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I looked over at Ashley who haven't said anything since i picked her up
"Look man if you wanna keep it keep it" i said
"I don't .. but i do. Please don't take this the wrong Kai but—"
"You don't wanna be involved with me for the next 18 years ? and you don't wanna deal with no baby that's fucked up like me"?
Ding ding ding
Ngl when i think about it .. that kinda .. kinda kinda .. just a tad bit .. hurt
I know i'm to blame for people not wanting to be around me but i wanna be loved like everybody else
I just don't know how to let it happen
"Yea" she trailed off
"It's okay" i waved her off
It was quiet, we didn't talk until they called her name
——
"You sure you good"? i asked looking at her
"Yea, thank you" she said taking her seat belt off
"Before you leave, i got a question"
"What"?
"You hate me"?
She looked over at me tryna read me
That's gone be hard to do
"No i don't hate you. It's just hard to love you"
"And it's hard for anybody to love you not just me"
"But if you continue to act the way you do Kai, you could honestly push somebody to the point of hating you"
"Where this come from ? when do you ever worry about how somebody feel about you"?
"Nowhere— i was just asking" i waved her off
"Who that girl you talking to"?
"Uh why"?
"Don't hurt her Kaiser. I don't wish that on nobody and i don't think you understand that damage you do but it's bad"
"I'm not gone hurt her" i made a face
"Said that to me"
"She not you and you not her" i shrugged
That came out wrong
"My point" she mumbled opening the door
She left and i sighed driving off
Why i had to be born like this
I called Spirit and it went straight to voicemail
She trippin
I drove to her house and seen her car along with another one was parked outside
I got out the car and opened the door walking inside
Our eyes met and she rolled her eyes
"Excuse me" she told the boy
Bet you it's her "work partner"
"Kaiser i was serious about not wanting to talk to you anymore, get out" she said trying to push me out the door
"Come on man don't be like that" i said moving her hands off my chest
She look good too
"Spirit i need you rn, i need to talk"
"You said i can come and talk to you when i needed it"
I don't got shit to talk about
"Well that was before you started acting like a jackass"
She love calling me a donkey
"Frl Spirit" i said tilting my head to the side a little making that li sad vulnerable look in my eyes
"Kaiser get out"
Ight i guess we gotta do this hard way
"Ight man" i walked out the house
She not leaving me this easy
——
"You need anything baby"? the nurse asked sitting a jello cup in front of me
"No ma'am, but um can you call my girlfriend"? i asked
"Sure thing what's her name and number"?
I gave it to her and she walked out the room
I maybe sorta called the police and told them i was about to kill myself
Now im the hospital eating jello waiting on my baby
this is nun to play with y'all but im doing for the book don't start wimme deadass -piimpdaddykiraa
A little while later Spirit walked in the room
"Girlfriend" i smiled
She ignored me sat in the chair by the bed
"They wouldn't let you come in if i didn't say you was my girlfriend"
"What happened"? she asked
"I was tryna tell you when i came over to the house but you didn't care" i shrugged
"Look i'm sorry—"
"You only saying that because i'm laid up in the hospital bed" i said
"I'm serious. I'm sorry i didn't listen to you"
"I don't wanna talk about it anymore. I'm sorry bout yesterday"
"Ykw it doesn't matter anymore. Are you okay"? she sighed
"Now that you here yea" i nodded
"Come here"
She stayed where she was at and broke eye contact with me
"Bruh don't start .. ion got nobody else and rn i need somebody"
——
Well for the most part im back in Spirit good graces
She feel bad for not letting me talk and been with me since i got out the hospital
She tried to catch a attitude with me for leaving while she was sleep
I had to yk .. handle something
But once she was reminded that im not "in the right head space" she let it go
"Why you so quiet"? i looked at her
She shook her head and continued making her noodles
Smacking my lips and looked at her waiting for her to look at me
"What"?
"Lemme get some"
"No"
"Why not"?
"Because they're mines"
"So"
"Here" she smacked her lips giving me the bowl
"Dang i just wanted some, what's yo problem"? i scrunched my face up giving her back the bowl
Stank attitude much ?
