"Remus?" Spencer whispered, hoping he was awake.
"Yeah?"
"Was what Harry said true?"
Remus turned around, so did Spencer.
"Why do you avoid speaking about them... about James and Lily?"
"It baffles me that you know so much" he replied.
"I know nothing, Remus. Not really."
He sighed, "...as you know, I'm not one to talk about my past. I thought I wanted to with Harry but-" he shook his head. "It just reminds me of memories I'd rather not look back on."
"Wouldn't you like to remember them?"
"I do remember them."
"Remus" she sighed, placing her legs in between his.
"Spencer you don't understand" he shook his head.
"Then help me- I know you want to have a relationship with Harry, one you were supposed to have in the first place."
Remus looked up at her.
"I just- Harry is a smart kid, granted he's oblivious to so many things but he's smarter than he lets on. He knows you don't want to talk about them so he won't push you, but he yearns for the day you finally will" she adds.
"Nearing their death, they thought I was a spy for him" he said. "I'm sure they died thinking that too" he sat up.
"Remus-"
"You don't know what I've done for the war Spencer and I'd like to keep it that way. It ruined everything for me and I'm not going to let it ruin this" he walked out of their room.
"Remus" she grabbed his wrist. "I don't need to know," she shook her head, "I know you and that's enough, okay?"
She brought him in for a hug, "nothing can ruin this Remus" she whispered. "You know how I feel about saying those things" she added.
Remus held her tight, he did know.
"I'm sure they didn't die thinking that" she rubbed his back.
"We'll never know" he replied.
"I'll ask them if I ever see them" she joked.
Remus chuckled.
"Remus?"
"Mhm?"
"Harry needs to learn about his parents."
"I know" he sighed.
"There was happiness" she said. "Don't forget that" she kissed his cheek.
"There was" he nodded. "I'm sorry I made you get out of bed" he added after a few moments.
Spencer chuckled, "can we go back?"
Remus kissed her head, "stay here" he said before leaving the room.
"Where are you going?"
"Stay there" he said as she tried to follow.
Spencer nodded. She heard him go into the drawing room.
Remus came back, hiding something behind him.
"Valentine's day passed us" he said before showing her a bouquet of roses. "It's not much but-"
"I love them" she smiled, "I would've gotten you something but it completely slipped-"
He shook his head, "don't worry about it."
"You're the best" she kissed his cheek.
Remus smiled in return.
"I'll go put these in water" he held her hands.
Spencer nodded before handing the flowers over.
She went back to bed, staring at the window and held his had once he came.
He kissed her shoulder before holding her tighter.
"Remus?"
"Yeah"
Spencer turned around, facing him. She smiled before kissing him.
He somehow found himself on top of her, "sorry- I'm sorry" he pulled himself back.
"Why?" she said out of breath.
Remus only stared back.
"Do you not want to?" she asked.
"I don't want to pressure you, especially with everything going on now" he looked away.
Spencer chuckled, her hand on his arm.
"Why are you laughing" he looked up at her, a small smile on his lips.
"I was thinking the same thing" she shrugged. "You feel guilty, not only about Addison but about being with me- don't," she laughed as he wanted to cut her off, "I know it's less than in the beginning but it lingers you know- and I get it... Especially with the whole Addison thing I don't want to-"
"Spencer you don't have to worry about me" he shook his head.
"Of course I do," she shook her head, "you're my person Remus" she pet his cheek. "I guess what I'm trying to say is that- I'm trying to put myself in your shoes."
"What are my shoes saying?"
"That you're my professor... who happens to be in a relationship with me, someone whose old professor abused them. Your brain thinks you should hold off on any sexual activity because I saw her not that long ago and I'm sure you've debated giving me space I certainly don't want, plus your body is agrees with me."
"You take a shower every time we get close to having sex. While I don't have your hearing, I can only assume what you're doing in there," she chuckled, "And I get that you might think I'm in a bad emotional state and you might feel like you're taking advantage of me but you're not, I'd very much like to have sex with you Remus" she finished.
Remus continued to look at her features.
"I miss you" she whispered. "But if you don't want to, I understand."
"You're not a regret Spencer" he spoke. "I'll never regret choosing you" he shook his head. "That feeling is greater than any guilt."
