Teju- The morphed my pics... They morphed my pics.
She repeated a few times n broke down.
Kk pulled her n hugged her tight. His heart broke with hers.
Kk- Shhhhhh my love. Pls dont think about it. Everyone knows its fake.
Teju- U SAW THEM???
Kk didnt want to talk about it more. He knew it would upset her more.
Kk- Teju let it go. Just breathe.
Teju- DID U KNOW ABOUT IT? TELL ME THE TRUTH.
kk- yes. Omi showed it to me.
Teju- He also saw those pics???
She started sobbing. She couldnt control her outburst.
Kk- Ladooo pls dont cry. He just told me what happened. We plan to report these users n file a case..
Teju was looking down n crying. Kk tried to turn her around so that they could be face to face. But she refused to turn.
Kk- Teju just turn around n let me hug u.
Teju in a broken voice replied- No i cant look at u now. I dont think i can meet omi bhaiya ever.
Kk- Babyyyy....
He understood she was feeling embarrassed by the pics. This was the worst a woman could ever feel.
Kk got up n sat in front of her n picked her up n put her on his lap in the bathtub.
She hid her face on his neck. Tears wet kks neck.
She needed the hug. She wanted this but she just couldn't face him.
Kk was heartbroken to see her like this. She was never ever effected by trolls but this time was different.
Kk- Teju look at me.
He tried to push her a lil back n lift her chin up but teju was just not ready. The more he tried the more she cried. So he let her be. Her face rested on his shoulders. He hugged her tight.
Kk- Teju i cant even imagine what u must be feeling now. I really really hoped u had not seen those pics.
Teju- U saw n didnt tell me. U were embarrassed right??
Kk- Noooo. No fucking way was i embarrassed. I was furious. I felt broken n helpless. U r my fiance. It's my duty to protect u n i failed miserably.
Teju- I cant do this anymore karan
Kk- What baby? What u cant do?
Teju- I cant face u or omi or anyone. Everyone must have seen the pics.
Kk- Baby. R u crazy.. Everyone knows that those pics r morphed.
Teju- i dont even know how to face my parents. I hope they dont see those pics..
She broke down terribly. Shaking while crying. Kk hugged her tight. He was trying to comfort her but it was not working.
Kk- Aunty uncle nahi dekhenge woh sab. It will all be taken down from the net by tomo. I promise u that.
Kk- Teju tu meri sherni hai. Ye sab pathetic log bolenge u cant let it effect u.
Teju was breathing heavily. She tried to talk but words wouldn't come out.
Teju- I.. I...
Kk- Teju breathe baby. Plsss breathe. For 2 mins. Just 2 mins stop crying... Pls..
She was now hyperventilating.
Kk put his hand on her back softly. He started massaging her neck gently. Slowly pressing his fingers down her back. He knew trying to talk would make it worse. He moved her hair on 1 side n kissed her shoulders.
He kept massaging her gently from down to up now.
Teju was a lil relaxed. She was breathing better.
Kk kept massaging her for sometime n once he realised she stopped crying he gathered the courage to talk to her.
Kk- Teju i want to tell u something. Can u pls just listen. Plsss.. Just listen.
Teju didnt reply.
Kk- Ladoo plsss.
Teju nodded yes.
Kk- Baby when i proposed you i vouched to love u n protect u all my life. Seeing u like this makes me feel like shit as well. But i m telling u from my experience u cannot let these things effect u so much. I know it's easy to say but only the person going thru it knows how much it hurts.
Kk- I have been thru it all. Called a liar cheater n abusive guy. I have received a lot of flak for my actions cos i have been a vocal guy. An open book.
Kk- Aate jaate logo ne meri bajayi hai. Sometimes i was at fault sometimes i wasnt. Bb15 hi dekh ke. Harr Wkv i was humiliated.
Kk- But baby this is what makes u stronger. Getting thru this shit. Going out n letting the world n those pathetic trolls know that they cant break u.
Kk- What happened was horrible. But baby the whole country knows u. They know those pics r morphed. They know it isnt u.
Kk- I know its very hard right now. U feel u cant face anyone. U feel ppl see u in a certain way. But baby aisa nahi hai. Ppl will love u for the person n actor u r laddoo.
Teju- when i saw paps today n someone commented on my look i felt naked. I felt like they could see me like that...
She started crying again.
Teju- Sunny i cant face anyone. I dont want to. Not even mom dad. No one.
Kk- Then dont baby. We will go out somewhere for few days. You take ur time. I will talk to ur parents n tell them we r going out for a trip. Just u n me.
Teju- But i dont think i can look at u.. Sunny i dont want to see anyone.. I just want to...
Kk- Ladoo pls dont go in that zone. Plsss ladooo. I promise i wont bother u in the trip. I promise i wont talk to u. I will just be there.
