𝙾𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚊 𝚃𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚊 𝙼𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚓
𝙰𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚕 3𝚛𝚍, 2019
𝚁𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖 𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚑 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕 𝚒𝚗 𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚗🏢
Beyoncé is not fine. She's been saying 'babe, don't worry' and 'I'm chill' everytime I ask if she's okay. Fucking liar.
We walked to class together with her arm draped over my shoulders and our hands holding each other. The school decided to send the seniors their yearbooks early since a lot of us would be graduating next month. Bey and I won favorite couple. Well deserved if you ask me.
We sat in the back as usual and moved our desks together. "You sure you good? If it's about the letter then you can tell me." She was still waiting on the letter from TSU. Mine came yesterday and I'm waiting for her to get hers so we can open them together.
"Nika, I said I'm fine. If something was really wrong I'd tell you, I promise." She reassured me before kissing my lips and then getting her stuff out. I stopped asking questions for now.
Lauren soon walked in with an immediate mean mug toward Beyoncé. I furrowed my eyebrows before tapping her shoulder. "What's wrong with you?"
She just sighed and shook her head. "Nothing, boo. I'm just tired and her bestfriend been getting on my nerves as of lately." She shrugged. She was lying too. Why are they lying to me? They know I'm nosey as hell. I'll figure out myself anyway.
Class went on as it always did but today we had one of those fire drills. While everyone stood outside the school, different conversations flew around. I was speaking we Jhené and Sean because they didn't lie to me about anything. I sometimes wish they did because they tell me everything!
I saw Lauren and Beyoncé talking to each other with Lauren pointing her finger in Bey's face. She looked like she was going to cry or something, but Lo always looks like that when she's angry. Lauren stomped off somewhere while Beyoncé dragged her hand through her hair and took out her phone. I went over to her and wrapped my arms around her. "Please tell me what's wrong. You're making me nervous because you're clearly nervous about something."
"Rihanna went into hiding again because she's having a mid-life crisis. Lauren is mad at me because Rih is my bestfriend and she hasn't been able to contact her but I did like three days ago. She's been at her grandmother's house in Austin." She wrapped her free hand around my waist. "Okay, but that doesn't explain why you seem so nervous."
"She threatened to stick my dick in a fryer and feed it to me like a corn dog if she's dead or something. No wonder ya'll are bestfriends, ya'll basically the same damn person. Anyway, now I have to call her and see if she's at least breathing before Lauren tries to murder me."
Seems like something Lo would do.
I nodded and continued to wait for them to let us back inside.
𝙱𝚎𝚢𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎́ 𝙶𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚎 𝙺𝚗𝚘𝚠𝚕𝚎𝚜
𝙰𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚕 3𝚛𝚍, 2019
𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕 𝚐𝚢𝚖⛹🏽♀️
Now, I know what ya'll are going to say. 'Why would your dumbass lie to your absolutely amazing girlfriend who would probably understand if you would just tell her what happened???'
Well, I'm not the best with coming to terms with mistakes and always try to fix them before others find out about it. And Imma tell you... that shit backfired.
Earlier when Lauren had come up to me, she not only cussed me out for Robyn disappearing, she also cussed me out because she received a fucking picture of the kiss in her dms from some account named 'CBreezy'. I had to convince her not to tell Nicki because I would handle it.
I groaned loudly into my hands while I sat with Kanye and Sean. "Nigga you cool?" Ye asked.
"No. I'm pretty sure if this continues to spread my ass will be handed to me for dinner. I don't mean that figuratively." I sighed. I spotted Danielle in the corner of my eye and could see she her walking our way. As if today couldn't get any worse.
Kanye and Sean both patted my shoulders before leaving. "Please, don't leave me here..." I begged but they asses still left. "Beyoncé?" I quickly turned my head to mean mug her.
"Here to ruin my life some more Dani? Because trust, you doing a damn good job." I folded my arms and leaned back on the bleachers. "I just wanted to say sorry again. My br– I couldn't help myself." She said quietly. I noticed how she immediately changed what she was originally going.
"Nah, say what you was finna say. I got so much going on right now because of yo thirsty ass. You gon help me fix this." I got up to continue interrogating her. "You're going cause a scene." She sighed.
"Fine. I'll tell you. My brother really likes your girlfriend and is possibly obsessed with her and making you two break up. Somehow he dragged me into it by forcing me to pretend to like you and kiss you. He took a picture of it and sent it to Lauren." She explained in one breath. I chuckled bitterly. They were trying to make me and Nicki break up. Now I'm really gon' beat his ass.
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I couldn't find Christmas tree anywhere so I decided to go get Adore and go home. When I got to the daycare they told me that Onika had picked her up already causing me to to sigh. I went straight home after. When I parked my car I could see my suitcases in front of the door.
I quickly went to the door opening it, seeing Nicki angrily packing more of my things into another bag. "Nic..."
She looked up at me. There were tear stains all over her face. "Nicki I-"
"Shut the fuck up! Don't talk to me. Fuckin' liar!" Her voice cracked as she yelled. She threw the bag down and came over to me. "Onika, I know this looks bad but please-"
"Please what nigga?! Listen to you?! Muh'fucka I believed you! I thought you weren't gonna hurt me! You said it yourself Beyoncé! You told me you fuckin' loved me!" She cried. I was crying myself. I felt the tears stream down my face. I couldn't say anything.
"You lied to me! I trusted you! With every fucking thing! I gave myself to you! Had me thinking you really saw a future for us! I'm such an idiot for failing for that bullshit!" She hit my chest multiple times. I'd give anything right now to just hold her but she didn't want me to touch her.
"Nicki, please, Christopher set this up! He- He made Danielle kiss me! He took the fuckin' picture! I didn't cheat on you, please just listen!" I grabbed her hands, stopping her from hitting me anymore. She snatched her hands back and wiped her eyes. She looked at the ring on her finger, making me fearful of her next move. She slipped it off and placed it in in her palm. "Nika..."
"Take the ring."
"Nika please... I'm sorry-"
"Just take the ring, and your things. Adore is at Mama T's, she'll be there all weekend. I don't want you to call me. I don't want you to text me. I just want space. I can't be around you right now."
My worst nightmare was happening. Onika was breaking up with me.
My world was falling apart slowly as she put the ring in the bag and handed it to me. "I want you to know that I still love you. You showed me happiness again after being in a relationship that didn't make the most sense. Thank you for at least trying to give me a something healthy, but I can't be in a relationship where I'm being lied to. I hope you understand." She expressed. I cupped her face with one hand and kissed her forehead. "I love you so much. I am so sorry."
That night I left with my things, straight to my mom's house. I knew I had to fight for Nicki. I want her back. I love her with everything in me and I can't stand to think that this ugly ass nigga really got away with ruining my relationship.
He'll regret it. Bitch ass.
Damn...
Nicki?
Bey?
Danielle?
Lauren?
Rihanna?
This made me kinda sad ngl. They done broke up bruhhhhhhhh!🥺💔
Thanks for reading 🤍