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"Kaiser"
"What"? i looked at Spiritt
"You want kids when you get older"? she asked
"Uhhh nah" i shook my head
That's too much responsibility and i'm not right in the head
I can't take care of myself what i look like taking care of another human ?
I'll fuck around and get mad and leave they ass somewhere
Maybe i'm over exaggerating and maybe i won't act like that but ionk
Plus they might have all the same fucked up disorders i got and how imma deal with it and i can't deal with mines
All my problems might be passed on to them and ion wanna bring that pain on a mf that didn't ask to be here
"Why not"? she asked
"Just because" i said
"Why ? you want kids"?
"I was just asking and yea"
Of course she does
Now ian giving her no kids i promise you that
My phone started ringing which kinda caught me off guard cause who the fuck calling me ?
I bet you it's because they need something and not because they tryna check on me ..
But i mean .. i wouldn't even check on myself
I grabbed my phone and the caller ID shocked me even more
I answered it and put it up to my ear
"What"?
"Kaiser .."
"What"? i made a face
Bitch already irritating my soul
"I need to talk to you" my ex said
If this bitch pregnant i swear to mf God imma turn myself in fuck it
She sound like she crying
"About"?
"I'm pregnant—"
"Abort it" i blurted out
That's probably mean asf
"Can i finish"?
"My bad" i said
I looked at Spirit who was already looking at me funny
"I was already thinking about aborting it .. i just wanted to tell you"
"Oh"
Finna hang up this might be a trap
"But um .. can you come with me"?
"Why"?
"I know you might not understand because your so fucking self centered but this is hard to do"
"Then don't do it" i made a face
"But if you don't do it don't be expecting me to—"
Ngl i just be talking ... deep down if she pregnant and she decided to keep it i will try my best to be there for the baby and her ass too ig
"Kaiser i just need some support that's all. This is your baby too"
I know it's mines. Ashley was never the type to cheat or fuck around with different people
I was her first time and we .. well .. she got this connection with me
She don't wanna fuck nobody else and it's annoying but i get it .. i guess
"Please just be the Kaiser i knew in the beginning. I'm not asking you to pay for it or anything like that just be there"
"Ight" i said
"The appointment tomorrow at 10"
"How you know i wasn't busy"?
"Kaiser you pissing me off" she said making me laugh
I love fucking with her
Truth be told our relationship did make me happy once upon a time
But i fucked it up
"Bye man"
"Bye" she hung up
I put my phone down and looked at Spirit
"Just mind your business" i said knowing she was about to ask a hunnit fucking question
"Don't tell me to mind my business" she rolled her eyes
"I'm just sayin, you bout to ask me a whole bunch of questions when it doesn't concern you"
"And imma do it anyway, who was that"?
This bitch—
I'm working onnat
"Nun of yo damn business Spirit"
She need to mind her business, she can't know bout this because it's gone mess up the potential relationship we got going on
And maybe me talking to her like that gone mess it up too but imma take my chances
"You need to watch who tf you be talking to" she said
And she like to go back and forth. I'm not used to that shit
When i say sum or tell a girl to stfu they do it, she don't she wanna go back and forth and get her point across
Like damn i like that energy and all but bitch—
I'm working onnit
Some say i treat women badly and honestly i don't think it's true
I was never taught how to treat one anyway and never got a good example but i try not to blame everything on my childhood even tho it played a big part in it
"Ion need to do shit but stay black and die, please get the fuck out my face" i shook my head grabbing my phone
"Nigga you in my shit, you can get the fuck out"
Who she talking to readers ? say the wrong shit i want you too
I ignored her and got on my phone playing candy crush
"Get out Kaiser"
"No"
"I'm not playin with you get out"
"I'm good"
"Kaiser frl get the fuck out"
"I said i'm good ain't it"? i looked at her
Let's see how far this gone go
"Bruh just get out. You pissing me off and you got me fucked up"
"What you gone do once i leave ? sit here and cry"?
I looked at her and she looked at me
Shit ian never seen her mad
She look pissed and she look like she want to hit me but she know better
"Get out"
"Make me" i said trying to hide the smirk on my face
Now that's gone set her off frl
She started walking towards me catching me off guard
She grabbed my arm and tried to pull me off the bed
Ngl this mf strong
I got up and she started pushing me out her room
"Ight man stop" i said grabbing her hands
Mf got some strength
"Get tf out Kaiser" she mumbled trying to make me let go of her hands
"Why"?
"Because you pissing me off" she mumbled as i let go of her hands
She pushed tf out of me and i bumped into the wall
Did this mf—
I looked at her and she looked back at me
"So you want me to get out"? i asked walking over to her
"Ain't that's what i said"? she made a face
She trying not to show she scared but i know she is
She keep backing up
"Mhm" i hummed
Tension was mad thick
I know imma have some apologizing and manipulating to do once this is over
"Get out Kaiser"
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wassam😼
thoughts ?
kaiser need to chilllllll
kaiser explaining why he don't want kids ?
ashley being pregnant ?
her wanting him to come to the abortion clinic with her ?
him agreeing ?
him and spirit li fight ?
y'all probably finna call spirit a dumb bitch and imma laugh 😂 just think about it from her pov .. see if that helps
kaiser is a straight jackass but i love writing his pov
vote, comment allat
bye fuckers❤️
-piimpdaddykiraa🅿️🚹🚹Ⓜ️🅿️