Chapter 53 (All crazy)
It's been two days. It's been two days since he reunited with Shen Mushen to when he was caught and trapped by Huanzong.
And since Shen Mushen caught her back, she hasn't shown up again. Gu Chaochao was sitting in the yard, looking at the new barrier around him, and he was glad that he could only read the memories created by her world because of the world restrictions. She was going to be completely passive.
In one day, the spirit poison is about to break through the repression of Venerable Chunshan, but she is still locked in the Hehuan Sect alone, and Shen Mushen doesn't seem to have any plans to appear.
Does he want to hurt her alive? Gu Chaochao thought about it carefully, and felt that it was not impossible.
In his current state, what kind of love, what kind of love is not so important, and knowing that she has fooled him for many years, even if she knows from her memory that she is kind, it will inevitably give birth to revenge.
So this time it is really doomed. Gu Chaochao began to seriously think about whether it would be easier to finish the restart task before he died of pain.
Night fell quickly, and when darkness enveloped the earth, pain began to appear in her body. Gu Chaochao held his breath, and sat on the soft couch in the bedroom to meditate, trying to remove some of the spiritual poisons that had broken through the ban.
Shen Mushen appeared at this moment, and seeing that she was still meditating, he sat down on the chair opposite her, and on his left was the burnt black bed.
Gu Chaochao opened his eyes and looked at him unexpectedly. He was stunned for a while and then said embarrassingly: "Mushen."
"Master."
With the passage of time, Gu Chaochao's clamor for the spirit poison became more and more powerful, and every inch of her skin began to hurt. She endured the pain and forced a deep smile to Shen Mu, trying to communicate with him belatedly: "… ...Mushen, when will you let me go?"
"You're leaving." Shen Mushen looked up at her.
Gu Chaochao was shocked when he met his gaze, and then nodded: "Yes, I want to go."
Shen Mu was silent.
Gu Chaochao cleared his throat and continued to persuade: "You are now a ruthless Daoist, and your ascension is just around the corner. I am a little Yuan Ying, and I can't teach you anything. The relationship between our master and apprentice should end."
She said After pausing for a moment, "I know that it was wrong for me to deceive you nine years ago, but I was also helpless. Since you have read my memory, you should also know that you had a demon in your consciousness back then, and I don't want to pretend to be with you. Huanhao, but if you don't, I'm afraid you will be attacked by your inner demon..."
"Pretend to be happy with me." Shen Mushen interrupted her calmly.
Gu Chaochao paused for a moment, vaguely feeling that his words implied hatred, but then he thought about it, now that he should have cut off his love, how could he be easily aroused by her.
...is an illusion. She pursed her lips, and continued: "As of now, you are already a Mahayana practitioner, doesn't that prove that your master and I made the right choice? Please also look at the past master-disciple relationship, Let me go this time."
After she finished speaking, she saw that Shen Mushen was unmoved, she gritted her teeth and walked in front of him, squatted down and supported his knees, looking up at him in a posture of absolute surrender, "Mushen I really can't die."
If she dies, this mission will be over.
Shen Mu looked at her with deep drooping eyes. Seeing her face getting paler and more sweaty on her temples, she raised her hand with some sympathy, stroked her cheek and pinched it. Her jaw, forcing her to look at herself.
At this moment, every inch of Gu Chaochao's body was in pain, and the pain doubled after being touched. Even though Shen Mushen's movements were not heavy, she clenched her dress tightly in pain.
"Master, if you don't want to die, you shouldn't beg me to let you go at this moment, but ask me to cultivate with you."
"Master, you are poisonous, and only I can save you in this world."
"You beg me, say something. It's not that you have no affection for me at all, so I will save you."
His voice was neither happy nor sad, but Gu Chaochao seemed to hear a thunderstorm. Under the extreme shock, even the pain seemed to weaken: "No, how could it be..."
Why would a person who has no emotions and six desires say Such a thing?
As if answering her doubts, Shen Mu said slowly and deliberately: "Master, I love you, I have always used my instincts, not my passions, even if I rise up in the future, my memory will be lost and the world will be forgotten, and my love will never be forgotten. It won't be reduced by half."
