I think I finally found out what makes me remember! What brings me back to my childhood trauma, It's you and your son!
When you talk to me or just text, all those memories come flushing back, and I can't get past it sometimes.
I just want to get past it, but I can't, with your son throwing tantrums for now getting his way, and you "saying you demand respect" when you haven't even earned it! Makes no sense to me when you don't even respect others in return.
I give up with trying to get to know you when you don't even try to get to know me or what makes me tick!
I give up on being nice when all I get is yelled at for saying something you or your son does not like!
I just want to be my self again and not worry about what I have to say, so I don't make you both blow up at me for no reason.
I need to take care of myself! Furthermore, I need to get sleep, I need to not feel attack by you or by my childhood trauma!
Please go away!
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Never let anyone pull you down!