Kk- I m not leaving u alone my love. Not now not ever. I promise i wont bother u with anything. Just pls let me be there. Pls dont shut me out.. Plsss
Teju- Karan buttt... I feel.. Trapped.. I feel guilty for things i didnt do.
He caressed her head. Kissed on her shoulder.
Kk- I know baby. I know.
Teju- I saw everything on twitter. I was never bothered about trolls. But these things effect me.
Kk was constantly carressing her head comforting her back.
Teju- Maine kabhi bhi apni personal life public nahi hone di. It took time for me to adjust to that first.
Teju- I never bothered about negative or positive criticism for my work. Cos i knew i gave it my 100%.
Teju- But ppl r judging n commenting on my personal life more now. I dunno how to...
Kk- Do u think its cos of our relationship? Cos i have always been a public person.
Teju- No sunny. I think its cos of Bb15. Ppl think they know us completely. They feel they r a part of our life n hence share their opinions n pass comments.
Kk- you ate right my love. But when we signed bb15 we knew what we were in for right...?? We gave them that access.
Teju- i know. Its not that... I justt. I dunno.
Kk- Shhhhhh. Bus ab aur mat soch. Nothing more my love. Just think about the fans that love us. Ppl love u for who u r teju. U r pure inside out. They know that.
Kk- Ladoo now dont think about anything else. I will plan something for us. Lets take a break from work for next few days n go somewhere away.
Teju didnt reply.
Kk- Is that ok teju? Can we do that?
Teju- I feel like i wanna be alone. I cant look at anyone. I m sorry.
Kk- Oyyeee why r u sorry jaan. U dont have to look at anyone. Not even me if u r uncomfortable.
Kk- U wont even know i m there. I will be absolutely quiet.
Teju- Sunny...
Kk- Yes my love.
Teju- What if its so broken that it cant be fixed..?
Kk felt as if someone stabbed him. Tears fell n he couldnt do anything about it.
Tears fell on teju shoulder n she realised he was crying..
She moved back n tried to look at him. His eyes were shut n tears kept rolling down.
Teju wiped his tears.
Teju- Sunny i didnt mean what u r thinking right now. I meant what if my situation couldn't be fixed.. Not us karan. Not us.
She wiped his tears.
Teju- Look at me sunny. Look at me.
Kk just hugged her tighter n hid his face in her neck.
Teju- Sunnny pls listen to me..
Kk- i m sorry teju. I failed...
Teju- No sunny its not what u think...
Kk- I failed to protect u. I was too shocked myself.. But plsss...
Teju- Sunny we r not broken.
Kk- Teju if u feel u will be happy without me. If u feel u r facing all this cos of our relationship then i promise i will never ever bother u again. I will go away from ur life. Cos i dont want to be the reason of ur unhappiness.
Teju started crying again.
Teju- Tu chod dega mujhe?
Kk- Nahi teju. Kabhi nahi. But if u want me out of ur life tu bus ek baar bol dena. ..
Teju- No sunny nooo. Thats not what i meant. I cannot live without u. I need u. I need ur hug.
Teju- I .. I m...
Teju- I m embarrassed cos of the pics. I feel if u look at me u will maybe imagine me like that. I...
Kk- R u mad??
Kk- Main kyi aise sochunga?
Teju- i dunno sunny.. I dunno. I dunno what i feel. Why i feel that way. Its just that post bb15 first my personal life was in public eye n in open n now those pics.
Kk- oh my love.. Tu kitna zyaada sochti hai. U think i can ever think anything like that about u? I respect u for who u r my love. I know u.
Kk- Listen to me tejasswi prakash wyangkar- to be kundrra.. I m not leaving u. I m not going anywhere. I think u r the strongest person i have ever seen in my life n u r my insipration.
Kk- The way u handle situations. The way u light up the room as u enter it. The way u love everyone.. I m ur biggest fan ms tejaswi.
Kk- What u r going thru right now its not just ur fight. Its ours. I know u feel u r broken right now but trust me we will fix it together. We will come out of it.
Kk- Just trust me laddoo.
Teju was quiet but she hugged him tight..
Kk- Hai laddoo. Aur zyaada karegi toh control nahi hoga mujhse. Badi mushkil se kar raha hun..
Teju smiled. Kk felt her smile as her face was on his crook.
Kk promised himself that he will fix whats broken..
He started massaging her again. Within minutes teju slept.
He picked her up n put her on the bed. He wiped her dry n put clothes on her.
Finally he lied besides her n looked at her beautiful face. The one she was hiding the whole time in the bath tub. He kissed on her forehead.
Kk- u will be fine. I promise u laddoo. I love u.
He hugged her n lied besides her. Touching her face he kissed her eyes. They looked tired n swollen.
He put her head on his shoulder n stroked her hair..
Tears rolled down. He was broken too. He couldnt see his ladoo like that. He knew he was the one who could get her out of this.
He wiped his tears n within minutes he too slept.