"Master, my disciple has been in pain all these years." For
example, Venerable Chunshan loves wine. Even if his practice makes him forget the name and taste of wine, he will still instinctively see the wine when he sees it. feel thirsty. Gu Chaochao was his wine, or something more important than wine.
Gu Chaochao stared at him blankly, and his eyes turned red for a long time: "Impossible, don't lie to me, you are ruthless Daoist, being able to feel sorry for me for one year is the ultimate, how could it be possible to hurt for nine years... Absolutely impossible... If you really love me, why have you been getting less and less over the years?"
"It turns out that the master is conscious." The corners of Shen Mushen's lips raised an inconspicuous arc.
Gu Chaochao took a deep breath with difficulty and fixed his eyes on him.
"I come every month," he said suddenly.
Gu Chaochao was taken aback.
"Every lantern festival on the first day of the lunar month, there is one of my lights. Now nine years have passed, I have hung one hundred and eight lights, and the master has come alive as I wished." Shen Mushen was quiet. Looking at her, like looking at her, and looking at that long and hopeless time through her eyes.
"How..." Gu Chaochao almost lost his strength, the pain in his heart was heavier than his body.
Shen Mushen still looked at her expressionlessly, his eyes were black as far as the eye could see, like a quiet deep sea, and no one knew how many reefs and huge waves there were.
Gu Chaochao opened his mouth, but suddenly there was no sound. At this moment, the pain in her body has become heavier and heavier, and her squatting position has become a kneeling sitting, unconsciously supporting his knee with one hand, trying to grab something to stay awake.
Shen Mu watched her suffering in front of him deeply, and for a long time put a little spiritual power on her forehead.
The pain suddenly eased a lot, and Gu Chaochao heaved a sigh of relief.
"Master, look, until today, I still can't bear your suffering, and my spiritual power can't be suppressed for too long." Shen Mu looked at her calmly, "So, please."
Gu Chaochao looked at him blankly, and apologized with difficulty after a long while: "I'm sorry. …”
Her apology was for the pain he had endured for the past nine years, and it fell into Shen Mu's deep ears, and it became her rejection. The air pressure around him suddenly dropped, and many spiritual tools in the room burst suddenly after being coerced. Only Gu Chaochao was safe and sound, and it seemed that he was not affected.
"You're right, you've done everything a master can do," Shen Mushen gently rubbed her face with his palm, "You just don't love me."
Gu Chaochao heard that his tone was wrong, and when he looked up, he saw him The black fog lingering between her brows made her startled and immediately shouted: "Mushen! Calm down!"
"Master just doesn't love me, it's me who is at fault," Shen Mushen's eyes faintly flashed red. He said, "If I don't think about Shizun that you shouldn't have, you don't have to work hard to cheat your death, you don't have to suffer from spiritual poison, it's all my fault."
"Mushen, you should stabilize your mind immediately and don't think about anything. , we have something to say tomorrow." Gu Chaochao's inner spiritual power that belonged to Shen Mushen subsided, and the pain surged again, she endured the pain that was almost tearing herself apart inch by inch, grabbed Shen Mushen's hand and pleaded.
"Master, you beg me, I can save you." Shen Mushen's eyes were slightly slack, but he still accurately saw her pain.
Gu Chaochao was in pain even breathing. Hearing this, he looked at him weakly for a moment, and finally stood up staggeringly. Relying on him still sitting, he looked down at him condescendingly: "I don't ask you."
Shen Mu's deep eyes flashed. Darkness, the black mist between his brows was getting heavier and heavier, his expression seemed to be swallowing Gu Chaochao into his stomach, but he restrained his fists and did not touch her one bit.
"If you don't ask, you have to save me." Gu Chaochao finished speaking, and fell into his arms as if she was fighting. The moment her body collided, she almost fainted from the pain. to kiss his lips.
She can't die, and Shen Mushen can't be enchanted. She has no other choice than Shuangxiu. Gu Chaochao clenched Shen Mushen's collar, until a bloody smell filled her lips and teeth, and she woke up a little, opened her eyes and looked at Shen Mushen: "The ruthless way... If there is a double cultivation, what will be the consequences?"
If he will die and go crazy after cultivating, should she continue?
