Without Her ✓

By IceBlueCold

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"What is it?" I asked. "I want you" He said making me widen my eyes. He looked into my eyes and then back to... More

Prologue
Run Off
I Warned You
The Girl
Tension
New Emotions
Hate Me
Baking
Sleep
Keys
As long As I'm Here
Stay With Me
Let Me
As Slow As You Want
Be With You
Little Donkey
Hold You
Text me
Leave me
Torture
Pleasure
Lie To Me
In The Arms Of A Murderer
Your Fault
Blindly In Love
Overwhelming
Kiss it better
Moving On
Last Time
Wait For Me
Can't take it
Dizzy
I Trust You
All Fine Now
Close To Him
Breathe
Hurting
Cookies
Epilogue
Author's Note
Bonus Chapter

Dizzy pt2

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By IceBlueCold

Warning: the whole chapter is mature content except a couple paragraphs towards the end so if you're uncomfortable with that, skip it.

This is my first time writing smut and it was hard for me to get out of my comfort zone and do it (I'm happy I did) so please PLEASE be nice and don't be mad if it's not good. (Also it might not be realistic but who cares)

Leo

"Wait, what are you doing?" She asked when I started kissing her lower and sliding off her dress.

I took off her dress and threw it on the floor before going back to kissing her belly.

I want to kiss her everywhere.

I reached the band of her panties and ran my hands on her smooth thighs and separated them, "Can I take this off?" I asked hooking a finger around the band. My lips never left her skin and I kept nibbling on her hip waiting for her to answer.

"I-I don't know-N-no one's ever. I've never-" She trailed off struggling to answer.

"It's okay" I said and kissed her inner thigh, "Tell me, Tess. Do I take it off?"

She stayed silent for a few seconds before taking in a deep breath and saying, "Yes"

I smiled against her hot skin.

I've never seen her so shy.

I don't think anyone else has.

And they never will.

"I'll take it off now" I said and I saw her nodding. She wasn't looking at me. She was looking at the ceiling.

I wish I could see her expression right now.

I lowered her panties and took them off  throwing them where I had thrown the dress.

She immediately put her hands over it and closed her legs to cover it.

"You have to open them if you want me to continue" I said with a smile and put my hands on her knees, "Don't be shy"

She slowly put her hands away but kept her legs closed.

"It's okay" I said and parted her legs. Surprisingly, she let me do that.

I gulped when I could finally see all of her. I was going crazy and I felt dizzy. My c0ck was throbbing in my pants and I felt like I would explode. I'd never been so aroused.

I ran a finger up her slit and she gasped softly.

I had touched her before so I remembered clearly how it felt around my fingers.

How would it feel around my tongue?

"Leo!" She exclaimed in shock and put her fingers through my hair when I kissed her down there.

She pulled on my hair and let out soft sighs as I licked her entrance and tasted her. Her hands pulling my hair and her sweet voice only urged me to do more.

I loved everything about her. Her scent, her taste, the sound of her voice. Everything.

I was growing very impatient and so was my desire to have her, but I needed to be patient for her to enjoy this so I just licked and sucked on her most sensitive spot.

She let out a loud moan and moved a bit against my tongue.

I sighed and murmured to myself, "I'm going crazy"

I could tell she was close because she kept moaning and moving against my tongue wanting more. So I gave her more.

While my mouth was on her most sensitive spot, I used my finger and rubbed her entrance before sliding inside one finger.

"Ah Leo, I can't-" She mumbled some words while panting.

"You can" I mumbled against her.

I slipped another finger inside trying to stretch her so it wouldn't hurt as much when I went inside.

If she let me.

I would stop if she told me to.

A few moments after, I felt her pulsating against my fingers and she panted really hard, a few moans slipping out as she came. I switched my fingers with my mouth and cleaned her up. She was so wet it was leaking and the seats were now wet.

I came up to see her face. Her eyes were closed and she looked tired and her eyes were teary, "Good job" I whispered and kissed her forehead.

She took a few seconds to catch her breath and then opened her pretty eyes to look at me. I couldn't help but smile seeing her face.

"Do you want to stop now?" I asked.

I was expecting her to say yes. I was prepared for that since she looked tired.

"No"

I was surprised, but I didn't going to question it. I wanted to be inside her like crazy. I wanted to feel her.

"N-no?"

She looked at me and nodded. She started unbuttoning my shirt. I wanted to tear it off because I felt like I was suffocating. I wanted to feel her skin against mine, but I let her do it like she wanted. When it was fully unbuttoned she ran her hands on my abs and my chest making me pant hard. She took it off completely and then moved her hands to my pants.

Fuck.

"Wait Tess" I said capturing her hands before she reached my pants, "We don't have protection"

"I'm on birth control"

"W-what? why?"

