EMMAS POV
26th DECEMBER 7:30am
I woke up to my alarm clock
I quickly get up and put some joggers and a crop top on cause I have to pack my stuff today and I'm going to be sweating
I put my hair in a messy bun and start packing my clothes until I heard a knock at my door
I told them to come in and it was Freya
"Hey em me and Ella are taking kids out for a couple of bourse and we was wondering if Ellis can come as well?" she says walking into my wardrobe and folding my clothes with me
"Is they going to be guards?" I ask still folding and packing my clothes "yes there is" she says helping me "okay that's fine then if anything happens-" "call you yes we know don't worry" she finishes my sentence
it's not my fault that Ellis is my baby and I just want him to be safe
after a whole hour of packing my clothes my arms hurt, I feel like iv just gone to the gym for 5 hours god
I write on the boxes 'clothes' and I try to move them near my door but there to heavy so I call ace but he doesn't answer
another knock is at my door and I tell them to come in and it's Dominic, perfect timing huh?
"Dominic come help me" I say and he laughs at me attempting to pick the box up
"Here I brought you this" he says handing me a bottle of water how did he know I was thirsty?
I thank him and drink some
"We have to talk" he says "well talk and move boxes" I say and he nods
while he's moving boxes I'm packing my makeup
"So talk" I say curious
"I just want to know are you moving because of us?" He asks and I froze "I mean that is one of the reason but it's the full reason why" I say
"Okay well I just want to let you know that...
I'm seeing someone" he says and I actually physically froze
I couldn't actually move and my heart was beating so fast I can fly away
"oh um..." I start to say but I'm speechless
I sighed quietly "okay that's fine" I say
I finished packing my makeup and wrote 'makeup' on it "here more boxes" I say and he picks one up and moves them
as he's doing that I pack my hair stuff which took only 25 mins and wrote 'hair stuff' on the box
Dominic put the hair stuff box near the door and I thank him for the help and he left
god I really didn't mean anything to him did I?
he's already moved on we only broke up not even 2 days ago
why does it hurt so much? this is why I turned my emotions off when I first got here
so I wouldn't end up like this.
I tear rolled down my cheek but I quickly wiped it off, I'm not going to cry over him...
god I just want to pack faster I want out of this house now
I still fucking love him...
I never felt this way for no one
I just can't image how he could be so okay
I just need to get a grip, I make my way to my bed side table and empty it out in a box and I did the same with the other one
all I need to do now is Ellis room but before that I'm going to quickly order mine and Ellis new bed and furniture cause if I get next day delivery it will come tomorrow and so I can't get the boys to build it for me cause I'm definitely not doing it
I get my laptop and order us new beds, bedside tables, draws and stuff like that cause
what I can do is move all mine and Ellis stuff there and then sleep here one last night tonight and then when we get to the house I can unpack and by the time I'm done the furniture will be there and so I'll get the boys to build it for me and then I'm done
I make my way to Ellis room and packed everything except his crib my whole body is killing me im going to take a little break
10am
I go downstairs to everyone sat down chilling
on the 28th I have a mission to kill someone guy for the Greeks so I have to sort that out so I go into my office and get my laptop, a notebook, pencils and my glasses cause I can't see shit
I sit down in the dining room next to everyone and I'm writing what the guy looks like, how old is he, why am I killing him you know shit like that I'm just getting information about him
I had my AirPods in listening to music and in my own world sorting this shit out until I got nudge in the shoulder i look next to me and it was kacey
"What?" I say and she aimed her head to what's in front of us... or who
I look to see Dominic and some lass
My heart stopped
she's fucking gorgeous is that the girl he was talking about?!
I was expecting an ugly Witch but she's gorgeous
if I throw water on her will she burn?
no harm in trying right?