The dark fog between Shen Mu's deep brows has faded slightly, and his eyes have regained consciousness. Hearing that, he stared at her for a long time, until the hair on her back couldn't help but run away, and then suddenly a spiritual force directly hit her Tianling cover.
Gu Chaochao was startled, and then he felt that the spirit poison was suppressed again, and the pain in his body eased again.
"Do you think I'm going to kill you?"
His unintelligible voice sounded, Gu Chaochao was stabbed at the center of the matter, and explained with a dry smile: "No..."
Shen Mushen didn't want to listen to her sophistry anymore, and grabbed her collar with one hand The spiritual power shook, and in the next instant, the silk and satin on her body shattered inch by inch, and the undissipated spiritual power flew down in the air, like a butterfly with broken wings.
Gu Chaochao subconsciously tried to cover his body, but Shen Mushen grabbed his wrist and pushed him directly onto the table.
When the body temperature was deeply combined with the body temperature, Shen Mu let out a low sigh, Gu Chaochao glanced at him drowsily, and found that his hair was neat and well-dressed, which was a stark contrast to himself.
This huge difference made her feel a little ashamed, she bit her lip to restrain her voice, and covered her face with her hands. However, in the next moment, he forcibly pulled her hand away, forcing her to look at him.
"Master, who am I?"
Gu Chaochao: "..."
"Who am I?" Shen Mushen stopped, because she didn't want to continue if she didn't answer.
The spirit poison in Gu Chaochao's body was about to move again. She held onto Shen Mushen's drooping belt and answered with difficulty, "Shen Mushen."
Shen Mushen seemed to be dissatisfied with the answer, and Wen Yan just looked at her calmly. .
Gu Chaochao took a deep breath with trembling: "Mushen, my apprentice..."
Shen Mushen was silent.
Gu Chaochao was hanged by him neither high nor low, his mind was muddy, and his body trembled more and more. Finally, she choked up and replied, "My... man." The
storm hit suddenly, almost crushing people with involuntary force, and the table gradually made an overwhelmed sound, as if it was about to fall apart with each blow.
Gu Chaochao also seemed to be about to fall apart, and gradually trembled and curled himself into a ball, but unfortunately, before he could completely absorb Yuan Yang, he was hugged by Shen Mushen on his lap.
His clothes were still intact, only slightly messy by her grasp, and she was red all over, as if she had walked in a frying pan, sitting pitifully and helplessly on his lap. He showed no mercy, and after healing her, he started a new expedition.
From the table to the soft couch, from the soft couch to the courtyard, and finally to the side room that has not been lived in for a long time.
Gu Chaochao's spirit poison had been cleared long ago, but Shen Mushen had no intention of ending it. She couldn't tell the difference between day and night. She only knew that every time she was about to faint, pure spiritual power would pour into her body, and she was forced to wake up again to receive all of Shen Mushen's love.
It was dark, bright and dark, Gu Chaochao's cooperation from the beginning, to the end, he was at the mercy of reluctantly, during which he experienced countless heartaches. Finally, after an unknown number of days and nights, Shen Mushen finally stopped. She almost fell asleep without stopping.
Shen Mu quietly looked at the miserable marks on her body, and the tiredness between her brows. After a long time, she stretched out her hand to cover her forehead, channeling a spiritual power for her.
Gu Chaochao snorted lightly, turned over and hugged him subconsciously.
Shen Mu froze deeply, and after a long time he slowed down and continued to stare at her silently.
In the end, the ruthless Dao mentality had an impact on him. If he changed the past and saw traces of her, he might have a feeling called distressed, but now, he just wants to tear her apart.
The destruction is a little more ruthless, inch by inch, grinding into the belly, watching her cry, watching her indulge.
This is not right, he should treat her like a jewel, even if she bullies him. Shen Mu lowered her eyes, restrained the beast in her heart, and patted her back lightly.
Gu Chaochao slept soundly and soundly. When he woke up again, he only saw that it was bright outside, but he didn't know how long he had slept. And Shen Mushen, sitting on the edge of the bed at this moment, staring at himself quietly.
Gu Chaochao blinked and realized that he was not wearing anything, so he silently pulled the thin quilt up: "How long have I slept?"
"Three days."
Gu Chaochao: "..." The infant cultivator was so tired that he slept for three days, which shows how mad he was before.
