Comes to reality that your not gonna get to experience the highschool crush turning into a Wattpad story.
Jaehyun was your crush but so many girls like him too but he rejects every single one of them, makes you more nervous.
It's almost the end of school until summer but until then you are slowly giving up
Feeling nauseous you have a class with him in science, next to you which makes it even worse.
Your friends know about him too but in your mind you could tell they were done with you, The bell rings and you head straight to the class with your hoodie on.
You enter and sit down, hearing other students coming in and settling down,
Then you hear a chair move next to you and set something on the desk.
Then you hear him cough in his elbow and grunts fixing his vocal cord
*God man this is giving Author MAJOR ANXIETY TF💀*
And waits for the teacher to come in and start the lesson,
You quiet breathing makes your levels of emotion go Hell together with Everthing else.
"Okay class today get your Books out and Flip to Page H31"She says
You were already on the page so you just stayed down
Mind you, You both sat in the back
"What was the page again"Jaehyun whispers to you
Your eyes just open real wide and you turn to jaehyun with your head down
"Um It's H31"you say
"Oh okay"he says
Rule number #1
'If he can't even say thank you he is clearly not into you'
"No problem"you say and put your head back down
Your stomach was cramping so much too cause you your period was over and some days after cramps pop in and sitting in the same spot for more than 9 minutes.
"Ms.Y/n could you please take your hoodie off"The teacher says
You just stay there and keep your head down feeling eyes growing on you
"Is she okay ?"one student said
"Duh what do you think"the other one said
"Okay class let's read the"she continues to read
"You good bro ?"jaehyun says
Rule number #2
''Bro' really ? Were not even friends my dude'
You just nod your head
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You were sitting in a book store that your aunt owns when a boy and a girl comes in and sits next to you in a big bean bag while you were sitting in a chair wearing a mask and baggy clothes.
"Haha and that girl I sit to next in science class she is so clueless and I can se her so nervous that she has to take pills,Plus tge inhaler she has looks like a vape,I don't even know if I could date a girl who has that to be honest with you."the boy says
"Haha what's her name"she says
"Um I think it's like Y/n or whatever"The boy says
You look up slightly glaring at them and give them the
*shut up* look
They both look at you and Quiet down
You just gave up and ran out with your tote bag tilting and
dropping your prescription Pills.
"Omg did you see her drop that what is that ?"the girl says
Jaehyun walks over to it and picks it up
"Holy shit babe I'm fucked"he says and turns around slowly
"What let me see"she says and takes it from him
"What nothings wrong with that what do you mean your fucked ?"she says
"That was fucking Y/n infront of us"he says with his mouth Wide open 😎
"Oh well who care um gonna throw thi-""No don't throw it away she might need this"he says and takes it and puts it in his pocket
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You got home and sat on your desk trying to calm down when you grab your bag and look for your pills.
"Where the hell is it ?"you say and dump the whole bag out
"Where...is...it"you say frustrated and breathing hard
You 'walk' downstairs walking to the medicine cabinet and grab another inhaler and Use it
*inhales*
"OUH my God I cant breath"you say out if breath agian and take another pump
"I lost it"you say to yourself disappointed
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You enter science the next day with your Red eyes and put your head down again
When jaehyun comes in with a guilty look and sits down next to you not knowing if He should apologize or not
"Class today we are having free time at our desks so please do not leave unless I say so"the teacher says and heads over to you and Jaehyun's desk
"Hey y/n you okay ?"the teacher says patting your back
Jaehyun looks down and gets nervous
"I'm good just I need my pills"you say and she holds your face
"Are you okay ?"she says looking at your red eyes
"Mhm-""your not okay we need to get your Oxygen up please um jaehyun could your take her to the nurse"she says and you just get up yourself and walk out.
"Yeah"he says and quickly follows you
You were walking in the hallway when jaehyun cones running down the hall with a Sound in his pocket Raddling
"Y/n-""Don't talk to me I know what you said and that really hurt"you say walking faster
"But I didn't m-""Jaehyun you did you literally said you never date a girl like me you know how much that fucking hurt me,You should just go to fucking hell"you say and he just grabs you and pushes you into the wall and takes the Pills and Pushes it into your chest.
"Take it or I'll Break it"he says
"This is what I fucking mean Do you want to get in trouble ?"you say
"Come on y/n don't do me like that"he says
"No fuck you and your Friends and the shit I go through every single day now get the fuck away from me you Fucking Bully I can't believed I fucking liked you"you say and shove him and walk away
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SUMMER
Jaehyun was trying to find all sorts of ways to Communicate with you.
He got in reach with one of your friends and gave him the address
You were just In the kitchen while your parents went out of town when the door bell rings
You open it to see tall Jaehyun with a sad look on his face
"What"you say coldly
"Please let me make things righ-""HAHA cut the bullshit"you say interrupting him
"Listen to me I want to apologize for-""No jaehyun there is no apologies because I will for now remember this forever and I will have to deal with the hard obstacles in life and you were just one of them I'm done with you,I got over it and sucked it up okay now byee"you say and Shut the door right in his face
"But I liked you too"he says...
Pt 2 ?