-Chapter 19-
Irene Kane Arcivilla (Kaley's) POV
Its already past midnight.
Pero hindi pa ako binibisita ng antok, dahil siguro sa isang buong araw kung tulog kahapon.
Well, maybe it's a good thing.
I still have things I need to think of rather carefully.
The silence engulfing my surrounding also brings me calmness.
walang ng masyadong tao dito sa plaza kaya
konti nalang ang maririnig mong ingay
and I love this kind of atmosphere....
Tiningala ko ang maliwanag na buwan, At mahinang napabuntong hininga.
Bukas na ang balik namin sa empire. Fortunately, na-recruit ko si Damien succesfully. That means my purpose here is also done.
Well, it's unexpectedly easy.
He's really desperate to find out about the truth of his own existence.
Now, I feel guilty.
I don't want to lie but this is for his own good too.
It's better if he figure it out himself.
Of course, I will help him.
Since, It benefits me too..
*sighs
Nakakapagod talaga mag isip mag isa..
If only... anditu silang dalawa..
Rea... Faye....
Back then, silang dalawa lang ang nakakausap ko ng mga problema ko, silang dalawa lang din ang nakakaintindi sa kin..
They were there when I'm at my lowest..
They were there when I really needed someone to help me
They were there to gave me the love and comfort that I seek the most.
At ngayun na wala na sila sa tabi ko,
I feel like my heart will sank once again..
Its too sudden.... My unexpected death,
My transmigration as the princess in this novel
Everything is too sudden...
Pakiramdam ko nanaginip lang ako, pero alam kung totoo lahat ng nangyayari...
I.... just want...
...to see them for the last time
Humingi ng tawad dahil iniwan ko sila ng walang paalam..
At magpasalamat dahil binigyan nila ako ng rason para mabuhay noon.
...Its too late for that, I guess.
What am I thinking?
I should be focusing on my next plans..
Wala ng saysay kong iisipin ko pa ang past ko...
Patay na din naman ako doon at isa pa..
Ako na si Princess Irene..
Kailangan kong gawin ang lahat para ma bigay ang mga hiling ng dating may ari ng katawang to...
I can symphatize with her since we're the same, we experience the same treatment from our family, That is why ayaw kong maranasan ng katawang ito ang mga naranasan nito dati.
....
"..I'm sorry... I'm sorry if what I am doing is always keep hurting you..... but..Please don't hate me too much... I'll protect you! I'll definitely will so.. please... please.... don't leave me..."
I don't know why, but Abel words from my dream came out of nowhere
Speaking of that bastard, I wonder why he would utter those words, It as if.... he's really afraid of Irene leaving him..
I frowned.
Naalala ko ang ekspresiyong ng batang Abel. You can definitely saw the sincerity. He looks so much in pain too
At bakas sa mukha nito na pagod na pagod na ito at mukhang ilang araw itong walang tulog.
His big eyebags are really visible...
I wonder... if that young Abel and the current Abel is still the same..
It would be nice if that is the case..
dahil ibig sabihin lang nun, Abel really cared for his sister..
Kailangan kong malaman ang totoo galing mismo sa bibig ng crown prince na kapatid ni Irene..
Right. I should meet him pagbalik namin sa Empire!
Oh wait, since nade-activate na ang illusion spell na nilagay ko sa bedroom ko, natanggap na siguro ni Abel ang report na nawawawala ako.
Okay! It will be my test for him!
If pagbalik ko at nalaman kong hinahanap niya ako, or maybe he will come to see me first to check on me, It probably means na he really care for his sister!
Pero kapag pagbalik ko at nalaman kong wala man lang siyang ginawa para hanapin ako, that means wala na talaga siyang pake sa akin.
I can put his name at ease on my black list!
He doesn't deserve to be Princess Irene's brother kung ganoon nga ang mangyayari!
Hoho, I'm too smart for my own good!
You hear me Princess Irene?
Tiningala ko ang kalangitan as I smiled a little bit.
Princess Irene must be watching me from above right?
"I'll be testing your brother's sincerity, so you definitely must need to watch it! "
Haaaaa
Tumayo na ako since kailangan ko ng bumalik sa Inn, baka magising si Joseph at makitang wala ako sa kwarto, magtatampo na naman yun..
He will once again looked at me with those cold eyes.
I paused and then shivers.
Remembering it, I really don't want to see it happening again.
I prefer my cute and cheerful joseph..
Nagsimula na akong maglakad pabalik sa Inn pero napatigil ako dahil sa malakas na hanging napadaan.
Ipinikit ko naman ang mga mata ko para hindi mapasukan ng alikabok.
"Irene."
Agad akong natigilan ng marinig ko ang pamilyar na boses na tumawag sa pangalan ko.
Ramdam ko rin ang dali dali pagbilis ng tibok ng dibdib ko.
Hinay hinay ko namang iminulat ang mga mata ko.
It feels like the time slow down just for this moment..
I suddenly feel thrilled..... and excited....
I was about to focused my gaze to that particular person.
When suddenly I felt the pair of arms wrapping around me.
Entrapping me tightly to the embrace.
Napalaki naman ang mga mata ko dahil sa gulat,
I.... what is happening?
I can't move. He's too strong..
Its not like I can't force my way out of this embarassing embrace, I can send him flying if i want too but,
"....Brother?"
This body is from Princess Irene, Crown Prince Abel beloved sister.
naramdaman ko naman na napahigpit ang yakap niya sa akin at ramdam ko rin ang mga nanginginig niyang mga kamay na nakapulupot sa akin.
I unconsciously smiled.
I see..
Now, I understand...
Abel is here right now, hugging his sister like his life really depends on it.
He... really cared for his sister to the point that he followed me from the empire to here in just... freaking 3 days...
"....I-Irene,...w-why?..... please... don't leave me... dont leave me alone!"
I heard him said it it a trembling and exhausting tone
I paused and numbly looked at the front door of the Inn where Abel came from..
I feel my heart breaking..
And this feeling is definitely not from me...
This is.... Princess Irene's emotions...
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