"belive what? that i'll be miracly saved?"
"i'm just saying that you need to believe that you are fine"
"besides..."
"you feel alone don't you?"
"there is just this pain in my chest that won't go away"
"you know you have me forever, truly"
"bell i can't fall in love with you"
"and why is that?"
"you know why, it's been six moths since i was bite. and i'm not good"
"i'm willing to take those riskes"
"you're going to end up hurting one way or another why can't you see that"
"because you're the woman i love, and i don't care as long as i could say i had you"
"but i'm not. too many guilt if i let you in..."
"you're not going to die!"
"why can you seem always so sure?"
"because as i said, i believe in you"
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SORRY THIS WAS REALLY SHORT
i'm working on another one