She was speechless for a moment, she immediately looked at him when she thought of something, or saw a dark shadow between his eyebrows, she frowned and reminded: "Do you know..."
"Yes." Shen Mushen interrupted her.
Gu Chaochao was stunned for a moment, then suddenly. He is no longer the little Jindan he used to be, and he naturally knows that he has a demon.
"You are not what you used to be now, do you think there is a way to solve your inner demon?" Gu Chaochao asked cautiously.
Shen Mu glanced at her deeply: "I know."
Hearing what he said, Gu Chaochao immediately felt relieved: "That's good."
After that, the master and apprentice fell silent again.
Nine years is too long. As long as Gu Chaochao calms down and faces Shen Mushen, he will feel an inexplicable embarrassment and guilt. She really didn't like this kind of atmosphere, and after clearing her throat, she said, "I'm hungry, go buy some food."
She needs a little time of her own to think about what to do next. Thinking like this, she waited for Shen Mushen to leave.
However, Shen Mushen just looked at her calmly, without any intention of leaving.
Gu Chaochao waited for a long time, and the more he waited, the more embarrassed he became: "That... I can buy it myself." She almost forgot that she was a Mahayana practitioner now, so how could she listen to her orders.
Gu Chaochao laughed dryly and was about to get up, but before his feet touched the ground, he was pushed back to the bed by an invisible force.
Gu Chaochao: "?"
"After you took me away like this last time, you took the suspended animation pill." He said lightly.
Gu Chaochao was stunned for a moment, then quickly said, "I didn't..."
"You're not leaving?" Shen Mushen interrupted her.
Gu Chaochao instantly shut up.
She really didn't think about whether to leave or not, because the current situation... it's a little bit difficult for her.
After a long while, she asked in a low voice, "Mushen, tell me the truth, you and I cultivate, will it affect your Taoism?"
"Yes." Shen Mushen looked at her quietly.
Gu Chaochao took a deep breath: "Could it damage your cultivation?"
"Yes." Shen Mushen still only had one word.
The veins on Gu Chaochao's forehead jumped: "Will it delay your ascension?"
"If it's always like this, yes." Shen Mu looked at her deeply.
Hearing this, Gu Chaochao sighed heavily: "You said so, how can I stay by your side with peace of mind."
Shen Mu was silent.
"Mushen," Gu Chaochao took his hand and looked at him seriously, to be precise, at the black mist between his eyebrows, "I don't know what my heart is for you, but I know that you are me here. The most important person in the world, I can't accept myself as a stumbling block for you, so I beg you as a master, let go of me, let me go, okay?"
Shen Mu looked at her deeply, and pulled his hand away for a long time. Come out: "Is it so important to Master if I fly or not?"
"It's very important," Gu Chaochao said immediately, realizing that he was answering too quickly after speaking, and after a while to make up for himself, "You lived in the mortal world for a few years when you were young, and you should also know how ordinary people's homes and parents want their children to become dragons. , I am no different from them, except that they are looking forward to their children's high school, and I am looking forward to your soaring."
"Parents..." A faint mockery flashed in Shen Mu's deep eyes.
Gu Chaochao quickly coaxed: "I'm just making an analogy, I'm not really treating you as a child."
Shen Mu was silent.
"Mushen, this is my lifelong wish." Gu Chaochao called him again, his voice soft and helpless.
Shen Mu's throat moved slightly: "Even if it's not what I want?"
"...Even if it's not what you want." Gu Chaochao doesn't know how painful it is to be forced to do things she doesn't want to do, but now she has no choice. Shen Mushen had no choice.
Shen Mu stared at her for a long time, and finally agreed coldly: "Then I will do what you want." After
that, he turned around and walked out. Gu Chaochao was afraid that his demons would come back, so he hurriedly chased out, but just after he reached the door, It was blocked by an invisible restriction.
Shen Mu turned back with a deep sense of awareness: "You don't have to struggle, you can't escape."
"...You won't let me go?" Gu Chaochao looked at him eagerly.
Shen Mu looked at her silently and gave her the answer in silence.
Gu Chaochao became anxious: "If I don't leave, how can you be firm?! How to get rid of the demons!"
"I have my own way." Shen Mushen left only one sentence and left.
