I wake up to 5 missed texts.
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~Texts~
mom: hey honey, I miss you!
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Jj: I hope your doing better today, Me and the crew are going out later if you wanna come.
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John B: You sleep Okay last night?
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Sarah: Hey girlie, I tried to talk to rafe last night, All i could get out of him was him saying he messed up and he doesn't think he can fix it. Hes never this way, it seems like he's very sorry.
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Rafe: Paige.. Look. I'm sorry about last night. I was so mad at myself and what i did to you, I had to have something going threw my system. I Feel like shit after what i told you and how i made you feel. You probably won't forgive me but i just wanted to let you know, I still Love you the exact same.
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I wrote everyone back except rafe. I don't know what i'm going to say to him. I don't even want to speak to him at the moment. Not anytime soon either. I need to take a break from him and get myself back together.
I had a terrible headache from last night, So i took a long shower to make myself feel better. After that i got ready for the day then i drove to John B's house. When i got there John B, jj, and kiara was on the porch.
John B- Hey Paige, you any better?
Paige- I guess you could say that.
Kiara- Sarah isn't going to make it today, her and Weezie went out for a bit.
Jj- pope can't either, he's helping his dad on the boats.
John B- I think we are just going to chill here today, maybe go to the cut tonight for a party on the beach, only if you wanna come.
Paige- I'll think about it.
We all hang out at john b's for a couple of hours and talk then i get a call. It's from rafe.
Do i answer? I cant. But what if he needs me? Ugh this man had me wrapped around his finger tips.
Paige- Hello?
Rafe- Paige..
Paige- Hey rafe.. um what's up?
Rafe- do you think we can meet so i can talk to you?
Paige- I'm actually busy right now and i have plans later tonight. I'll let you know later if plans change though.
Rafe- Alright, You don't hate me do you?
Paige- No rafe.. i couldn't ever hate you. You just pissed me off.
Rafe- I know, and again i'm really sorry. I cant lose you paige.
Paige- Okay well i got to go rafe, Talk to you later?
Rafe- okay, Bye prin-
Paige- Rafe..
Rafe- I'm sorry.. Bye paige.
He hangs up the phone. Gosh i miss him. I cant seem to go long without talking to him. I just can't. He makes me happy, even if it's just hearing his voice.
john b- You going with us tonight paige?
Paige- Shoot.. why not, i've got nothing to lose.
We all get into the van and head to the cut.
It's dark when we get there and it's so crowded, i can't tell who anyone is.
When we get out we all split up and before i know it i'm all alone surrounded by strangers. I head over to the keg and get me a drink.
Okay paige, we're going light tonight. ONE drink.
I'm drinking my drink and i hear a voice call my name.. I turn around. It's rafe.
Rafe- I um.. didn't know you was gonna be here.
Paige- Last minute thing.
Rafe- Look. I cant put this act on forever. I miss you, So much, And i miss you. I cant live without you, when i go a day without talking to you all i think about is bad decisions. You help me more than you know. Even if i'm not perfect all the time, You still mean the world to me.
I was lost for words. I just walk over to him and lock lips.. We kissed for a little until he pulled me out..
Rafe- So... Is it rafe and paige again?
Paige- If your asking me out, again, it's a yes.
Rafe- Good. He says as he leans back in.
After we finish kissing he pulls me into a hug.
Rafe- I'm never letting you go again.
Paige- i've missed you so much.
Rafe- Trust me, i've missed you more.
Kiara- Well i see you guys have made up.
Paige- Oh kiara, Hey um.. yeah..
Kiara- Hurt her like that again, your done for. Do you understand me?
Rafe looks at me, then kiara.
Rafe- Yes ma'me..
Kiara walks away back over to jj and john b.
Paige- Wanna go back to my place?
Rafe- Sure, my trucks right over here.
We leave the party and get to my house and lay down in my room. We lay down and he holds me close for a little bit.
Rafe- It's getting late paige, I need to go.
Paige- No.. please.. stay.
i say as i fall asleep.
Rafe- I guess i could. Goodnight princess.
Paige- Goodnight handsome.
Rafe- I L- nevermind, yeah goodnight.
Paige- i love you to pretty boy.
I say, looking him into the eyes, He smiles then soon falls asleep with me in his arms.
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I am truly sorry.. I haven't posted in literally forever. I've been so busy and had no time at all for this. I'm trying my hardest to write as much as i can though. i love you all and thank you for the patience. ❤️