Okay she not laughing what's her problem
"Man come here" i said grabbing her arm and pulling her towards me
"What's the matter"? i asked
"Nothing"
——
"It's obviously something" he said
"It's nothing"
"It's something"
"Kaiser leave me alone"
"Spirit talk to me"
I think i show my feelings a little too much. I need to learn how to toughen up ..
He makes it seem like i cry and get into my feelings too much
I was always bottling shit in and i thought i could stop and start expressing myself with him but obviously not
"You was just opening up to me why you stop"? he asked
Is he serious ..
"Because .. you act like you don't wanna hear it"
"I do ... sometimes" he shrugged
"I don't need sometimes"
"Well i can't give you 100 percent of me 24/7. Ian capable of it"
"Stop sayin what your not capable of, you don't try"
"I try all the time. I try everyday fucking with you" he said
"Let me learn to love you"
"I'm not no fucking experiment to see if you capable of loving somebody"
"I get that but .. i have to learn to love you. I don't know you"
He just say shit that confuses the fuck out of you. Like he goes in circles with everything he saying
One minute it's oh i wanna be with you and yea i would never hurt you
Then he sayin he don't know me like that and he can't do this and that
Maybe some of it be true but come on
"So imma learn to love you and treat you the way you need to be loved and treated duh. Think Spirit"
Do he know how to love at all ? fuck learning to love me, do he know how to love in general
Everything that he say out his mouth sounds like he means it. It sounds true
But i'm tired of putting my guard up all the time. If he claim he can treat me good and love me correctly i want to give him a chance i'm just scared
I'm always getting told to let loose and put my guard down anyway, so why not
"Okay"?
"Okay" i said
"Great" he said kissing on my cheek making me laugh
"I never seen you without clothes on"
"Okay"? i trailed off
"That's bad" he said
"How is that bad"?
"Because your mine"
"Yea your math not mathing" i said making him laugh
"Let's go in the room" he said getting up
I followed behind him and we went in his room
I sat on his bed and he shut the door before looking around his room
"You wanna do me a favor"? he smiled taking his shirt off
Boy you got this pussy jumping
I love how he not so skinny. He got muscle to him and shit and he got tattoos
"What"?
"Wash my clothes"
"Hell no" i made a face
"Pleaseeeee, i hate having to wash my clothes"
"You literally put the clothes in and take them out once they done and do the same with the dryer. It's not hard"
"Yes it is. I remember i was at yo house and yo clothes was all fuffly and white and shit. You know how to add all the different detergents , all i do is put a li tide pod in the washing machine" he whined making me laugh
"I'll teach you"
"It's not the same" he smacked his lips emptying his pockets
Shaking my head i grabbed my phone and texted Carlos back
"Get off yo phone" Kaiser said taking it out my hand
"Why"? i asked as he stood in front of me
"Because it's you and me time" he said grabbing my chin and lifting my head up so i was looking at him
"Okay so—"
He cut me off by kissing me all rough and shit
"You need to learn how to stfu sometimes" he mumbled rubbing his hand up and down my waist
If his tongue wasn't down my throat again i would have a comeback
——
Omniscient.
Kaiser continued to kiss on her
Kaiser had a lot of things in his mind that he wanted to do to Spirit. He just ain't know what she was on
He could tell she was the submissive type though
damn He thought has he pulled away and looked at her
It was no doubt he thought she was fine asl. And on top of that she had her glasses on
The big black square ones
She looked up at him through her lashes and reached for his sweatpants
Usually he tell her to stop but he wanna see how far she was gone actually go
He don't think she bout it
Spirit slid her hand in his pants and started rubbing on his member while keep eye contact with him
One thing you wouldn't take Spirit for is a freak but ..
