Kk- WTFFF When THE FICK DID I SAY THAT???
teju was crying. Kk walked to her n sat on the floor. He held her shoulders n asked again.
Kk- When did i say that?
She shrugged his hands off.
Teju- You got 2 rooms. U dont even want to share room with me..!!
Teju- So what else does it mean??
Kk- U r mad. Puri pagal hai tu.
Teju- U obviously dont want to be with me. Maybe u too feel embarrassed cos of the pics...
She started crying even more.
Kk was hurt seeing her cry but pissed to whole another level.
Kk- Thats how low u think i m. I want to marry u. N u think these morphed pics will effect me?
Kk- You are unbelievable tejasswi prakash. Tu bus apne convenience ke hisab se cheezein sunti hai n samajti hai.
Kk- Fuckkk i m trying so hard to get u put of this zone. Its killing me inside to see u like this n thats what u think of me..?
Teju- So why.. Why did u choose to stay in seperate room?
Kk- Cos i told u i think u needed space. That's WHY.
Kk- U know what i m so pissed right now that .... Argghhhh... Fuck fuck fuck....
He just stormed out from there n walked to the terrace.
Each villa had stairs that took then down directly to the beach.
He went down the stairs.
Teju was crying on the floor. She didnt understand what to say or feel. She was vulnerable n kk left her like that. She was hurt by his behavior but understood that she was wrong n she over reacted. Her sunny would never make her feel unwanted. Ever.
She got up n went to her room.
It was over an hr n kk wasn't back. Teju was getting worried now. Did she push him away too much? Will they be able to move on past this.
The weather started detoriating. It was extremely windy n looked like a storm was coming.
She waited for another half hr but then chose to look for him.
She went down the stairs. It was super windy n lil dark. Though the resort was well lit but only till their villas. Her eyes took sometime to get adjusted to moonlight.
She went near the beach looking for him. She wrapped her around herself. It was getting cold. She was in her strappy top n joggers.
She wasnt feeling v good. All the crying n overthinking got to her. She was pushing her legs one step at a time looking for kk.
Suddenly there was lightning. She got extremely scared n shrieked.
Teju- Ganpati bappa Ganpati bappa..
Teju- Sunny pls come back( she said softly)
She kept looking for him. N then there was another lightning n thunder.
She screamed this time. Her hands tightly wrapped around her. She was cold shivering scared n unwell.
She didnt want to go back to the villa without sunny. But she felt like she would collapse there if she didnt go back.
As she turned she bumped into him. He immediately took her into a hug. She gave in. She just didnt want to move.
Kk- What r u doing here? U will catch a cold. Looks like u have fever already.
Teju- Just just let me be like sunyy. Plsss.
Kk- Teju its cold. Looks like it might rain. Lets go inside.
Teju- Pls sunny. Let me be..
She said in feeble voice.
Kk- Teju u dont look ok. N main kuch nahi sunne wala aur. Lets go.
Teju- I cant.. I m not able to...
She felt like she was going to faint. She held his tshirt..
Kk looked at her n immediately lifted her in his arms n started walking towards the villa.
He was freaking out inside but just focused on getting her back.
They reached the villa n kk put her on the bed in the room.
He covered her with a blanket.
He opened his bag n removed a paracetamol for her.
He asked her to take it but she was resisting.
Kk- Teju chup chap medicine le le
Teju- I dont feel like eating anything.
Kk- Dont care. Just take the medicine.
Teju- sunny i dont want.....
Kk- Shut the fuck up n take ur medicine he said loudly.
She sat up on the bed n had the medicine making a sad baby face.
She was looking at him.
Kk- Ab aise mat dekh. Teko paya hai main pighal jaunga. Tu bahot zyaada oversmart hai..
She smiled a lil.
Kk went n sat besides her on her. He put her head on his lap n started caressing her hair.
It was like her heart smiled. This is all that she wanted. Its like he could actually read her mind. She knew he was pissed n wanted to manao him but right now she just wanted to feel him.
After sometime teju slept on his lap like that. He lifted her n put her on the pillow n slept besides her.
After about 2 hrs teju woke up cos the villa bell rang. It was almost 1am.
She heard the door open n kk wasnt in the bedroom.
She went out to see kk receiving the food.
Kk saw teju n asked her to join him for dinner at dining table.
Teju went n sat there quietly. She just looked at how kk was serving food to her. She thanked her stars for this guy right here.
Kk started eating while teju just took one bite.
Kk- teju eat faster. U will feel better once u eat something.
Teju- i dont feel lile eating.
Kk- But u have to.
Soon kk finished his food but teju had barely eaten.