Spencer smiled, knowing her blush is now visible.
"I'd very much like to have sex with you too" he kissed her cheek.
"Good because I can feel how hard you are" she whispered in his ear.
Remus took his shirt off as Spencer took her shorts off.
"Don't," Remus placed his hand on hers as she was about to take her underwear off.
Spencer nodded before taking her shirt off.
Remus studied her every movement, taking her in as if it was their first time.
He parted her legs further, pushing himself on top of her but not taking his joggers off.
As he moved against her, her hands went to his back.
She'd never said it before, but she also had a thing for it.
The scars made it ever more beautiful, she wondered if the lack of them on hers was why he loved it so much.
She was taken out of her thoughts as Remus moved down to her chest, she giggled at how much fun he'd have.
He loved that he could mark her there.
"Are you done playing?" she asked as he lifted his head.
He smirked as he moved back, placing kiss on her stomach. He placed the last one on her underwear, just above her entrance.
His hands slowly took off her underwear, sniffing it before throwing it to the side.
"Oh god" she blushed, placing her hands over her face.
Remus kissed the inside of her thigh before licking her slowly.
Spencer's hand played with his hair, pushing his head closer.
He smirked against her before opening her wider, beginning to eat her.
Spencer gasped at his touch, arching her back as he pulled her closer.
"Remus" she moaned. "Right there" she moved her hips.
"Oh God, right there" she gasped as he continued.
He'd placed two fingers in, hoping she'd come quicker than usual.
There was nothing more that Remus wanted than being inside her.
He watched as Spencer's breasts bounced softly, he felt himself throbbing.
She moaned as he pushed his fingers further, placing the hand that was on his hair on her chest.
Remus' free hand grabbed hers, placing it on top of her breast and squeezing it.
"Remus" she whimpered.
His body moved above her, still maneuvering his fingers inside her body.
He placed his forehead on hers, "I feel it" he spoke, feeling her lips touch his.
Spencer's hands moved up to his head, running them through his hair.
He kept his hand on her breast, kissing her as if it was his last day on earth.
She moaned into his mouth until she came, her breath on his skin made it even harder to contain himself.
He took his fingers out of her, admiring how shiny they were.
He sucked on them as he stared at her, cleaning them dry.
He took his bottoms off as Spencer caught her breath.
"Are you real?" she whispered.
"Yes my love" he answered.
Remus placed himself on her, not in yet, his face just above hers.
"I'm real" he said before kissing her. Spencer gasped against his mouth as he pushed himself in her.
"Fuck" he groaned.
Her nails dug into his back as he moved quicker. He got on his knees, grabbing her hips and pulling her in.
She could feel how much he needed her.
As her eyes opened she saw him staring at the ceiling, moaning to her.
Spencer grabbed his arm and moved him to the bed, wanting to be on top.
He grabbed her hips and helped her jump on him. He smacked her ass, causing her to moan louder.
"You're my whole world, you know that right?" he said through his moans.
Spencer stopped pushing herself off of him and kissed him in response. Remus continued to move her as she kissed his neck.
"Mark me" he pleaded in a whisper. "I'm all yours" he added.
Spencer sucked the skin on his neck, feeling Remus' head move back.
"Are you going to cum inside me, Professor?" she whispered in his ear.
Remus flipped her over quickly, she moaned as he pushed himself in harder.
"I'm all yours" she moaned.
Remus placed his forehead against hers, knowing they were about to cum.
"Are you?" he placed his hand on her neck.
"I'm all yours" he felt the vibration.
Spencer continued to moan before she came, Remus followed.
"Happy Valentine's Day" she smiled.
He smiled before placing a small kiss on her lips, still inside her.
"Can I stay?" she asked.
"Stay?" he asked, confused.
She nodded.
After a few seconds Remus understood. He chuckled before getting on his back, moving Spencer with him.
Spencer sat straight, stretching her arms with her eyes closed.
She took a deep breath in before looking at him.
His eyes on her breasts.
"Enjoying yourself Remus?" she smirked.
"Very much," Spencer yelped, "so" he said as he pushed himself inside her a bit more.
Spencer giggled.