Gu Chaochao was anxious and waited at the door until it was dark. He didn't see him coming back for a long time, and finally gave up completely.
For five days in a row, Shen Mushen did not appear again, until the early morning of the sixth day, he appeared in the Hehuan Sect with a unique moisture in the early morning. The fog didn't lighten, and frowned immediately: "Didn't you say you have your own way? Why hasn't the inner demon been eliminated?"
Shen Mushen didn't say a word, just took one Qiankun bag from his body, and didn't stop until he took down the ninth one.
Gu Chaochao opened his eyes wide, and asked inexplicably, "What are you doing with so many Qiankun bags?"
Shen Mu was silent, and began to impose restrictions one after another over the Acacia sect. Gu Chaochao felt uneasy and kept asking him, but he ignored her and kept restraining her.
Gu Chaochao could only sit at the door and wait, but after waiting for a long time, he fell asleep.
When he woke up again, two hours later, Shen Mushen was still putting restrictions on the sky.
"Isn't it okay?" Gu Chaochao asked weakly.
Shen Mu paused for a while, and finally stopped.
Gu Chaochao cheered up: "Why don't you tell me? What exactly do you want to do?"
Shen Mu looked at her deeply, waved away the barrier that was blocking her, and Gu Chaochao immediately stood up straight.
"I want to be as Master wished," Shen Mu looked at her deeply, and explained without hesitation, "It is also as I wished."
Gu Chaochao's heart gradually became uneasy.
"I'll get rid of the demons now." Shen Mushen said, his whole body's spiritual energy skyrocketed, his clothes moved without wind, and the coercion forced the whole mountain to tremble.
Gu Chaochao noticed something was wrong and suddenly opened his eyes wide: "Mushen! What are you going to do?!"
"The way of ruthlessness lies in ruthlessness, my inner demons arise because of you, if I don't kill you to prove the Way, there is only one way to completely Get rid of it." Shen Mushen said, the bottom of his eyes was already a little scarlet.
Gu Chaochao realized what he was going to do, and after being stunned, he immediately rushed out to stop her, but unfortunately, her strength was far from his, and she couldn't get close to him at all.
"Mushen, don't be impulsive, this is your hard work for many years..." Gu Chaochao was exhausted, his eyes were red.
Shen Mu looked at her expressionlessly, and said lightly for a long time: "Master, I can't kill you, and I can't let you go."
Before he finished speaking, the mountains shook, the sky and the earth changed color, and a strong spirit The force rushed into the sky, but was completely absorbed by the ban. Shen Mu was in the depths of the vortex, and as the spiritual power flowed rapidly, no matter whether it was memories or emotions, it was washed over and over again in his mind. The strong emotions made him have a splitting headache, and he spit out a mouthful of blood.
A quarter of an hour later, a thunderstorm exploded, and a deep pit appeared in the place where Shen Mushen was. Gu Chaochao rushed over with red eyes and held him up.
"Where's Nei, Neidan?" she asked tremblingly.
Shen Mu's face was pale, and he smiled when he heard the words: "No... If Master still wants me to soar, why don't you teach me the acacia technique and start from scratch."
"These nine bags of heaven and earth are food, vegetables, chicken, duck, fish, and meat. It’s enough for us to eat for a hundred years, but it’s only enough for a hundred years.”
“I added a thousand restrictions to the Hehuan sect today, which cannot be broken by non-Mahayana practitioners.”
“Master, if you don’t want to be trapped here in a hundred years, doing nothing and doing nothing all day. On the next day, help me to break through the Mahayana again, or break through the Mahayana myself."
Shen Mushen said, a little blood oozes from the gap between his lips, making his face inexplicably coquettish. Looking at Gu Chaochao, who was still shocked and stunned, the smile on his lips deepened: "To the end of the acacia art practice, what I cultivate is just a sincere heart. If Master wants to leave here, it is best to have affection for me."
After speaking, he shook his body, Gu Chaochao hurriedly supported him, he fell on top of her, and pressed his forehead against her shoulder.
"Isn't the master looking forward to becoming a dragon? Then love me." His voice was so weak that he trembled, but he still couldn't hide the evil.
Gu Chaochao: "You are really... crazy."