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"San? Sannie? Wake up. Why are you sleeping here and.. at this time?"
San opened his eyes and blink for sometime to blink the sleep away.
He looks up and his eyes soften.
"M-minjae?" He whispered as the one in front of him giggles.
Yes, it was minjae .. but wait no-
San eyes frown.
"You look just like I remember
."
Yes, it wasn't minjae cause if she were alive, she would be older by now and be a beautiful, mature woman but no- the one standing in front of him was the same young still beautiful minjae, he last saw.
He remembered.
"Of course, I would be the same! As I am just a illusion made up by your mind."
Hearing that, San looks down and sigh.
"Am I this much lonely now?"
Minjae, made up by San's mind sits besides him on ground.
They were on the Clif where the graves of everyone San loved are residing but for now, it was just them without any gravestone.
"Sannie. You should move on you know?"
"It's not easy, minie. I had lost everyone. Everyone I loved." He turns and cups minjae face with one hand.
"Especially, you."
Minjae, made up by San's mind shakes her head.
"Everyone do mistakes sannie and we are no exception of it. Look around you, your people loved you. They know your the best leader for them. You are the choosen one for a reason. There's must be something in you, why you are choosen as the leader of our kind. Just..mhm.. try to be optimistic and see the world from others' point of veiws also. Remember, we all have some kind of imaginary balancer, and it's always heavy from our side. So, try to look at other's balancer from their point of veiws and you will find yourself very light from there."
San looks at minjae with a logging and missed sight.
The imaginary minjae looks at him and also him her pretty bright smile.
"God,... I so missed you..."
Minjae smiled as San placed his head on her comfortable shoulder.
He closed his tired eyes, feeling his chest tighten with the familar yet unfamiliar warmth. Unfamiliar as he know that minjae isn't there, and it's all his imagination. Oh, how San is happy even after knowing that this is only a part of imagination, yet. He felt after years a feeling of familiarity. Someone, who truly understands him.
And after years, finally a year roll down his face from his right closed eyes and a small sincere smile on his face.
"Thank you." He whispered lightly, head still on minjae's shoulder who smile only.
He felt minjae lips near to his left ear as his right side was resting on minjae's left shoulder.
The last thing he remembered was minjae's soft whispered words in her sweet honey coated voice.
"Come on, now. Wake up. You have alot of work to do. Wake up and find the culprit of your nightmares. Remember,........
I love you and will always be here in your heart. So, just close your eyes and think about me."
And a pair of soft lips on his temple.
With that, San eyes opened wide as he sit with a gasp.
The papers beneath him rustle making him come back to reality.
San looks around to find he's in his office.
He fell asleep while working.
San sigh and rub a hand over his face before turning to look at the time.
"2-03." He mumbled and sigh.
It was all a dream. A smile cross San's face as he thought about his dream.
Suddenly, feeling overwhelmed with everything.
He stand and grabs his coat hanging on the handger, wearing it and making his way out of his office, in the empty halls of his office building. It was mid night and everyone were at their house, either resting, clubbing or sleeping but here San was, walking inside a high class club.
The owner and workers there were astonished to found the alpha there at this time of night.
The owner showed him to his VIP room and ask what he wanted or if he wants some company but San just shakes his head.
He was having some important guests.
And furthermore, he wanted to be alone also.
"Do you want us to call someone for you?" The owner asked San politely who was sipping on the strongest shot.
San shakes his head as he refilled his glass before drowning it also.
"No. You can leave." The owner bowed a little and with the worker he left, closing the door behind.
Leaving San alone with his expecting guests who comes out of shadows and bow down on their knees in front of San who was busy drowning his alcohol
.
San leans forward placing his cup on the table filled with many alcohol, half filled and half drinken bottles.
"Your highness, how may we be of help?" One of the cloaked figure ask among the two.
"Find the culprit...." San looks at them still on ground kneeled and head down showing their obedience.
They both bowed and leave, leaving San finally alone.
Drowning in his alcohol for hours and hours until he totally forgot his sorrows.
But, this was San we are talking about. The leader of alphas. Even how much he drink, he still can't forget anything completely. His immune system was much much more stronger than others.
He could hold 100 times more alcohol then a normal alpha.
This comes with both blessings and as a curse.
After what felt like hours, San with a bottle in his hand, leave the club, not caring of his car but instead walking on the empty roads of his region.
He walks aimlessly. Let his feet take him to the path they are already aware of while drinking some more alcohol directly from bottle.
Soon, his feet came to a stop as a sob left his throat looking down at the gravestone in front of his eyes.
More gravestone had added to the place that include, Sam, his mother, mrs.park and.. tarisha graves.
But, San was standing in front of the most familar and old gravestone.
His legs gave up and he falls on ground. The bottle smaching beneath his hands, making blood seep from his left hand that was directly above the broken glass but San didn't care anymore.
His heart couldn't take it anymore.
His eyes never leaving the grave stone of minjae he was in front of.
"You.... You left me...." San whispered.
"YOU ALL LEFT ME!!" he yelled as he grab his hairs and pulled on them, while screaming.
"I HATE YOU ALL!!! YOU ALL LEAVE ME HERE ALL ALONE!! I HATE YOU!I HATE YOU!" while screaming he started tearing some grass and throwing it on the grave of minjae.
He was purely, broken.
He is the criminal of everyone, especially that omega... Wooyoung.
Of how much, San is going insane due to the guilt!
He kept screaming, hitting himself until he eventually passed out but before he passed out, he was pulled in a warm familiar yet unfamiliar warmth from back in a backhug.
And everything turned black for him.
He's truly paying for his actions....
And is paying in worst.
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Daily Quiz:
Who are these two cloak people are now?
Who is the one who backhug San?
Is it seonghwa, wooyoung, or someone else?
Or is it a new character?
A new interest of San?
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