Sitting in front of a computer for the first time and watching a play.
The little girl has been a little silent since she came back on Thursday night.
The air conditioner in the bedroom was fully turned on, and she held a big bear in her arms. The bear was crumpled into a ball. At first, the whole person looked small.
At first, no one noticed anything different.
I just found that Chuchu suddenly stayed in the bedroom for a long time.
At dinner with them in the evening, Qin Xiaoyu first asked the question, "Chuchu, where is Yin Shen?" Chuchu chopped
his chopsticks and lowered his eyes, thinking seriously, "I'm angry with him."
Fu Jiajia originally twisted Qin Xiaoyu's thighs disliked which pot she did not open, but after hearing what Chu Chu said, he quickly asked, "You two quarreled?"
Chu Chu nodded, not willing to talk about this.
It looked soft at first, but very assertive.
Fu Jiajia and Qin Xiaoyu didn't know what to comfort, so they chatted for a while and changed the subject.
After eating and leaving the cafeteria, the three of them prepared to go shopping together in the backstreet.
On the way, I happened to meet Yin Shen and Lu Yu, and they were going to the basketball court. Yin Shen saw Chu Chu, and his steps were stagnant. Lu Yu was talking, and seeing him strange, he also saw Chu Chu at a glance, "Hey! What a coincidence."
When I saw Lu Yu for the first time, I smiled, with a very shallow smile, "Well, let's go to the back street." Yin Shen passed by without expression, his eyes were flat, as if he saw air. After greeting, Chu Chu pulled Fu Jiajia and Qin Xiaoyu forward.
Looking at the backs of the three leaving, Lu Yu pushed Yin Shen, "Don't chase?"
Yin Shen pursed his lips and didn't speak for a while.
The thing he regretted the most in his life was letting Chu Chu go that day.
If it ends like this, no matter how she beats him and scolds him for hating him, he will want to tell her the ins and outs of the matter.
But now, the little girl not only left, but she walked very decisively, and even described him as a stranger.
He sighed, feeling as uncomfortable as a big stone stuck in his chest, his thoughts were chaotic, and he didn't know what method he should use to relieve Chu Chu.
I saw it now, and the feelings that had been suppressed for many days broke out in an instant.
The little girl has gone far, Yin Shen took the mobile phone and typed silently for a while:
I'm sorry.
I shouldn't lie to you.
After hesitating for a while, he deleted word by word.
Sent: Are you going home on New Year's Day?
He lowered his head and looked at the unresponsive Chu Chu's avatar in the dialog box. The red exclamation mark seemed to announce how ridiculous he was.
——The other party has turned on friend verification. You are not his friend. Please send a friend verification first. After the other party has passed the verification, you can chat.
He lied to her.
Getting blocked is normal.
Yin Shen put the phone in his pocket timidly.
The look of disgust at the beginning of Thursday night came to my eyes again.
The little girl frowned, as if looking at a fly.
"We don't need to contact you again."
She paused for a while, thinking of his unrelenting entanglement before, and added, "Please."
Yin Shen was completely stunned.
On New Year's Day, it rained heavily in the C market, and the temperature dropped a lot. It was like a small dumpling in the early days. Affected by this sad thing, I can't remember the ticket grabbing in advance. When I think about it, the tickets for going home and even the standing tickets were announced to be sold out.
Xia Qiuxue scolded her on the other end of the phone, "Didn't I tell you to buy a ticket earlier?! You said you would buy a ticket at that time, what's the matter with you - let's go, I'll let Xiao Yang drive to pick you up."
Xiao Yang is their driver.
She was said to be a little dejected at the beginning. She had been in a bad mood for a while, and her face was haggard. When she thought that she was going to go back and let her parents see her like this, it would be even more uncomfortable, so she quickly denied, "Uncle Yang is also celebrating the holidays. Ah, don't bother people." Xia Qiuxue
: "What do you do? Are you in City C?"
Chuchu: "Yeah." So the night before New Year's Day, Chuchu was successfully dragged by Fu Jiajia to the playground.
year.
Along with him was the monitor, Tang Zhengcheng, who stood beside Fu Jiajia and asked her with concern, "Chuchu, aren't you going home?"
The tip of Chuchu's nose, which was exposed outside, was flushed red from the cold, and he gave a soft "um".
Fu Jiajia despised him, "Why are you so long-winded, everyone is standing here, and you have to go home early."
Tang Zhengcheng scratched his head and smiled at Chu Chu.
Almost all the students who did not go home from the school came.
That is to put an open-air movie, the stage has been set up, and we will organize everyone to play games together at 11 o'clock in the evening. The benches that are close to it have already been occupied by people, and the first few people can only be in the stands. Look.
Fu Jiajia and Tang Zhengcheng are discussing the separation of the winter vacation. Even if they are both in control, they are afraid that being too intimate will make Chu Chu uncomfortable, but the familiarity that flows from their words cannot be controlled.
The cold wind was whizzing, and at the beginning, I couldn't help thinking of Yin Shen, and my heart became even colder.
She jumped off the stand, "I'll go to the bathroom."
Fu Jiajia was afraid that the night was dark and windy and there were too many people. She couldn't find it by herself, so she got up and said, "I'll accompany you." Chu Chu
waved her hand, "No need!"
She swayed aimlessly on the playground, keeping her head down for fear of the wind.
After walking around for a while, a shadow suddenly shrouded in front of him, and he looked up at the beginning and met Yin Shen's eyes.
The boy stood in the wind, wearing only a thin windbreaker, and around his neck was the scarf she knitted for him.
"Is it cold?"
he asked her in a low voice.
It's only been a week since the two quarreled.
Chu Chu looked away expressionlessly, "Let me go, okay?"
Her politeness and alienation made him hesitate again.