I'll flip if she's been sleeping with other men.

"It helps with my cycle"

Oh.

"No other reason?" I asked a little embarrassed.

"What other reason would I have?" She asked and frowned.

"Nothing" I said stroking her face and then kissing her. I felt her cold fingers tracing my abs and I flinched, "Tess" I called and she hummed in reply, "I want you"

Her fingers went lower and I sighed and nuzzled in her neck. When she reached the place just before my pants I couldn't take it anymore and rubbed myself on her.

I unbuckled my belt and started taking off my pants, looking at her face. She seemed to be nervous and so was I.

When my pants were off she stared at my lower body for a few seconds and gulped.

I suddenly felt embarrassed and felt my face become hot.

"How is it going to-" She trailed off.

I took a deep breath and kissed her cheek, "What's wrong?"

"That's-It's big" She murmured.

If my face was hot before, it was on fire now. 

"It might hurt a little at first" I said, "If it's too much just tell me and I'll stop"

She nodded after a few seconds, "Alright"

I stroked her face and kissed her as I positioned myself at her entrance. I pushed in and she sucked in a breath. She was really wet, but she was squeezing.

I was going crazy and my head was spinning, but I tried to hold on to my sanity because I didn't want to hurt her.

"Relax, it's okay" I whispered to soothe her, my voice a little unstable. I pushed in as gently as I could to not hurt her, but she still looked like she was in pain, "Here you can bite down on me if you need to" I said and put two of my fingers on her lips. She didn't even questioned it and started biting down on them.

Yes. Bite me more.

I managed to stay still for a few seconds until she could relax and then finally went all the way in. Her beautiful eyes were wet with tears, her breath hitched and she bit me harder. I breathed out hard at how good it felt and leaned my forehead on hers. 

No matter how distorted her face was, she looked angelic to me right now. I couldn't stop looking at her.

"Are you okay?" I whispered trying to keep my voice stable.

It felt so good to be inside of her. It was warm and soft. I never thought it could be this good.

She nodded after a few seconds and her teeth on my fingers stopped biting so hard and she relaxed. As soon as she did, I started moving as gently as I could to not hurt her.

I removed my fingers from her mouth since it didn't look like she needed them anymore and stroked her lips before kissing her as I moved.

I love you, Tess.

It was threatening to come out of my mouth, but I didn't want to shock her or scare her.

"Okay?" I asked trying to see if she was still in pain. I really couldn't even form a sentence right now.

She nodded and wrapped her arms around my neck. Her eyes were half closed, her swollen lips were parted and little sounds were escaping her. 

I want to swallow her up.

I started thrusting into her faster and she tightened her hold on me.

"Ah-Leo-" She seemed embarrassed at  her moans. She put her hand on her mouth and bit down so she wouldn't make a sound.

"Don't" I said and grabbed her hand holding it down on the bed, "Again, say it again"

"Leo" She said with a moan.

I closed my eyes at the immense pleasure and unconsciously let out a whimper.

I slid the hand that wasn't holding her hand down and stroked her clit so that she could come faster. I was trying to hold on because I wanted to feel her coming on my c0ck.

I want to feel you pulsating around me.

She was surprised and gasped and her nails dug into my back as she started moaning even louder. After a while I felt her clench around me as she reached her climax.

"Leo.." She said out of breath.

Her saying my name as she came pushed me over the edge and I quickly pulled out.

"Ah Tess" I whispered reaching my peak.

I panted hard and fell on the bed next to her. She had tears in the corner of her eyes and was panting. She looked so pretty that I wish I could continue to pound inside her all night just to hear her moans and see that pretty expression, but she looked tired already.

I kissed her forehead and stroked her cheek, "Are you okay?" I asked her.

She opened her eyes to look at me and nodded.

"Let's go clean you up, okay?" I said and took her in my arms, heading to the bathroom.

After I cleaned both of us up, I put one of my T-shirts on her and we got on the bed.

Our bodies stuck to each other and I stroked the back of her thigh before putting her leg on mine. My face was in her neck and I couldn't help but kiss her smooth skin.

"L-Leo we just washed up. You-" She said and tried to pull away but I kept her still.

"I can't help it" I whispered and kissed her neck again, "It's okay, I won't do anything. Sleep" I said and kissed her forehead.

"Goodnight" She said with a small voice and closed her tired eyes.

"Goodnight, Tessie" I said with a smile.

Her breath became steady after a few minutes and I could tell she was asleep. I frowned and sighed as I looked at her.

"I love you, Tess"

Didn't want to ruin the mood before so I'll say it now even if it's obvious: I don't encourage unprotected sex. The pill doesn't prevent STDs. This is just fiction, so please make sure you're fully protected if u do it irl unless you know the person really really well and you're ready for that. I just felt like I had to say it just in case.


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