She grabbed the scrunchie on her wrist and put her hair in a ponytail catching Kaiser by surprise
Pulling his pants down Spirit looked up at Kaiser again
"You bout it"? he smirked
"I'm bout it" she smiled bck
Spirit started slowly stroking his member watching it grow in her hands
Spitting on it she swirled her tongue around his tip before sucking on it gently
He looked at her while she did it since she was willing to make eye contact
"Fuckkk" he groaned loudly as she started stuffing the rest of his dick in her mouth
Bobbing her head up and down she stroked the rest she couldn't fit in
Taking him out her mouth she wrapped both of her hands around it before licking around his tip
"Fuckkkk hollon" he breathed out feeling himself about the nut
She started sucking on his tip while still using both of her hands to stroke
Spirit felt satisfied as she heard a low moan come from Kaiser as he nutted
She slowly took him out her mouth letting his nut fall on her lips
"Told you i'm bout it" she said licking his nut off her lips before looking up at him seeing he was trying to catch his breath
For the first time .. she got him speechless
"Man take yo clothes off" he shook his head making her laugh
"Ion think you ready" she said standing up
"Don't play wimme Spirit" he stale faced her
"I'm not" she said wrapping her hand around his member
He looked down at it seeing her nails was done too
She laughed at his face and pulled his boxers back up on him
"Come on bra" he mumbled making her laugh
She stepped back and took her shirt off
"Everything" he said
"Everything everything"?
"Everything Spirit stop fucking playin so much"
She rolled her eyes and took all her clothes slowly to piss him off
"You got 5 seconds"
"Okay" she laughed taking the rest of her clothes off
"You playin and shit, arch yo back"
omg i back out abort abort abort She thought
"We not gone like— yk" she trailed off
He just looked at her
She got on his bed and wouldn't turn over
"Girl turn yo ass over" he said making her turn over
She put a arch in her back and sighed thinking he was about to go and tear her shit up
Her knees almost gave out feeling his tongue up against her lady
He spread her legs apart more before pushing his hands on his back so her arch could stay
"Mmhmmm fuckkk" she mumbled feeling him suck on her clit
He let it go and used his middle and ring finger to rub her juices around
He put his mouth on top of her entrance sliding his tongue in and out while rubbing her clit with his thumb
"Omggggg Kaiserrrrr" she moaned pushing herself on his face
She swear she felt her body melting on the bed
Her moans got real loud as she got close
He started rubbing her clit harder until she came
"Come ride" he said as she struggled to get up
He got on the bed and she pulled his boxer back down
She straddled his lap and slid down on his member moaning in the process
She started off slow but he wasn't going for it so he grabbed her by her neck pulling her down and looking in her eyes
The look alone was enough to tell her what he was about to say
With his hand still around her neck she started going faster
"Uhh— fuckkk omg" she moaned tilting her head back as he started using his other hand to play with her clit
"Come on you doing good don't stop" he told her as she started slowing down
He wanted to see the confident side of her rn not that shy shit
"You got it— just like that" he mumbled as she found her pace
Him talking to her was encouraging her
Holding on the back of her ankles she started bouncing up and down on his member
Looking him in the eyes Spirit started going faster biting her lip softly trying to control her moans
Kaiser grabbed her by her neck pulling her closer to him so they could kiss
She started sucking on his tongue and bottom lip knowing he liked it as he gripped her butt with both hands moving her back and forth slowly
"Mmm fuckkkk" she moaned into his ear feeling him rub up and down her body
She started kissing on the side of his neck to his ear and behind his ear knowing that was his weak spot
"Hmm fuckk" he moaned feeling her leaving hickeys
"Mmm fuckk i'm boutta cum" she moaned feeling him playing with her titties
She came feeling it's run down her thighs and down his member
"You bout it" he said making her laugh
"I know" she said as he dapped her up before pulling her down closer to him
"You done"? he asked kissing her cheek
"Mhmmm yea i'm tired"
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wassam😼
thoughts ?
kaiser and ashley conversation ?
kaiser asking if she hate him ?
her response ?
why y'all think he asked ?
what kaiser did to get spirit attention ?
her falling for it ?
them "talking it out" ?
the seggs ?
1-10 ?
i hate writing that shit, i was pulling from different ones i been wrote in other books
spirit actually being bout it ?😂😂
vote, comment allat
bye fuckers❤️
-piimpdaddykiraa🅿️🚹🚹Ⓜ️🅿️