I've been ill. Everything I consume makes it way out. Recently, it's been a problem to find meals I won't vomit on. I made an appointment with a gynecologist. I drove myself to the doctor's office. My appointment was scheduled for 11:00 am. I was informed I was pregnant by the stupid doctor.
How am I able to conceive? I am not pregnant. Ethan and I haven't had sex in a long time. I haven't had sexual relations with any of the directors of my recent films since they are aware of my impending marriage to Bucky. However, I had nothing since he engaged with his future wife.
My uncle cannot find the vehicle. He said that Bucky was driving the vehicle the last time he saw it. At the moment, I have nothing. They took both Ethan and Bucky from me. I'm now pregnant with the child of my mother's soon to be husband.
Why am I being pursued by misfortune?
I couldn't take a breath as I clenched my teeth, holding the pregnancy report. I was slamming the steering wheel. Fuck!
Will I have another opportunity to have my kid if I get an abortion? I'm already 35 years old. The change are quite slim. Wow, Bucky even has a younger wife who can bear him five children. Although I am now only capable of bearing one or two because of my impending menopause. My most recent moniker is misfortune. No, I cannot abort. I'll just state that the kid is for Bucky.
Beep!
Massaged sent through text:
Where are you, Sandra? Bucky's wedding will take place at the Barnes family home.
My life had been destroyed!
My life has been destroyed.
Instantaneously, a headache burst inside me.
Why is it necessary for him to be happy while I suffer? We shall all have to suffer in unison. At the very least, for the next nine months, I'll make a point of staying at his residence. If I am late, I will force his wife to leave.
Sandra grabbed her phone and summoned the reporters to accompany her to the Barnes family residence.
Arriving at the location, I called out his name, "Mr Bucky Barnes, you abandoned me when I was pregnant and now you're here for a secret wedding. How brazen can you be?"
I have to credit my acting abilities for this idiot's silence, which can only show he has forgotten what occurred that night. At the time, I was one step ahead of him. Everything was believable because of my acting abilities. Regrettably, because of my tardiness, they will not get a honeymoon. Bucky was hurling daggers at me. As if I care. What counts is that I would temporarily live with him. He and his wife will never know tranquillity.
I glanced at my wife, and she returned my gaze. I shook my head, showing that it was a fabrication.
"It's a lie. I am not convinced." As my wife put it."
"How well do you believe you know Bucky, huh?"
Sandra shouted. She hurled a piece of paper in the direction of my wife. Her remark still took aback me. She had left me dumbfounded. My wife was inspecting the findings. She cocked her head and fixed her gaze on me. I saw wrath in her eyes, but she passed out before she could say anything. It reminded me that she was also carrying another Barnes. Our family physician was unavailable, he was on leave. I ran after her, hoping to grab her before she collapsed. Ethan glanced at me. My head trembled. My granny did not comment. I could see how repulsed she was. I ran outside to locate a vehicle, but Ethan intervened.
"Man, you are incapable of driving. Allow me to drive." He was correct, my mind was a mess. I walked into the hospital with my wife and waited outside after she was admitted. However, after five minutes, the doctor emerged and said that it was only stress.
"Doctor, please check to see whether the baby is all right."
"Mr Barnes, your wife and the baby are fine. She is just anxious. Do not be too concerned." That is what the doctor said and then walked away.
"Bucky, what is going on?" Ethan inquired, stunned. "Your wife is inside, and Sandra claims to be pregnant with your child. Are you willing to explain?"
"I neglected to inform you of what Sandra did on the day we went to the karaoke club with the staff members. She tainted my drink. I remember her following me up and down that day. I did not know she was trying to see whether the drug was having any impact on me. When I realized she had drugged me, I attempted to inform you that day, but it forced me to flee for my safety. You were dancing and were oblivious to my presence. As I stepped outdoors, I could not move. I dialed Gabby's number and informed her that Sandra had drugged me. That night, the only thing I remember is Sandra caressing my crotch. I have no recollection of shit from there."
"What? Is this women mentally ill? Why are you unable to recall anything?" Where did you spend the night?"
"My wife was quick to respond. I slept in my bed."
"Do you believe you had an affair with her?"
"I'm not sure, I'll have to recollect everything."
Is Gabriella going to forgive me if I ever had sexual relations with Sandra? Is it even possible for me to look at my wife? What have I accomplished?
I've always thought that my wife reached me before Sandra did. That cannot possibly be incorrect. I was pacing outside the hospital's entrance, uncertain if my wife would seek divorce. We just married, and the biggest mistake of my life now seeks to deprive me of this. I'm in disbelief that I'm sobbing.
I've never shed a tear in my life. I sobbed for the first time only a few hours ago, tears of joy because I was marrying the love of my life, my angle. I am now shedding fearful tears. What happens if she abandoned me?
"Do you believe my wife would leave me because of this? What is she miscarries because of all of this? I cannot lose two souls concurrently."
"Calm down, man, this is not your fault. Gabriella is aware of this. What remains to be seen is whether she will forget about it. Sandra did not sleep with you that night, in my opinion, the timing does not match up."
"Ethan, I love my wife, man. I'm going to die if she abandons me. There would be no reason to exist."
"Listen to me and refrain from speaking in such a manner. Gabriella is unlikely to abandon you. This girl loves you."
"Did you see how her friends were staring at me? They despise me from this. I ruined her future a few years ago, and here I am again, inflicting her agony." Her hospital room door burst open.
"Your wife is seeking for you, Mr Barnes." Ethan stroked the back of my shoulder.
"Enter and speak with her." When I stepped in, I was a mess with red eyes, and I'm not sure I can handle it if she says she'll divorce me. I would die on the inside and outside if such words came out of her lips. She is the center of my existence. I'm unable to look her in the eyes. I feel embarrassed. I sat alongside her, my head looking downward. I could not look at her. I'm aware she's sobbing, but I'm unable to console her. My life is a complete wreck.
"Bucky, why?" She stated.
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