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Chapter-15
"Touch me like you do ta ta touch me like you do kiss me like you do ki ki kiss me like you do what are you waiting for?"
Riddhima
Suffocating
I was feeling that sweat is dripping from my forehead as i run and run in this darkness
Not knowing where to head
"Papá'' i whisper trying my hardest to find anyone in this darkness
I'm scared of darkness
I always have been darkness was my weakness and it still is
Looking around at the dark i try my best to find any familiar face when
Suddenly i saw him
Kyle
My ex boyfriend
What is he doing here? And how he is here where I'm?
"What are you doing here?" I asked through breathlessly
As i started to walk backwards when he step forward for me
He throws his head back and laugh and evil laugh
"So babe how are you?'' He says with a smirk
My face held disgust if he talk his words spell acid
I just hate this man to the moon
"You a cheating bastard what are you doing here and why on the earth you are here?" I said venom laced with mh voice
And again he laugh which irritates me
"Oh so you accused me of cheating where you are doing the same babe '' he says with a smirk
And i swear my heart stop beating
Sallowing the lump of my throat i look at him and said the only thing that came to my mind
"Fuck you i just hate you , pathetic shit" i said
Again his laughter
"Oh no babe you don't hate me you just hate the truth the certain fact that you are trying your best to ignore " he says
"And you know a thing which is more interesting " he says as he came closer to whisper in my ear
"A girl selfish like you doesn't deserve love that's why your father left you and now soon enough vansh will leave you too , to live a happy life with his fiancée you will be nothing to him"
He says as my breath stuck
Suffocating
"You don't deserve to be love " he whispers
"No " i scream as his laughter feels the darkness
''I deserve to be loved i do I'm not selfish i deserve to love " i said these words repeatedly like a prayer
"I deserve to be please " i cry out
"Riddhima"
I deserve love
"Riddhima "
I'm not selfish
"Babygirl wake up" he said
His voice
And i did
My eyes shot open and i found myself in the arms of the most attractive man
Vansh
He is here in this room
I look around to find it still the jet room
I look at the window to see that it still dark
It was a nightmare
A nightmare that held all the truths
Uncontrollably a sob broke from my mouth following by another one as tears rolled down from my eyes
And without a second vansh pulled me to his chest shielding me from this world
Cruel world
"Shh it's okay i have got you" i heard him whisper to my ear
As his hands rubbed up and down my back shootingly and promising that everything is going to be alright
"I've got you" that was all he said as i cry my heart out on his shoulder
I clutched him tightly for dear life
As i shook violently
"Shit babygirl you are shaking " i heard him says as he held me tightly and lay with me and wrapped the comforter around us
After what feels like ages my sobs turn to hiccups as he still crasses my hair and back
"Does you get nightmare much?" He asked as he felt me to calm down
"I get them sometimes and papá was there everytime to calm me when i used to get them but now i have to controlled them by my own " i said feeling so sad and vulnerable
He hums
"I'm sorry i didn't mean to wake you " i said again
He looks at me and his eyes soften as he softly crasses my cheek
"Next time you get them you came directly to me " he requested more like a command to me
I just nod to lost to answer he is so handsome and so perfect
"From when you started to get them if you don't mind me asking?'' He ask
And that's when i pause
I started to get them when kyle cheated on me
I was depressed when he left me you don't know how hard it was for me to moved on
It litterly teard me apart i was all the time depressed and alone in my bedroom thankfully papá was there to help
Hut the nightmares
He cannot stop what i was dreaming about my nightmares got worse day by day and papá send me to talk to a therapist
Which work after about our four minth session i was starting to get back to my old self i have never gotten them
Untill now
No one will ever love you
You don't deserve love
His words
His cruel words
I choke again feeling Suffocating
"Hey hey it's okay you are okay don't worry you are safe you are here you don't have to share it if that makes you feel uncomfortable " he says
And i feel myself to relax a little
No matter how much i denied it
Kyle has left me with a unvisible scare
That is deep and so real
Looking up at his concerning black eyes i just says what came to my mind
"Touch me " i whispired
His eyes go wide clearly wasn't expecting that
"W-what are you talking are you out of your mind ?" He says and went to stand up but i was quik to grab him
"Please i want you to touch me" i said again as tears rolled down my eyes
"You are out of your fucking mind " he says harshly and was about to go away when i practically climb on him
"Riddhima" he warn
"No made me forget about my dream made the pain go away please make me feel worthy please " i said again
I desperately want to feel it i desperately wants to feel worthy
I want to feel worthy and loved so much
As tears started to fall like a waterfall and sobs broke from my mouth
" I'm not unworthy made me feel that please " i cry out in frustration
"I'm worthy i deserve love i deserve so much thing" i said again
And then i broke down and mumble the only thing that is on my mind 'i deserve love'
Then i feel it his hands on me on my body
And also heard his faint apologies but my mind is to foggy to get whom he just apologies or for what he apologies.
