dear heeseung,
i just saw you pick up my notes from your lockers in the practice room. i'm really glad it's making you smile.
that's my intention in the first place.
it makes me happy to see you happy even though i'm not always the source of your happiness.
and it's your fans, right? i hope they would treat you in the way you deserved to be.
that they'll not be the cause of your sadness and disappointment to yourself.
after all, we would hate it to see you break down again due to some stress.
and you may not know me, but i once overheard you crying to your friend about the fear of not being able to debut in the final line-up of i-land.
look where you are now, part of one of the biggest group in fourth gen but why is there a small change in you?
where's the old lee heeseung we know? it's like you're always wary now of what people would think, you became so guarded behind the camera.
and i could understand - it's like any wrong move in front of them, everything will fall apart.
sincerely, nobody