dear heeseung,
this seems like a bad to you. i saw you walking out of the bathroom with tears in your eyes.
you didn't see me looking up from our table, but when you walked back up to your friends, you acted as if you hadn't been crying, to the point it hurts to see your smile was fake.
i just wanted to drop everything in my work and bring you to a room full of dogs to lift up your mood.
i'm sorry no one could see how hard it was for you to pretend it's okay.
but i love how jake and the other members comforted you in their own subtle ways.
i love how you stay strong through your pain, even when you want nothing more than to break down in tears.
you're a truly and amazingly brave person, heeseung. don't let anybody tell you otherwise.
sincerely, nobody