I'm going to act like I can't see her so I put my head back down and go back to the information sheet
I was nearly done until kacey was shaking me "what do you want now kacey" I said a bit to loud
taking out my air pods and everyone was looking at me including Dominic and his new victim
"I was just wondering what your doing you seem very focused on it" she says
"Awh um I'm killing this man for the Greeks" I say normally and everyone looked at me completely confused
"What?" I ask "your still doing missions?" Nathan asks "yes" i strait up said
"Why?" He asks "because that's what I do?" I say confused "but you have a son to think about" ace butts in "omg you have a son you look so young" Dominic's victim interrupted
I looked at her and kacey started laughing her head off and it made me smile but she looked really confused
"oh I forgot to introduce myself I'm Lisa" she says smiling
no one said anything... embarrassinggggggg
then Ella and Freya come in with all the kids
I got up and got Ellis and smothered him in kisses and he started laughing
"Awhh he's so cute" Lisa says and I gave her a dirty look "I know" I blankly said
I then closed my laptop and I got the maids to put my stuff in my office and I went to my room
god I hate that she's so nice and omg have I mentioned how pretty she is? I think once or twice
why does she make me insecure?
fuck sake
I can't be arsed with this anymore I want to get this house as soon as possible
I put Ellis down for a nap and I go to my office and pack all my stuff what took ages
2:30pm
I called a meeting with all the boys and loads of guards
"okay so there are boxes in my office,Ellis's room and my room can you all pick them up and put them near the door cause the moving vans will be here in 30 mins" I say and they all get up and walk out to get all the boxes
while they do that I sit on the sofa with my puppy still need to think of a name for him but iv been so busy with moving I forgot
"hmmmm what to name you" I said to the puppy next to me
a second later I heard two vans outside so I got up and walked outside to see 2 men parking the vans
"Here for Emma D'Angelo?" one of the man said "yup that's me" I say
45 minutes later
all my stuff is at my new house and now it's time to go iv decided I'm going to stay there tonight instead cause of the whole Lisa situation
I went downstairs ready to go and everyone's stood there including Lisa, great (sarcasm btw)
"What you all doing just standing there?" I ask confused "we are saying goodbye" Lucas says upset "oh my god you all are so dramatic I'm literally next door man" I laugh at them all
"Stillllll" kacey says wiping her fake tear
I stood there for a good 3 minutes laughing at them what a bunch of freaks
I look at Dominic and we make eye contact
until I got a message from a unknown number so I open it to read this:
'Your life is really pathetic huh? your mothers dead, your love life dead, all the people you call 'family' will be dead soon
maybe your mother isn't dead..? who knows
maybe your father isn't telling you everything'
My heart stopped I look up to my father "what aren't you telling me?" I ask "what?" My dad asks confused
I showed him the message and he looks speechless "em-" "what aren't you telling me?" I say again but a bit louder
"Emma please can we talk in my office" he says trying to calm me down "no I want to talk right now" I shout
"Emma I think your mother is still alive..." he mumbles i looked at him in disgust
I got Ellis of Ella and the puppy and walked out
"Emma wait" my dad shouts "no go fuck yourself" I shout back putting Ellis in his car seat
"Emma please talk to me" he says walking out the house towards me "talk to you you want me to fucking talk to you?!" I defend myself
"You just told me my mother the one who I saw die in my arms might be Alive and you want me to talk to you?!" I shout and he's just stood there speechless
I get in my car and drive off to my new house but now I wish I moved a bit further away
I parked my car and got Ellis out and the puppy out and made our way inside I got ellis travel cot and put it up cause Ellis needs a nap
after I put him in the cot he fell asleep strait away
I turn to see the puppy just sat there looking at me... right I need to name him
Mark?
"Mark" and he just turns his head, nope
Leo? ooo I like Leo
"Leooo" I call and he comes running to me I think he likes it as-well
I unpack all the kitchen stuff so now we have cups, plates, bowls, forks, knifes, and spoons in the cupboards
6:30pm
After 3 hours I unpacked everything
I'm so tried I could just go to sleep if i blink
Ellis woke up from his nap 1 hour ago and I was trying to keep an eye on him while unpacking god I didn't know it would be so hard all my attention on him all the time
I sigh god I think this is the first time me and my dad have ever been in a argument I can't believe he kept that from me like what the actual fuck
that's is fucked up
what kind of father does that? Mine
I go up into my new room and I put Ellis on his play mat because he loves it
I turn my tv on and sit down in the floor next to
Ellis
Tomorrow I need to call ace and nic so they can put my new furniture up for me