RAMBLE

I wonder

I wonder what people do everyday, I wonder what people do that makes them think, "I wonder if anyone would have expected me to be like this" too. I wonder if a person has ever related to me and thought about me without me being there and truly cared about me. I wonder if a person or people have ever thought about me with or without a reason to, I wonder what that reason may have been as well. I wonder if I'm on someone's mind. I wonder if I could ever genuinely and wholeheartedly be loved by someone. I wonder what I will be like in the future, I wonder how I will change and stay the same. I wonder if I did something different in the past, would I have turned about different? I wonder if the color of things are perceived the exact same way as me and I wonder if people are reminded of the exact same feeling I do when they are reminded of an emotion. I wonder if I am thought about, I wonder how I am perceived to different people. I wonder if people have ever done this exact same thing as me. I wonder if people's words are thought a different way than the way I was told or thought of them. I wonder if a person could ever wonder the same exact things as me. I wonder if someone will ever miss me, I wonder if someone will cry for me. I wonder if people like and dislike the same things I like and dislike about myself. I wonder if someone is willing to take a risk for me. I wonder if someone is willing to trust me, I wonder if someone does trust me. I wonder if someone would cry for me, and I wonder why. I wonder if someone would or will hug and hold me. I wonder if someone would listen to me with complete attention and fascination, I wonder if they would listen with the same amount of intrigue and thought that I give into my words. I wonder if someone will say the exact same things that I want them to say. I wonder if someone will do the exact same things that I want them to do.