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4 years have passed and Yun nga bumalik na kami dito sa own house namin and maganda naman yung naging pagsasama namin as a married couple pero pareho kaming tutok sa trabaho and walang time sa isa't isa pero I'm trying my best to accompany him as long as I can and naaappreciate nya naman yon...
I think?
"Love I need to go take care I love you" He kiss my forehead before he go out
"You too love I love you more" Sagot ko
Ganito lang lagi set up namin aalis sya then Ako naman puro research kasi sunod sunod na yung mga projects na binibigay sakin kaya gahol na gahol na ako,kahit minsan hindi na ako nakakakain tuloy padin yung trabaho ko hindi ko na din minsan nachecheck si Sandro kasi kapag uwi nya lagi syang pagod so hinahayaan ko nalang syang magpahinga
I'm busy typing my script then mama's calling
"Hi mom,dad" Bati ko
"Hayiee!! We miss you both!" Masayang bati ni mama
"We miss you too po" sagot ko naman
"You look so tired iha baka naman hindi na kayo nagpapahinga" Dad commented
"Need lang po tapusin toh" I smiled
"Kelan ba kayo babalik dito sa resthouse?" Malungkot na tanong ni mama
"Kapag may free time mom" Sagot ko
"Aww it's already summer let's swim kaya?!" Aya ni mama
"Mama march 5 palang excited ka" Biro ko
"Ano bang balak nyo sa wedding anniversary x birthday ni Sandro?" Tanong ni dad
"Uhm magtrabaho??" Kibit balikat kong sagot
"Hayss anak learn to rest naman nag aalala na kami sa inyo" Usal ni mama
"Don't worry mom were fine here naman po" Nakangiti kong sagot
"Kami nalang pupunta Jan" Biro nya
"Mom were fine nga po don't worry na kase" Natatawang sagot ko
"Have you eaten Iha?" Tanong ni dad
"Not yet dad I will finish this pa eh" Saad ko "Bye na po Muna I will finish this lang then I will cook dinner for Sandro pa" Paalam ko
"Bye anak take care we love you both!" They're waving
"Bye mom dad I love you both!" Paalam ko then I end the vcall
Tinuloy ko lang yung ginagawa ko and di ko namalayan it's quite dark na pala it means otw na si Sandro pauwi kaya niligpit ko na yung laptop and files ko para maka Umpisa na mag luto.Its already 7;38 pero Wala pa kaming sinaing kaya nagsaing Muna ako then I cook mechado para sa dinner after non naligo na ako,buhay pa naman ako kahit ilang Araw walang tulog don't worry
"Hi love" Naglalambing nyang yakap
"How was your work?" I ask while he's resting above me
"I'm so tired" Dinukdok nya naman yung ulo nya sa leeg ko
"Magpalit kana then let's eat" Pinatayo ko naman sya
"You're sick love why did you take a bath?!" Nag aalala nyang tanong
"Wala na magaling na ako hm?Bihis na dali!" Pagsisinungaling ko
Nagbihis na sya then Ako naman nagready nang kakainin namin opkors
"What did you cook mahal?" Tanong nya
"I cook.....tententenenen Mechado!!!" Kahit pagod ako I want to make him smile
"Ohh smells like adobo!" Kumento nya
"Gaga!Kain na Dali!" Biro ko
"Let's pray first love" Paalala nya
"You lead our prayer" Sambit ko
He lead our prayer then we start eating na
"Love tumawag pala sila mama kanina nangangamusta" Kwento ko
"Hmm I'm sure she ask kung kelan tayo bibisita" Natatawang sagot nya
"As usual they ask that nga" Saad ko
"You want to stay there ba on our wedding anniv?" Tanong nya
"Parang hindi kaya nang sched natin magguest speaker ka diba tapos Ako I have report den" Sagot ko
"We don't have enough time for each other" Bulong nya
"Eh anong magagawa natin?" Walang emosyon kong tanon kong tanong
"Just stay here nalang kase I'm working for us na nga" Seryosong sambit nya
"Ayoko ngang maging palamunin mo Sandro" Sagot ko
"Why can't you leave your work ba?!" Bigla namang tumaas yung boses nya "Because of jasper?Hm?!" Bigla naman nyang asik
"Pag aawayan nanaman ba natin toh Sandro?" Seryosong tanong ko
"You always get sick because of that report!" Asik nya
"Ginusto ko bang magkasakit?!" Sarcastic kong tanong "Concern kaba or nagseselos?!"