Remus lifted his hand, his finger playing with her nipple.
Spencer bit her lip, staring at Remus who was completely taken by her chest.
She moved her hips slowly, feeling his cum drip from her.
He moved his free hand to her other breast, "can't show favoritism now can we?" he looked up at her.
Spencer shook her head, feeling Remus' other hand place itself on her hip.
His thumb drew lines across her skin.
Remus sat up, placing her back on the bed.
"You're beautiful" he kissed her.
"Why'd you move me" she giggled.
"I'm going to clean you" he said against her.
"Who said I was ready for you to clean me?"
"Are you?"
"No," she chuckled, "now move me back" she smiled.
Remus did so, Spencer laid on his chest.
"Are you tired?" she asked.
"A little" he yawned while nodding.
Spencer chuckled, "would you like me to get off?"
"No," he shook his head, "it would be nice to wake up with you inside me" he smacked her ass.
She chuckled, "while highly unlikely for me to stay in this position all night, I'll definitely wake you up by sucking you off."
"As if you'd wake up before me" he chuckled.
"For you," she looked up, "I'd do anything" she kissed him. "Even if it means waking up at an ungodly hour" she laughed.
"Good thing you wake up late, I'd like to eat breakfast tomorrow morning."
Spencer chuckled, "isn't there a word for this?"
"For what?"
"I don't know, for waking someone up by performing a sexual act" she answered.
"Maybe" he shrugged. "If not, let's call it the Venpin method" he proposed.
Spencer chuckled, "Venpin method" she said before kissing him.
Remus' hands made their way to her back, holding her tightly.
They fell asleep and as Spencer had predicted her body did not stay in position.
As Remus woke up, he looked to his side and saw a naked Spencer.
He smirked, "told you so" he whispered before kissing her head.
He moved below her, opening her legs and licking her slowly.
Spencer fussed but didn't wake up.
He opened her legs further, Remus' tongue devouring her.
"Mmm" Spencer moaned, her hand now on his hair.
He put a finger inside her, making her giggle.
"You were right, it is nice to wake up with you inside me" she arched her back as Remus' finger explored her.
"I'm not inside you love" he took his mouth off of her.
"You should be" she moaned.
"Mi hermosa," he placed a kiss on her clit, "hermosa," he kissed her stomach, "Marte," he kissed her lips.
(My beautiful beautiful Mars)
Spencer blushed, she hates the nickname but somehow Remus using it erases the negative connotation.
Spencer gasped as he put himself inside her, "tu deseo es mi orden mi amor" he said.
(Your wish is my command my love)
"Por qué estamos hablando en español?"
(Why are we speaking in Spanish?)
He shrugged, moaning into the air.
Once they finished, Remus put on boxers and made his way to the kitchen.
Spencer sat up, admiring their room.
"We should clean our room Remus" she said.
"The socks are yours darling" he chuckled in response, Spencer laughed.
She didn't know when she started using the word our, but she didn't mind.
She put on a clean set of underwear and a shirt before walking to the kitchen.
It seemed that Remus decided to make pancakes for breakfast.
"You're not going to help" he stated.
Spencer put her hands up in defense while chuckling, she decided to sit on the counter.
She loved how his hair looked after running her hand through it during sex.
Maybe because she kept staring at the marks her nails made on his back she wanted more.
More of him.
She felt herself getting wet and no doubt he knew, but quite frankly she was starving.
Spencer watched as Remus finished up, putting whipped cream on top of the pancakes.
She took her shirt off, Remus' eyes immediately went up, the whipped cream falling beside the plate.
She grabbed the can from his hands and placed some on her chest, looking up once she was done.
Remus walked to her, watching her as she placed more into her mouth.
He didn't take his eyes off of her as he licked the cream off her chest.
Once he finished he ran his finger across his lips, licking them clean.
Spencer didn't know what turned her on more, the fact that his gaze remained on her, the mark on his neck, or the fact that you could clearly see his boner.
"After breakfast I'm going to fuck you in the shower" he whispered in her ear.
"Yes professor" she replied.
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A/N: not even going to lie, this was going to be posted on valentine's day but I had a math project due that day + so many essays I had to start on that week. sorry for the sporadic updates, hope this made up for it :/