Teju was about to get up when kk held her hand n made her sit again.
Kk- Finish ur food.
Teju- I m not hungry. I ate how much i.....
Kk- Just shut up n eat. Not a word.
Teju was upset at kks tone.
Teju- Why r u being so rude?
Kk didnt reply.
Teju ate a bit more n was actually done.
Teju- I m done.
Kk- U havent finished yet. U have taken ur medicine. U should finish ur meal.
Teju- I cant.. I...
Before she could finish kk fed her a bite. Teju felt happy n almost had a smile on her face but controlled it. She was still angry at him for the way he was talking to her n Happy to know he still cared enough to feed her.
Kk fed her the entire food n got up from the table.
He went to the balcony for a smoke.
Teju followed him n lit one too.
They just stood there listening to waves crashing the store.
Kk- Go inside it still windy. U will fall sick.
Teju- No i m fine now.
Kk- U r fine now cos of medicine. Go inside before u catch a cold.
Teju- But i m ok.
Kk- Tejuu just go inside.. Kabhi toh sun le kisiki.
He shouted.
Teju being the stubborn kid she is didnt comply.
Teju- Bola na i m fine. I want to be here.
Kk- U just never listen. Just never do. M just....
He started walking away..
Teju- Finish ur sentence karan. U r tired of me arent you ?
Kk didnt want to fight again cos he was holding in a lot of things. He knew woh fatega bahot zor se if he doesnt walk away now.
So kk walked into the hall room.
Teju followed him. She was restless. She knew she was somewhere instigating him but she still did. She wanted her doubts cleared.
Teju- So u r walking away from a conversation yet again. I m talking to u n u r just going away.
Teju- Agar aise hi behave karna tha toh why did u get me here ? So that u can make me feel unwanted..?
Teju- Kyu sunny? Tired of me na already? Cant look at me anymore na. I need u the most now n u r walking awayy.. Like akways..
Kk- Walking away?? Did u just say that u needed me n i walked away?
Kk- Who planned this? Who thought that u needed space n privacy? Who is here with u?
He walked towards here. Eyes red with anger n his volume increased with each sentence.
Kk- How dare u? How fucking dare u accuse me of making me u feel unwanted. U accuse me of keeping my distance n not wanting to sleep with u.
Kk- WTF TEJU? WTF R U DOING?
his eyes welled up n he sat on the couch with his head in his hands looking down.
Kk- U told me u didn't wanna see or be with anyone. I begged u to come for this trip. I promised u i wont bother u hence i booked a place with seperate room. Just cos u can have ur ME TIME n figure out ur stuff.
Kk- FUCKING IT BREAKS MY HEART TO SEE U LIKE THIS. I COULDNT DO ANYTHING.
He shouted n tears rolled down.
Kk- Do u know how fucking hard it is for me to control myself from not touching u. Just cos i dont want u to feel that i m prioritising my needs over urs.
Kk- U think those pictures botheted me? Yes or no?
Teju didnt reply.
Kk- I want an answer. YES OR NO MS TEJASSWI PRAKASH.
teju- yes.
Kk- U r right. They did. A lot. But not the way u think.
Kk- I felt my weakest knowing how those pictures effected u. I was not able to do anything. Thats the most helpless i felt. The person who did that wouldnt be alive if i knew who it was.
Kk- Who the fuck do u think u r? Most importantly who m i to u?
Kk- U think m such a pathetic person who will leave u n not touch u cos of the pics. Is that how much u know me?
Kk- I had the hardest time controlling myself in the bath tub. U were at ur weakest n that wouldnt be appropriate so only i know how i controlled.
Kk- You wanna know the truth.
Kk- If it was upto me u wouldnt ever wear any clothes. We would be naked l the time. I would fuck ur brains out every second that we r alive. U r the most beautiful girl i have ever seen.
Kk- We have been together for months now but i still cant over how smoking hot u r. I can never get enough of u.
Kk- Sometimes i have to stop myself from touching u cos i m already so turned on by looking at u.
Kk- You r a goddess. N i m the lucky one who gets to serve u.
Kk- U r literally my JAAN. i cant live without u. I truly cannot. Sometimes when i dont see for few days i literally cant breathe. Its true
I want u around me all the time. I cant put it in words what u mean to me...
Kk- I try my best to make u feel special. To make u realise what u r to me but hearing what u Said i realise i failed miserably..
He broke down...
Teju walked over n sat besides him n hugged him.
Kk shrugged off her hands.
Kk- Dont. Just dont.
Kk- Who m i to u teju? Kaun hoon main? If this is what u think of me then why r u with me?