A/n!!! Nothing in this chapter belongs to me unless I say it does I would give all the credit to these guys I just simple can't find them and I would love to draw I just simply can't be asked
Recap:
I simply smiled and hugged her back. I got my phone out and messaged my roommate telling them I'm coming back now. "Ok y/n I have to go now" I said getting up and they walked me to the door slipped on their shoes and I just looked at them confused.
"I'm walking you out the appartnent building" she spoke almost as if she could hear my thoughts. We walked threw the hallways and down the stairs in a comfortable silence until we had to say are goodbyes and we hugged for a good 5 minutes before I left and walked out the door and down the streets almost in tears.
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Y/n POV
I walked back up the flights of stairs to my apartment building on the verdge of tears, I had understood why he needed to leave but I didn't want him too yet I also didn't want to feel selfish so I knew I had to let him go besides it's not like it's the last time I'm going to see him and I can stream and call him like I used too before he was here.
Yea I like oh better that way.
After the long walk of eight flights of stairs and a rough ten minute walk of walking through long stretches out hallways I had finally reached my door.
I pulled my keys out of my pocket trying to find the key that fit the dore
Faffing around for a couple more minutes and I had finally walked through the door of my apartment I kicked off me shoes walked over to the sofa and fell back wondering what I was going to do next I feel really lost without Wilbur here, and I had only been alone for a couple of seconds. I walked to my room and picked up my guitar and playing the strings of the song that I have yet to finish all it needs is the words and it will be done but I can't quite think of them.
Time skip⏭
I had finally finished my song, I was so proud of my slef I was going i stream later and show it off. I still felt really lost though and I didn't quite know how to shake the feeling. I walked into the guest room where Will had stayed and I noticed there was a hoodie scrunched up on the floor, I walked over to it, picked it up then slipped it over my head making it fall straight down to my hips because of how abnormally tall he is it was massive on me but I could smell the familiar sent kg his cologne that instantly filled me with comfort as if he was stood there wrapping his arms around me enveloping me in a Massive hug.
I just tried to go on with my day as I normally would of that meaning I was glooming around all day being lonely wishing that wil was here with me. I found the teddies that will had one me at the arcade and it moved them behind my oc where they would be in fake when I stream later, speaking of streaming I might stream now actually.
I walked over to my pc and plopped down in my gaming chair I opened up stream labs set up my stream giving it the title of 'QnA and something different' and then put the category 'just chatting' and clicked go live and with that I put on my starting stream soon screen and put on some music in the background
After a while and the viewer count had gone up a bit I took of the starting stream soon screen off and everyone was met with my face smiling at them
I waved into the camera and started my intro
"Hi!, hello my loves! Welcome back, or welcome, if you are new here my name is (y/u) ur user) or you can call me
Y/n if you really wish to do so"
"Today we are doing a QnA!! And as you can see by the title something else that is classified for the moment until I say it's not and then you will be anle to know." I said talking very quickly and hyper.
I looked over in chat to see it zooming past, welp this is new.
CHAT
Alice.not.found: WILBUR!!
MyaWasTaken: WILBURS HERE!
Gogyfrpggy: y/n x Wilbur ??
Hater01 replied to Gogyfrpggy: ew I hope not Wilbur doesn't deserve y/n they ugly af
Dnfmylite: dude stfu 1. Mods ban this dude and 2. That's rude she isn't and even if gent were a thing what's wrong with that
Chat was all saying Wilbur was here, I saw a few hate comment every now and then but I chose to ignore them and just scrolled up to find wilburs message
WilburSoot: heyyyy y/n i have a question, how is it possible for someone like you to exist <3
As soon as I read it he made me blush I could i help it. " I don't know Wilbur ask the universe not me" I said leaning into my mic.
CHAT
Gogybroober: THEYRE BLUSHING
user88: bruh over reaction
Funnynum69: STOPPP THIS IS SO CUTEEE 😭✋🏼
Emmylovesgogysglizzy: PUH-LEASE KEEL IT TOGETHER PEOPLE
I heard the donation chime ringing in my ears and then the robotic voice said out loud "y/n love, is that my hoodie?"
As soon as I heard that I was shocked I didn't even need to look to see who it was but I looked anyway
WilburSoot donated £50
"Y/n love, is that my hoodie?"
I hid my face in my hands a deep crimson red flushing to me cheeks as I've been called out.
"Nooooo wil no it isn't" I said in voice like a child is obviously lying about something
CHAT
User140: could this get any cuter omg
User2.0: SHIP SHIP SHIP 🚢
user409: WILBUR X Y/n
Alice.not.found: oh this is so going to twitter...
User6969: LOVE!?! WILBJRXY/n??
I was reading chat overwhelmed at al the attention being in me and Wilbur.
If I thought that it couldn't get any worse boy was I wrong I saw yet another donation come through off of Wilbur.
WilburSoot donated £69
I hate to do this to you again darling but in the back those plushies the polar bear and your f/a didn't I win those for you at the arcade?
