Throughout the rest of the day, the two had fun doing whatever they wanted in Yoongis manor. It was huge and had everything Jimin would want. Cinema room, gym, game room, and even an arcade. Jimin would love to live here.
Right now they were just walking side by side through the massive garden in the back of the manor. There were flowers of all colours, trees and other plants. And Jimins personal favourite, a gazebo
"I know you won't tell me what you do for a living, but I hope you trust me enough soon. This place is amazing" Jimin voiced out to Yoongi.
Yoongi felt pain in his heart at the tone of Jimin's voice. He thinks Yoongi doesn't trust him. But Jimin didn't even know that it wasn't about trust, but something much bigger
"I know this ain't your ideal kind of date, but if I'm being honest, it was the first thought in my head" he shyly rubbed the back of his neck and looked towards the younger
"No hyung, I had fun. My ideal type of date, if im being homest, it to spend a lot of time with the other. And I adore your house, well, mansion" sure they didn't go anywhere fancy or whatever, but Jimin loved today
"And Jiminie. It's not that I don't trust you, I do, it's a reason bigger than trust. I need you to understand, please" he looked to the younger with a serious glint in his eyes and Jimin knew it was genuine.
He nodded and told the elder he'd wait. Yoongi couldn't have asked for more. They were both still so afraid though. They had pasts that wouldn't leave them, that would stay with them for a long time.
"Jiminie?" Yoongi called out. He knew there would be major consequences, and he might put the younger in danger, but he really wanted him
"Yes hyung" he answered with a sweet angelic voice that calmed Yoongi down so much
"Can I kiss you?" Jimin's eyes widened. This was too fast for him. He already left Jimin broken and Jimin still wasn't over that. He didn't want to feel that pain, but he did.
He couldn't give the elder an answer, who was very close by the way. So he did the first thing that came to his mind. Run.
He literally ditched Yoongi in the middle of the garden and ran towards the manor. Yeah, not the smartest idea as he had no idea where he was. He stopped somewhere in a room he didn't recognise and cursed himself. He really is an idiot.
He heard footsteps and turned around to see Yoongi, calmly strolling into the room with a glass of alcohol in his hand.
"You done?" He asked. He was a little annoyed, the younger could have simply said no, there was really no reason to literally run away from him.
The younger shyly nodded with his head down. What was he supposed to say to the other. Yoongi walked closer and lifted Jimin's chin with his index finger.
"You could have said no, I wasn't going to kill you for it. There was no reason to run" he said in a soothing voice. Jimin swore he could listen to that voice for days and never get tired of it
"I-I know. It's just that, I have trust issues. And um, I promised myself I would never fall for someone that easily ever again." He admitted. Why would he hide it, he may have trust issues, but he trusted the elder more than enough. It's just that he wasn't ready for another relationship yet.
"I understand that Jiminie, but please, just talk to me. I hate you running away from me. I want to be by your side. And I will wait for as long as you want me to" Jimin honestly had no idea what he did to deserve someone like Yoongi
"Thank you, and I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that. Forgive me?" Jimin felt bad now.
"No" Yoongi simply said
"No?" The younger asked. His eyes were becoming teary, he doesn't want to be in bad terms with the other
"Don't worry Jiminie, no because there's nothing to forgive you for. You did nothing wrong." Yoongi thought that would make the younger feel better. But instead what he got back was a hit from Jimin. He just kept hitting the elders chest and arms.
"You scared the shit out of me" he said, now making sense to Yoongi as to why he was being hit
"I'm sorry I'm sorry, stop" they younger, however hesitant, still stopped and pouted. Yoongi gave him some wine, which somehow made him happy, and they continued to go to the kitchen for dinner.
So while Yoongi was cooking, Jimin was behind him sat on the kitchen island watching him. A man who was kind, hot, respectful, loyal and a great cook. Jimin already fell hard, but he felt like falling all over again.
"I never knew you could cook, you never told me" he voiced his thoughts
"I'm a man of many talents" the blond replied shrugging his shoulders. He turned to the younger holding out a spoon of whatever he was making, for him to taste
"This tastes amazing. I can't wait to eat" Jimin had never had this good food from his maids at home. Yoongis food had a whole different taste. A better one
"I'm glad" was all he said
So, skipping until after they ate, Yoongi took Jimin up to his balcony in his room. Also, just something to mention, no one had ever been in his room. It's forbidden for anyone to go in. And Jimin was the first to go in it. Well, apart from Namjoon and Taehyung.
