I have always denied all the shit you told me
Or crap you said about me
Becuz I thought you were worth it
And I thought you would notice
That I cry for you
I care for you
That you'd notice that I would hide the pain it caused me when you said I didn't matter
Even if you were just playing
But I'm writing this poem
That I hope you never see
Becuz I don't want to be weak and I don't want all your shit
Just know
I loved you then
I love you still
I always have
I always will
No matter how painful
No matter how hard
Life is telling me I should be hopeful
Cuz one day you will fall
And I'll be the one there
But the line you will cross
When you look up to me
After all of your shit
And I'll leave you alone
With a hole in my heart
But a smile on my face
Cuz Id know
I have won this race
•kurami•