At the beginning, he was always polite, but such politeness was more or less alive.
Yin Shen was too stiff, the temperature was low at night, and the south was wet and cold, and the frozen people shivered.
But just as he was far away, he saw Chu Chu.
The white street lamp gave her a layer of pure light, and the little girl walked with her head down, looking very depressed.
After so many days of refraining from running away rationally, at this moment he just wanted to step forward, hug her fiercely, put his chin on her shoulder, and beg her to stop being angry.
Even some kind of terrifying feeling has grown in his heart these days.
If she wants to tie her by her side, even if she hates him and hates him, it's better than treating him as air with her expressionless face.
bypassed him at first.
The cold wind was fierce, and inexplicably blew her eyes wet. She lowered her head and saw a long shadow under the moonlight, following her unhurriedly.
Just like in the past, he followed her and told her wantonly and flamboyantly, "The dark lights are blind, I'm afraid you will get lost."
Yin Shen, the big bad guy!
She was clearly chasing her for a bet, but now that he has caught her, his self-esteem has been satisfied, so why should he follow her!
annoying!
She simply raised her head and deliberately ignored the shadow behind her, she was just an ordinary classmate!
But then again, it seemed that they didn't say goodbye at that time. Chu Chu frowned and thought about it for a long time. These two words rolled on the tip of her tongue, which made her feel tearful again.
But even if she tried her best to ignore the existence of the people behind her, the more she cared about it.
Even at the moment when the shadow behind him disappears a little, there will be a little disappointment in my heart.
You see, don't hold on.
I haven't even taken the initiative to find her these days.
It was completely different from the time when he chased after her for a bet.
That sentence is really right, you won't cherish it if you get it.
At the beginning of the beginning, she was cheering herself up, and she must keep her eyes open in the future and never be confused by the scumbag again, when the person behind her accelerated a few steps and grabbed her wrist.
"Talk to me."
Yin Shen was very strong, for fear that Chu Chu would run away in the next second, so seeing Chu Chu struggling, although he was reluctant to let her go, he was even more reluctant to let her go.
The little girl was tearful, her eyes were particularly bright, and her eyelashes were still stained with tears.
She looked at him without blinking, "Is it interesting?" If he held her again, she would really say goodbye.
It's better to be separated, the love with her is just a bet.
Can it really be separated?
It was true that she fell in love with him, and the intimate actions she had done with him were all from the heart. Even when he caught her, in addition to being upset, she also felt a little joy in her heart.
As for what she was happy about, she didn't know, so she became a little angry.
Chu Chu's gaze landed on his wrist in a daze, and he began to count down in his heart.
Five -
"It was indeed because of the bet at the beginning, I will not deny it."
Four -
"But after the grilled fish shop, it wasn't entirely because of the bet."
Three -
"You are very beautiful and beautiful, and I gradually fell in love with you. You can't pretend to be happy."
Two -
"I I thought about confessing to you. It's just..."
Hearing this, Chu Chu's unsteady thoughts wandered, just what?
Afraid that she will be angry when she finds out, and break up in a fit of rage?
It's 1.5. Listen to what he has to say.
At first I thought silently in my heart.
Tears had already wet his face, his little face blown by the wind was cold and stretched, and he felt like a layer of wax had been smeared on his face.
"Chuchu, don't cry."
Yin Shen let go of his hand, the little girl's wrist made him pinch a circle of red, and he was a little helpless.
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I hurt you, I'm a scumbag, don't cry, okay?"
It was the first time he saw Chu Chu cry so fiercely.
The pain in his heart deepened when he thought that the bastard who made her cry was himself.
He wanted to reach out to help her wipe the tears from her face, but when she shrank in the first day of the new year, Yin Shen felt a pain in her heart, lowered her hands, and her lips were pale.
"Don't cry, it's my fault. It's cold outside, can I take you back to the dormitory?"
Chu Chu shook his head aggrievedly.
so annoying.
What tears do you shed at such a time.
She hadn't heard the reason why he said it.
Why did these tears run out of the way?
And why Yin Shen wanted to coax her.
As soon as she heard his soft voice, the grievances in her heart grew even stronger, tears kept pouring out, and she even hiccupped.
This is not at all in line with the decisive character she imagined for herself in her heart.
"Forgive me, okay, I can't lie to you again in the future."
"Chuchu. Okay?"
Chuchu felt like countless flies flew into his head, buzzing and buzzing, Yin Shen said. She didn't listen to her at all. Anyway, she couldn't touch her heart, but it made her cry more and more.
"You... you're really... so annoying!" Chu Chu was crying, choking, and speaking intermittently, "I... don't want to forgive you, you go..."
As soon as the voice fell, Yin Shen said gone.
Going very decisively.
Chu Chu was stunned for a long time and watched, even holding back tears.
It was obviously the reaction she wanted, but why was it so uncomfortable in her heart?
She didn't look at Yin Shen anymore, squatted down silently, and sat on the edge of the playground.
next second.
A male voice spread out on the playground, causing a commotion. .
I was stunned for a moment, and looked blankly at the stage in the center of the playground.
The headlights over there illuminated a vast expanse of white, and she couldn't see everyone's faces.
"I'm a scumbag!" The
memory seemed to return to that night in an instant. Yin Shen handed her a cone, and the ice cream melted into her mouth. She asked him innocently if she would like to shout in front of the whole school. Sansheng is a scumbag.
"I'm a scumbag!"
the second time.
She bit her lip.
"I'm a scumbag."
Three.
All the people in the school who were waiting for the arrival of the New Year were in an uproar, whispering and discussing everything.
Yin Shen stood on the stage, but with his back to everyone, he turned to look at Chuchu.
The white headlights shone white before his eyes.
"Don't cry, okay?"