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mika
sunhi
mika
sunhi sunhi sunhi
mika
SUNHI
mika
WHY ARE U ON DO NOT
DISTURBBB
mika
you must be busy i'll let u be 😊
mika
tell sunhi to answer im literally
in the hospital
jaemin
shes napping i'll tell her later 😽
mika
ARE YOU KIDDING ME
jaemin
did u forget we have life360
mika
fine
mika
let her enjoy her nap 👿
jaemin
i will
mika
you with byeol rn?
meili
nope just yimiao
meili
helloooo????
mika
byeol firstly HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY
byeol
its tomorrow
mika
ik but i still wanna say it
mika
i neeed to talk
mika
pleaseeee
byeol
yes we can
byeol
in four hours
mika
HUH
byeol
im on the planeee
mika
UGH
mika
FUCK
mika
okay enjoyyy love u
byeol
wooo love you too
mika
so you didnt show up to the party
mj
lmao
mika
but its okay
mika
i forgive you
mika
if
mika
i can burden you with
my problems
mj
you know i'd usually say no
mj
but you're obviously going
insane
mika
are you fr?
mj
actually
mj
i dont feel like talking
mj
but i'll take ur shift whenever
you want
mj
to make up for the party
mika
DAMN
mika
hey
renjun
what
mika
im choosing u
renjun
????
mika
sup
renjun
hi?
renjun
whats this about 🤨
mika
well
mika
are you on a plane
mika
or with a friend
mika
or sleeping or just rude
renjun
i am rude sometimes but
renjun
not right now..?
renjun
this is so cryptic
mika
i need to talk to someone
mika
or im gonna lose my mind
renjun
oh well then talk to me
mika
really?
renjun
yes 🙄
mika
okay this is good
mika
so you know about yangyang right
renjun
you having a crush on him yall make
out he ignores you then moved
to italy when he chases after the girl
hes in love with? yeah
mika
last night
mika
oooo last night man
mika
i wanted to fuck jaehyun initially bc
jeno but then i tried kissing him and
i COULDNT. i dont know why but like i
couldnt bring myself to do it. AND THEN?
mika
THEN
mika
YANGYANG WALKS IN. i thought i
forgot about him rlly like why isnt his ass
in italy WHAT
renjun
wait wait
renjun
you like jeno?
mika
no i dont like anyone
mika
i honestly think i have no feelings
idk why like yes maybe i thought i
liked yangyang but i dont know okay
actually i did like yangyang and its
unfair cause i still do but he fucked
me over !!!!
mika
and i talked to mark about it and
we didn't close the door and jeno
heard everything (MENTIONING
THE PART I WAS ATTRACTED TO HIM)
and fuck then we went outside and
talked and welp him and rena broke up
BUT THEN HE KISSED ME. FUCK. AND
THEN YANGYANG SAW AND IK YANG
DOESNT LIKE ME BUT STILL AM I EVIL
TO SOMEWHAT HOPE HE FELT A BIT
JEALOUS???
mika
and im not that worried about the
jeno part because i dont like him and
he doesnt like me he just was sad
about rena and whatever but UGHHH.
mika
and i tried to talk to mark about it
last night during our sleepover but he
fell ASLEEP while i told him the story!!!
mika
i feel like im just being so overdramatic
about this thing but i genuinely dont
know how any of this works and i dont
know where i stand with people and i
cant talk to mark about this more bc
obviously he was sad last night about his
recent events in his life and i didnt wanna
bother him with something so minuscule
yanno this isnt something he should even
worry about so i am just gonna leave him
out of it unless he asks
renjun
DAMN you and jeno kissed?
mika
YES BUT ITS NOT A BIG DEAL
mika
im glad thats all we did
mika
just a small kiss
renjun
if yangyang feels some type of way
about it thats his problem, you shouldnt
worry about it. just ignore him
renjun
and yeah marks life isnt so great right
now but at least he's trying to make an
effort and keep everyone happy so just
keep talking to him even if its about this,
im sure he loves being distracted
renjun
in fact he probably only fell asleep
because he was listening to your voice
instead of his own thoughts keeping
him awake like they usually do
mika
oh
mika
didnt think of it that way 😥
renjun
you should probably talk to jeno
renjun
knowing him, hes gonna overthink it
renjun
probably already started writing
an apology letter
mika
WHY APOLOGY LETTER
renjun
its just something he does
mika
okay well thats it thats all
my lil speaking thing
mika
do you wanna talk about something
renjun
not really
mika
no problems..??
renjun
none im freaking out about
mika
hmmmm
mika
okay then 😁
doyeon
i know you never wanted to hear
from me again and everyones advising
me to not talk to you but i just had to
reach out
doyeon
ive been debating for a long time
if i should even reach out to you at all,
if it is even worth it. if i would just make
you angry, or sad, or upset in any way
because thats not what i want at all
doyeon
but i realized i need to do it anyways.
and its selfish but i need to let go of
who i was and what i did to start my
future healing process
doyeon
i dont need a response from you.
you dont even need to keep reading,
but i have to say it
doyeon
for the longest time i was so deep
into a hole that i couldn't see that i
was hurting you on every turn. i destroyed
the relationships that you had because i
was so terrified that i could not go on
without losing you. i thought that i was
doing what was best for you in every
situation, but in reality i was doing what
was best for me. whole time i was just
ignoring the things i didn't want to see
doyeon
i made up this fantasy that you were
more to me then what you were really
and i ended up hurting the only
relationship i care about
doyeon
you are the one part of my life i
could never let go and i was broken.
im still in a state mentally that i should
have never forced you to be a part of.
i shouldve kept it to myself but i didn't
think anything was wrong with me,
it took you looking at me in that awful
way to make me see
doyeon
im so sorry for everything i did to
hurt you, all the lies all the fake calls
of desperation. i thought it was love,
but i was wrong. i was obsessed with
you in a very unhealthy way, right
from the start, and i get it now
doyeon
im sorry about everything and i hope
one day things will get better for us
mark
you ruined everything good
mark
i dont deserve this
mark
you have no idea how i feel or how
i'll ever feel because i didnt fuck you
over and lie to you about everything
mark
stop hoping for anything because
i will never forgive you. i never want to
see your face or hear your voice or even
think of you
mark
why couldnt you have just been
normal and be my friend instead of
ruining everything in my life
mark
i wish i never met you. i wish they
never adopted you i wish i never tried
to make you feel better that first day i
saw you crying i wish so many fucking
things
doyeon
dont say that
mark
i mean it
mark
if we had never met, i would be so
much better. i wouldve gone to a
further college maybe actually be
somewheres in life. my life would be
great rn. but you hurt me in ways that
i feel will never leave me alone and i
don't know how i'll ever forgive
you for this
mark
i dont want to hate you so i just want
your existence from my memories gone
mark
you don't like the idea that people
could be happy and content without
you so im gonna show you exactly how
much better my life will be without you
ever being in it
mark
just fucking leave me alone