I just slapped my hand over my mouth and slammed my head on my desk, this man was killing me today with all this embrassmeny.
CHAT
Alice.not.found: DARLING!!?
Gogyfrpggy: THEY WENT TI THE ARCADE?
Poggywoggy: THIS KS SO CUTE
funnynum69: THEYRE BLUSHING AGAIN
Bruhdude140: stop this is amazing and too cute
I wanted to die Wilbur had embrassed me so much in about 30 minutes. I decided I wanted to play ye song now.
"Guys, so you know that confidential moment well I decided it's time to no longer be confidential."
"Drum roll oleaseeeee" I shouted slamming my hand down on my desk"
"I FINISHED ME SONG" I added on the end
I got up and grabbed my guitar to start playing the song I wrote.
The song is called: when we met by Celthyan (I would put it in here but it ain't working)
https://youtu.be/fSa6LAaLbkk
^link to song
^spotify
(Would put the lyrics but I can't find them anyware)
At the toe now!
After I finished singing I opened my eyes and looked up with a massive smile on my face because the song made me feel so safe and happy.
I leaned over to my monitor that had chat in and started reading
CHAT
Alice.not.found: HOW CAN YIU BE A PERSON THIS IS AMASINH
HATER.Ew: ew that was horrible how do people like you
User040: that was amazing follow your heart and don't listen to what other people say
WilburSoot: wow. You continue to impress me everyday
"Thank you guys for your support it's means a lot" I said in a very cheery tone and held up a heart on my hands to the camera
My heart dropped when I heard the donation sound go off again, I love Wilbur but this was too much for me he kept embarrassing me :(.
I looked up dreading to see if it was Wilbur or not, and to no surprise it was.
WilburSoot donated £30
Y/n why do still have the plushies I won you?
After reading it I buried my face in my heads with a massive blush on my face, and eventually looked back up and leaned into my mic and whisper shouted
"Because that's the sooty way, mwah mwah" as I fake kissed the mic In front of me.
I opened up discord and rang Wilbur he picked up on the second ring.
He bagan to yell not to loud but still a shout. "Y/NS WEARING MY HOODIE CHAT, THEY LOOK SO CUTE AND TINY IN IT" I smashed my head on my desk and he slight wispeered so it was enough for only me to hear him "oh shit I fucked up" I sent him a quick dm Saying
"no you didn't will I thought it was cute."
I lifted up my head staring blankly at the camera kind of dissociating and blocking a lot of things out and after that happens a high pitched ringing filler my ears, and sound started to muffle out things fading almost as if I wasn't really there.
Time skip ⏭
I started to zone back in and I had all my hearing back I was still streaming it was just me drawing and showing chat Wilbur making comments asking me to draw him again to witch I gladfully accepted I lived drawing Wilbur, it makes me feel comforted and safe and warm inside. I started with shapes as you normally do and then added lines and then it was details and after that was the colour sound simple right except it take long hard work and concentration but after enough time and effort you get the out come that you really how for and that when I held it up for stream and Wilbur to see what I had created.
CHAT 💬
Alice.not.found: AHHH Y/n YOUR TO AMAZING FOR THIS WORLD I CANT
USER064: WOAHB POGGERSS
DOOEORNOPEFSN: that so dope y/n! No idea how you do it!
Y/n.hater: it looks awful and you don't deserve to be alive or have Wilbur even speak to you
That last comment really got under my skin especially with what's been going on at the moment, ik not sure how many people noticed but I started to zone out while doing some black out poetry and it started to get in the way I only came back into reality when I heard Wilburs muffled voice come into focus instantly it automatically brought a smile to my face and I was so happy with it.
"Hey y/n! How's it going? That last drawing was so epic by the way" Wilbur said in the most charming voice I had ever heard I just wish he was here already I missed him so much.
After I didn't reply for a while Wilbur chimed in again. ""Hey are you alright? You seem a little out of it"
"Yea im fine thanks wil!" I said with the brightest smile that was the biggest reassurance for him.
I had finished the black out poetry and before I showed it to the many viewers watching this I explained how it's not a drawing technically so to not have the standards very high.
"The poem and drawing along with it represented both life and death that things have to live and move on to be fully complete and even beautiful things have to come to an end eventually" I spoke out loud thinking to myself how I had unknowingly gave myself a message that Wilbur may not always be there for me and I have to learn how to respect that and help myself when he can't because sometimes it's yourself that you need saving from.
With this knowledge I began to smile to myself
Knowing that Wilbur and I are in a perfectly happy place and we are moving along with a life like a melody being played thoroughly To sound elegant right up until the very end.
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Words without a/n: 2200
A/n: ok hi guys it's been a little while yk the usual writers block I could of ended it here but I'm not going to be that cruel and I do still have a little left so the next and last chapter to do with the plot is going to be short but don't worry there will be some filler chapters that have nothing to do with the plot just to kind of stretch out the book a little bit soo.