Camilas pov
I sit down in class with a sigh, today has been long and exhausting, I want it to be over with now.
At least I'm in my lesson with Lauren, she came in and smiles at me and I smile back, she starts the lesson and would look at me ever now and then.
"Hey, camila is it?" I hear, I frown and look to the table behind me as did Dinah, some boy was sat behind me.
"Yeh?" I ask
"Why does ms Jauregui keep looking at you?" He asked, I look at Lauren who could definitely hear this but she was looking down.
"She doesn't" I say
"Yeh she does, are you two fucking or something so you can pass this class?" He said and the group of guys around him laugh and I feel a little bubble of anger come up.
"Are you like neglected at home so you have to try and make people who probably don't even like you laugh to feel some sort of love?" I ask, his face dropped.
"Who the fuck even are you?" He asked, oh I have seemed to hit a nerve
"Hunny, you knew my name, I've never seen you before so ask that question to yourself because you do not have the right to be that cocky when you look like that" I say, his friends oooed.
"Yeh well you're ugly" he said, I frown
"I know I'm not because your buddy's who you just seem so impressed by and want to be just like them, well they have been drooling over me since freshmen year. You on the other hand, talk to me when your balls dropped because you talk like my 3 year old little sister when she's excited" I say and turn around, people were starting some laughing Lauren looks up at me with a smirk and nods.
"Shut up Dan, like you could of done better" the boy mumbled
"Shawn she owned you dude, you gotta be embarrassed, she's the quiet one" his friends laugh and I feel a little proud smile come to my face.
"You really did own him, when did you learn to do that?" Dinah asked, she was usually the one sticking up for me in these situations.
"I don't know...it kind of felt good though" I whisper, Dinah chuckles and nods
"I'm proud of you, you're growing up" she said wrapping me in a hug, I giggle and shook my head.
"His fragile masculinity was just too easy to go after" I say loud enough for Shawn to hear me.
"I'm not fragile!" He yells, I laugh as did Dinah.
"Sure little guy" I say looking at him
"I'm not little! What the fuck!" He yells standing up, oh I've really hit a nerve
"You're just pissed off because you're a woman and you can't do the shit men can!" He yells, I see Lauren's head shoot up.
"I can do a lot of shit that you can't" I say, he frowns
"Like what?" He asked
"Get a girlfriend" I say, his jaw tensed
"I could easily get any girl in this school" he said, I laugh
"Sure go ahead and try" I say, he shook his head
"I don't want too" he said
"Because you know you will fail" I say
"What are you on your period or something you dyke?" He asked, I look at Lauren who was starting to get out of her seat.
"No, I just fucked your mom yesterday" I say, he groans and throws what ever was in his hand next to my head, oh his phone, what a dumbass.
"Aw he throws like a girl" I say, he grabs his bag
"Hey look, he's leaving, he can't even win a fight with a woman who is a dyke" I say, he looks at me
"I'm going to kill you" he said
"No you won't, we both know you're not capable of doing that, that's a mans job" I say, I see his breath get heavier.
"Aw are you going to cry?" I ask, he shook his head
"It's okay, showing some emotion won't make you any less of a man because you were never a man to begin with" I say.
"Camila!" I hear, I look up and see Lauren she shook her head
"That's enough, Shawn you can go have the rest of the lesson off, you do have detention though and so do you Camila" Lauren said, I frown and Shawn leaves.
"What the fuck" I mutter, Dinah looks at me
"You were taking it a little far" Dinah said, I sigh shaking my head
"Whatever" I mumble and stay silent the rest of the class
Soon the bell went and everyone was leaving
"Camila stay behind" Lauren said, I groan and stay
When everyone had left Lauren locked the door and walked over to me
"Listen-" I cut her off
"Why did I get into trouble and why did that boy get the rest of the lesson off? He started it" I say, Lauren nods.
"I know but you were just taking it too far" she said, I go wide eyed
"So, saying that I must be sleeping with the teacher to pass the class, homophobia, sexism and threatening to kill me isn't taking it to far?!" I yell, Lauren looked down.
"It is but-" I cut her off
"But me saying that he's not a man and saying he has fragile masculinity is taking it to far, right" I say, she shook her head.
"No I'm just...he..." she sighed
"He what Lauren? He was getting angry? So he was the victim? What he did was bulling, what I did was stick up for my self. Did I call him a homophobic term? Did I threaten to kill him? Did I throw my phone next to his head?" I ask, she shook her head.
"Why did you only stop it when he got mad? Why not when he started it? Why not when he said something that was taken it too far? Why not when he threw his phone at me? Why not when he threatened to kill me?! But I say he wasn't a fucking man and that was taking it too far?! Are you fucking kidding me!" I yell at her, she just stared at me.
"Now you're going to stay silent?!" I yell, she opens her mouth but nothing came out
"You can't even say sorry? Not even that you did something wrong?" I ask, she sighed.
"I'm sorry" she said quietly, i shook my head
"You were fine when he did all that...but I was taking it too far" I say feeling tears come to my eyes
"You're meant to be my soulmate" I whisper and feel a tear slip
"Not even just a teacher...my fucking soulmate and you protected him and it me, told me I took it too far" I say, she sighed.
"Camila I'm sorry" she said, I shook my head
"Just leave me alone" I say and grab my stuff and leave, I walk home and lock myself in my room for the rest of the day.
"Mija are you okay?" My mom knocks on my door
"Yeh mom, I'm just tried and want to go to bed" I say
"Are you sure?" She asked
"Yeh, long day" I say
"Don't you want something to eat?" Mom asked
"I'm okay mom, really I just want to sleep" I say
"Alright, let me know if you get hungry and I'll cook you something" Mom said
"Thank you" I say
"It's alright, get some rest sweetheart you feel better in the morning" Mom said, I sigh and lay down feeling my phone buzz.
Lauren
I'm really sorry, I fucked up, he was in the wrong please just talk to me
I sigh
Lauren
Please Camz, I'm sorry tell me how to make it up to you and I will
Lauren
Please I'm begging you
Lauren
I don't want this to end, I want to be with you I'm sorry I fucked up
I frown
Camila
It's not going to end I'm just mad and hurt
Lauren
I know and im sorry
I sigh why can't I stay mad at her?
Camila
It's okay
Lauren
No it's not! I messed up he was being stupid and I said it was your fault when it wasn't not even a little bit
Camila
It's okay lauren
Lauren
I told the head and he's suspended if that makes you feel better
I smile softly
Camila
For how long?
Lauren
A week
Camila
Makes me feel a little better
Lauren
Anything else I can do?
Camila
Let me spend the night
Lauren
Today?
Camila
No Saturday
Lauren
Okay
Camila
You can make it up to me then by cooking me dinner
Lauren
I promise I will cook you dinner
Camila
Good now let me sleep and be mad at you
Lauren
Alright, night Camz
Camila
Night Asshole
I smile and put my phone under my pillow
No don't smile Camila you're mad at her, though she is cute, nope you're mad.
I sigh at my brain and fall asleep