- Time Skip, One Month Later -
Since Sebastian asked me if I was in love, I've been kind of ignoring Chris. Whenever he called, I didn't answer and whenever he texted, I barely answered. It's not helping just yet, because I keep thinking about him all the time.
I want to see him, I want to talk to him and spend time with him, but I shouldn't. At least not until this feeling goes away, because I absolutely do not like it. I haven't replied to his texts for 5 days now, I'm just too scared.
Sebastian and I have a few days off now, starting tomorrow. We're gonna go take a boat and enjoy the sun with a few other cast members, and go out to see the city the day after that.
I'm in bed now, texting my friends and famt about Greece and about how I miss them, until I get another text. Maybe I should answer at least once this week...
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|text message|
|Chris|
Chris
Alright, day 5
Chris
I hope you're not dead
Me
Not dead
Chris
There she is! How are you,
princess?
Me
Fine
Chris
Good!
Chris
I'm glad you're okay, are you
working a lot?
Me
Yes
Chris
I really miss you!
Chris
So, how's Greece?
Me
It's good
Chris
Great! Are you sure you're
okay?
Me
Yes Chris I'm fine, working
a lot
Chris
Alright, is that why you're
not texting me?
Chris
Or is there another reason
Chris
No off-days?
Me
No off-days
Me
I'm texting you now, right?
Chris
Barely
Chris
And you're calling me Chris?
Me
Okay
Me
I'm gonna go sleep
Chris
Can you please answer my
question first?
seen.
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I put down my phone, wipe away the tears that left my eyes and turn off the lights. I already td him thst I'm working every day, and that that's why I'm not texting him, but I thi k he starts to realize that it's something else.
I can't possibly tell him about what's really going on, so I'll just do it like this. I close my eyes and try to sleep for hours, but end up getting only 3 hours of sleep before the alarm rings.
We have breakfast, get ready to go and make our way to the boat. It's nice to have some distraction, it makes me think about Chris a little less.
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We all spend the entire day on the boat, and have dinner again in a restaurant close to our apartment in Athens. My phone buzzes a few times, on the table. I can see Chris' name popping up each time, making me sigh.
"Everything alright?" Sebastian asks, looking at my phone for a moment. I quickly grab it, and put it in my purse. "Yeah, yeah everything is good!" I reply with a smile, so he slowly nods his head and goes back to the conversation.
I look at my hands, feeling really bad about the situation I have going on with Chris. I lied to him about not having time to text or call, and I'm kind of ghosting him for days every time.
Sebastian and I get back to out apartment after dinner, and watch some TV before bed. "Hey Am, I have a little question for you" Sebastian says, looking at me now. I look back at him, nod my head and let him ask.
"So I was wondering, do you want to come to the Avengers: Endgame premiere? It'll be fun, all of our friends would love to have you there with us" he asks, making me smile.
I know that Chris is going to be there, but since all of our other friends are going to be there too, it'll be okay. "I'd love to come, yeah!" I happily reply, making him smile.
"Great, that's amazing! They're going to love that!" he chuckles, making me laugh while I agree. "I'll send you the email about the event when we're back home" he tells. "Sounds good, thanks! I'm excited to see everyone again" I reply, and he nods his head.
"Yeah, me too! I'll let them know that you're coming" Sebastian adds, so I nod my head. "Oh, and tell them I said hi" I giggle, so he laughs with me and nods his head as well. Wow, I have the best friends in the world.
Chris' POV
"What the fuck..." I whisper to myself, seeing Sebastian and Amelia posting about having days off. That doesn't make any sense, she said that she was working every day without off-days... Did she just lie to me?
To be honest, she is being pretty weird. I mean, she's not texting me, she's not answering my calls and if she ever texts me back, her replies are very curt.
Honestly, I don't really know what the fuck I should do anymore. It's been a month since she started acting this way, because the first week or so, it was still great.
Maybe I did or said something wrong, I have no idea what it could possibly be, but maybe that's it. I've been trying to talk to her for a month, about what's going on and about is she's okay, but still nothing.
I always try my best to stay positive, but it's getting really hard right now. She's not talking to me, the person who I love talking to the most, and it fucking sucks.
If anything that happened between us in the past few months was real, I'll hear from her again. Maybe not in day or weeks, but at some point we'll connect again.
I just want to know what's going on, and not knowing that drives me crazy. I'm trying really hard to get in contact with her every day, but sometimes she just ignores me for a week straight.
I know that something is going on, because she lied about not having off-days. I just really need to fucking know what it is, so that maybe I can fix it.
I should text Sebastian about this. Not only because he's with her right now, but because he's one of my best friends. I need someone to talk to about this, I kind of need some advice too.
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