It was night, around 9 so you could see the stars. They stood there together admiring the beauty of the dark sky. Yoongi wanted to ask a question to the younger, but didn't know if he should. But decided to anyway
"Jimin?" He called out, to which the younger just hummed
"You told me you have trust issues because of something that happened in the past. If you're willing, of course, can I know. Can you tell me?" He asked wanting an answer, but knew not to get his hopes up too much, the younger may very well refuse
"Sure" was all he got in return. Yoongi turned to him astonished. He's really willing to tell him, something so big.
"You really trust me? You're okay with telling me?" He just wanted to make sure. The younger simply nodded.
"So, um, well, uhh" he was struggling to find the right words, and Yoongi could tell so he lightly squeezed his hand which was resting on the railing of the balcony
"I was in a relationship a few months ago. Well actually, we were in a relationship for almost 3 and a half years. I loved him, gave him my heart and everything that came with it. I gave him everything I had. And one day he threw it all out like it was nothing" Jimin took a deep breath, trying to keep his breathing in check. Yoongi could see how hard it was to talk about.
"It was my birthday and we agreed to meet in the park near my house. It was where we first met, where we first saw each other." He paused again to breath.
"You don't have to carry on if you can't Jiminie" Yoongi told him. He didn't want to make the latter feel like that.
"No I want to" he assured Yoongi and carried on. "I suddenly got a text message form and anonymous number. That, um, he...... was ch-cheating o-on me for um, for y-years" now Yoongi was officially pissed. Who could do that to someone so innocent and sweet.
"The same number sent me a picture of him k-kissing someone else in a restaurant. Apparently he had been cheating for 2 years. I was so pissed and wanted answers, so I went straight to his apartment and......... found him f-fucking s-some guy right before h-he was supposed to meet m-me" Jimin was in tears now, like full on waterworks. Yoongi hugged him and stroked his head, Jimins head resting in the crook of Yoongis neck, crying his eyes out.
He couldn't speak. He just stood there in Yoongis embrace until he was able to calm down. "Stop Jiminie, you don't have to tell me anymore." However the said silver haired boy didn't listen.
"It's so hard to forget hyung. I ran out of there crying and he came after me. But not to say anything cliché like 'it's not what it looks like' or whatever. Instead he came to say 'let's break up' I slapped him and ran. I never saw him again. I was br-broken hyung. I g-gave him e-everything and he took me for g-granted."
He was calm now and both were sat on the bed in Yoongis room. Yoongi held him until his breathing was completely normal again. Even when it was, he still held onto him. He like the younger in his arms
"Why are you trusting me so much Jiminie, you know nothing about me. You have no idea who I am and what I do, what I stand for, but you're here telling me everything and trusting me with all of this. Why?" He had to know.
He's a mafia boss and Jimin doesn't know that. He kills people for a living. He sells drugs which are the reason for many more deaths. All he does is kill. He hated the fact that the younger was like this with him without knowing any of those things. He's such a sweet innocent angel who's trusting a killer with his life.
"I don't know hyung. There's just something telling me to. And yeah, I might not know what you do for a living. But I know you're an amazing person, kind hearted and would do anything for those you love. I trust you because I feel like I know the part of you no one else does"
Yoongi could take it anymore. He faced the younger and started right into his eyes. Those beautiful eyes that held skyes in them. He suddenly kissed him. He was finally able to feel his lips on his own. And they were so soft he felt like kissing them for ages.
Jimin was taken back, but kissed back because he loved the feeling of Yoongis lips on his. They felt amazing. The kiss was full of passion and evwrything going through Jimin's head before, all flew out the window.
When they pulled away, they stared into each others eyes and rested their foreheads together.
"What happened to waiting?" Jimin whispered, eyes closed and still trying to get over what just happened.
"I couldn't" Yoongi whispered back, still reminiscing the feeling of the kiss. He knew he wanted more.
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(Longest chapter so far💜)