He palm my chin and made me look at him
"You aren't unworthy babygirl you are mire then that you deserve more then love you are perfect a perfection " he whispers those words
As his lips fell on mine
Wasn't expecting
But i felt that
Pure bliss
As his lips meet mine
And he hesitantly move them still unsure but that go away instant as i wrapped my arms around his neck and move my lips with him
All my worries go away the moment our tongue met
His tongue feels so nice warm and hot
I moan at erotic feeling his hands pulls me impossibly closer to him as our kiss becomes more heated
We pull away breathless and i was scared that he will go away again but my worries flew away when he started to kiss my jaw down to my neck
He bite and suck a certain sweet spot that left me breathless
"Ohh" i moan out loud
That feels so good
And i completely lost it
When his hands found my breast he plam them through the hoodie
"Oh vansh" i moan out loud which he hums
This is a new feeling this feels so good so fucking good
"Please " i whimper
'' patience babygirl " he whispires and kisses me again
He pushed me so I'm laying on my back and hover over me
Without a second i pull my hoodie over my head and throws it god knows where
"Fuck " he whispers when he saw my black lace
And attack them immediately kissing and biting the cleavage of my breast that is out of my bra
"Ohh please " i moan again desperately wants to feel something on my kitty which is dripping
"Please what babygirl?" He ask with a smirk
"T-touch me " i whispired
"Touch you where babygirl? Say it baby say it " he ask again but kiss my neck again
"Touch me there please" i whisper
"Touch you where do you want my fingers to fuck your pussy or do you want my tongue to play with it or do you want my thick cock deep buried inside you " he says
And oh gosh his dirty talks
"Please daddy i want that all of that" i whispire
And that's what he wanted to hear
He pulls my shorts along with my lace panties
And i swear the way he looked at my pussy made itself wants to cum
He doesn't did anything just stare at it for a moment
Feeling so exposed i tried to close my legs
But he immediately gripped my thighs and stayed them to wide open
"You wanted that now don't hide it " he whispired to my ear and my breath hitched as i felt his fingers playing with my clit
"Oh god " i says and throws my head deeper on the mattress
But he slapped my pussy making me jerk
"Hushh no god only vansh or daddy for you " he says
And i whimper as he again circle his thumb around my pussy
"P-please" i whispired a plea
"Patience " he says again
And without a warning he insert a finger inside me
"Oohh " i whispire as a sharp pain went through me
"Shit so tight so fucking tight don't tell me you are a virgin" he says suddenly
"Y-yea oh daddy" i cry out as he move his fingers
Pain was long gone replaced with pure pleasure
All i felt is his finger and then he insert another finger on me and i grip the mattress tightly around my hand
And other hand grab him for dear life
"So fucking tight '' he groan and started to inhumanly pumping his fingers inside me
"Fuck" i curse as a unfamiliar burning session started to grows in my stomach
And i clenched around his fingers
"Shit so fucking tight wonders how will it feels around me " he says and kiss my lip
When he curled his fingers it hitted a spot and i exploded my first ever orgasm
Which sent me to the edges
He pull them out and i fall back
All in my mind is
This pleasurable night
So pleasurable
As i drifted into a deep slumber
....
So holy waters needed?
Alright i guess it was a bit unexpected
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