I wake up from the nightmare, looking over to my left side to see if I woke up my baby. When I do I know it was all worth it he looks so cut in his green dinosaur onesie I couldn't help but take a picture.
Ones I took the perfect photo I got into the shower not looking at my body so I don't see the scars even though I got tattoos to cover most of them up people can see them if they look close enough.
I start to wash my hair with shampoo and conditioner that smell like oranges. Getting out I go and get ready for the day. I already feel like it is going to be a long day so I pick out a black hoodie, black nike shorts and black and gray nike shoes. I look ok as I look in the mirror I go ahead and put my hair up in a bun and I decide that no makeup is the way to go today.
After I make sure that fox is still asleep I put pillows around him so he doesn't fall of if he rolls to the side and kiss his head. Once down stares I start on making breakfast. For me it is just some eggs and for my baby he gets strawberries and bananas some time that fills him up but just in case I make a like bit of oatmeal.
As if on cue my baby starts to cry for me so I run up the stares and pick him up.
"mama were were you" " baby I was in the kitchen making breakfast for you and me I was just about to come and get you" I say as he puts his head in the my neck. " mama can you take me to school today with you I don't want to be separated from you. " " sure baby I can do that but I thought you liked going to day care." I asked" I do but I had a bad dream were you left me" he said while crying into my shirt. " baby I will never leave you I will do everything in my power so I can be with you ok" "k"
I go to set him in his high chair and put his food in front of him. " hay baby do you want to wear what you are wearing now to my school or do you want to put something else on." I already know what he is going to say he will want to wear his dinosaur onesie. "no mama I want to wear what I am wearing now." He said and I smiled.
After we eat and he goes to the bathroom and I finish getting ready we go out side and get in the care I love this car. I just like how it also has heated seats so if it is winter I don't have to wait to long for my car to be all warm.
"hay baby what do you want to listen to" "can we listen to baby shark please" " ok but just once ok" "ok" he said as I put on the song and he started to sing.