"I didn't say that Hannah!All I want is the best for you! And why I would be jelous?!" Sambit nya
"Maayos naman ako sa trabaho ko ah?" Sagot ko
"Why can't you understand me!" Sigaw nya then he stood up
"Ikaw Ang hindi makaintindi!Lagi nalang nating pinag aawayan yung trabaho ko!Ano bang Mali sa trabaho ko ah?!" Galit kong tanong "Lagi mong pinagseselosan si Jasper!Why can't you understand na he's my friend!" Dagdag ko
"There's nothing wrong with your work I just want you to rest!" Paliwanag nya "Akala mo hindi ko alam na you didn't eat lunch?Na you didn't sleep?!" Sigaw nya then lumakad sya papunta sa living room
"Ginagawa ko naman toh para sa future natin ah?!Buti sana kung para sa sarili ko lang!" Asik ko
"I have job love! It's my responsibility to take care of you!To work for a living!" Sigaw nya
"Gusto ko lang namang tumulong Sandro bakit ba lagi mokong pinipigilan sa mga bagay na gusto ko?!" Umiiyak kong tanong
"Hindi kita pinipigilan Hannah WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND!" Nanggigigil nyang sigaw
"You don't want to understand me!" Sigaw ko
"All I want is the best for you love, I want you to have a Fairy tale life!" Saad nya
"Eh Ayoko nga non!I want to help you!" Asik ko
"Do you really love me?" Umiiyak nyang tanong
"What kind of question is that Sandro?!" Gulat kong tanong
"Just answer it!" Sigaw nya
"Ofcourse I love you!" Sagot ko
"Then choose me or your dream?" Seryosong tanong nya
"Sandro naman" Umiiyak kong usal
"Just choose!" Sigaw nya
"Alam mo naman kung gano ko katagal at pinaghirapan tong trabaho ko diba?This is my dream!" Paliwanag ko pero hindi sya sumasagot "Love naman ayokong mamili!" Umiiyak akong yumakap sa kanya
"You need to choose between me or your job, We're always fighting because of your work " Sambit nya then inalis nya ako sa pagkakayakap
"Mahal mo naman ako diba? Bakit pilit mo akong pinapapili kung yung buhay ko ba o yung pangarap ko" Umiiyak kong tanong
"If you love me, you will choose me love" Umiiyak din sya
"Mahal ko yung trabaho ko Sandro" Nangangatog kong sagot
"S-so y-your choosing that fvcking dream than me?!" Sigaw nya
"I'm sorry" Humahagulgol kong sagot
"I-I thought--" Hindi nya mapigilan yung emotion nya
"I love you b-but you know how I sacrificed everything for my dream" Dagdag ko while hugging him
"D-dont hug me" Umiiyak nyang away "You have already chosen your path and that's not getting old with me" Dagdag pa nya
"Sandro" Umiiyak kong usal
"T-thank you for all the things you've done into my life, always remember na mahal na mahal kita at Ikaw lang ang mamahalin ko" Sambit nya while looking at my eyes "This is the time to say goodbye my moon go find your another star!" Nakangiti nyang usal
"Love no!" Humahagulgol kong sambit
"Good bye and always take care" He kissed my forehead then he run outside
"SANDRO!!!" Sigaw ko then tumakbo ako para habulin sya pero he already drive fast kaya wala na akong nagawa
Iyak ako nang iyak and hindi ko alam kung ano yung ginawa ko,I just choose what I wanted Mali ba yon? I love him pero bakit parang hindi nya ako kayang suportahan sa kung anong gusto ko?
Dumating na yung Araw na kinatatakutan ko iniwan ako nang taong pinakamamahal ko,yung buhay ko,my everything he left me in pain pero Wala ako mismo yung pumili dito I need to face my decision...
I'm all alone and nag aantay na bumalik yung taong walang ginawa kundi intindihin ako
"Love come back" Bulong ko
It's raining with thunder parang lagi nalang ako sinasabayan nang panahon ayoko mangmagkasakit pero I want to wait for him kahit ikamatay ko pa mag aantay ako dito!
"Sandro please come back!!" Sigaw ko "I'm really really really really sorry" Hagulgol kong sigaw
Bigla naman sumakit yung ulo ko then my vision starts to get blurry then a man carried me
"S-sandro?"
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