Nagising ako na sobrang sakit ng ulo. Hindi ko na alam ang nagyare kagabi, ang last na naalala ko naghahalikan kami ni Sandro. Napahawak ako sa ulo ko sa sobrang sakit, ngayon lang ulit ako umiinom after ilang taon.
Napaupo ako at napalingon sa paligid. Hindi ito yung kwarto sa guest house. Tumingin ako sa bed side at nakita ko ang picture namin ni Sandro sa Bangui nung naging mag-girlfriend at boyfriend kami. At meron din picture ni Sandy. Napatingin ako sa suot ko. Eto pa ang suot ko nung gabi, hindi ko alam kung relieved ako na walang nangyare sa amin or galit ako kasi hindi man lang ba niya tinangka na may mangyare sa amin?
Ang sakit talaga ng ulo ko. Pagka-tingin ko si Sandro asa tabi ko, ganun pa rin ang suot at tulog na tulog.
Tinititigan ko lang siya. I miss waking up to him. I touched his hair, nagulat ako nung bigla niya hinawakan ang kamay ko at ngumiti
"Hi" he smiled habang nakapikit pa mata..
Kinuha ko ang kamay ko at tumayo na at pumunta na ako sa banyo para maghilamos.
Ano ka ba Elisse nakakahiya ka! Nakipaghalikan ka pa kagabi.
Inayos ko ang sarili ko at lumabas na ako ng banyo.
Nakita ko si Sandro nghuhubad na nang pantaas at kumuha ng towel from the walk in closet. Haay mukhang yummy, ayaw ko na tumingin pero nahuli niya ako.
"Wanna join me?" He smirked..
"Bahala ka jan, pupuntahan ko na si Sandy" nung palabas na ako bigla niya ako niyakap. At nararamdaman ko ang hinga niya sa leeg ko.
"Sandro, please" ramdam ko ang panghihina ko at hindi ko alam kung makatanggi pa ba ako sa kanya.
"Please what?" He said while he continued to trail kisses on my neck..
"Hindi pa ako naliligo" pahina ng pahina ang boses ko pati ang self control..
"We can shower together" he said. Nawawala na ata ako sa sarili ko..
"Mommmmyyyyyy" may marinig kami na nagdabog sa pinto. Agad akong kumawala kay Sandro at nagbukas ng pinto.
Si Vincent at si Sandy asa pinto, mukhang kakagising lang.
"I slept on the couch woke up to the little guy asking for you guys" ngtatanggal pa ng muta sa mata si vincent.
Dumiretso si Sandy sa loob at umakyat na sa kama. Nilapitan siya nang kanyang daddy
"Sandy! Buti na lang mahal na mahal ka ni daddy!" At pinisil ang kanyang pisngi. Mukhang nangigil si Sandro at napa-iyak niya ang bata at tumakbo sa walk-in closet. Sinundan nmin siya at andoon sa sa bakanteng cabinet sa walk-in siya nagtago
"Im sorry Sandy"natatawang sabi ni Sandro. Pinalo ko siya sa braso, kawawa yung bata inaasar niya.
Nagulat ako sa pag-pasok ko sa closet, it was exactly how I left it, my side of the closet was still empty. All the things i left, mostly bags, jewelry all the things he gave me when we were together.
I touched the Dior book bag he gave me for our first Christmas together. I used to wear it everyday it was always my favorite.
"Its still yours you know" he said leaning against the door while carrying Sandy. Hindi ko na pinansin sinabi niya
"Bakit bakante pa toh? May mga gamit ka na sa floor ilagay mo na dito" i pointed to the empty side of the walk in..
"Hinihintay kita bumalik" it was almost to quiet for me to hear. I just stared at him.
"Kaya pa ba natin ibalik sa dati?" I asked looking down at my hands.
"I want to try, we can try" he moved closer to me. I saw all three of us in the mirror.. him holding me and Sandy in his arms. My little family...
I looked at him as if naghahanap ako ng sagot.
"Okay" i said without even thinking..
He was suprised.. and his face suddenly lit up
"Okay what?!" He asked again. Ang kulit kailnagn pa ulit ulitin
"Okay... lets try again" and i leaned over to kiss him. He pushed his tongue and tasted evey corner of my mouth. I had to pull away, hawak hawak pa rin niya si Sandy. Inikot ikot niya si Sandy in the air at tuwang tuwa nanaman ang bata.
"You here that Sandy, youll soon have a baby brother or sister" habang tinatalon talon si Sandy. Pinalo ko siya! Yun talaga ang nasa isip niya
"I love you Elisse, I love you both" i was just standing there awkwardly thinking kung tama ba nging decision ko. I took Sandy from him at pumunta na kami sa guest house. Nadaanan ko si Vincent na naunuood ng TV sa sala
"Walk of shame sis?" he chuckled
"Gago" ughh nakakahiya talaga
Tinawagan ko si Glyssa kung nakarating sila sa hotel nila nang maayos
"Oo lasing na lasing kami kagabi pinahatid kami ni Sandro sa driver niya, yung mga sasakyan babalikan na lang mamaya" halata sa boses nila na kakagising lang niya
"Okay dinner na lang later?" I asked gusto ko lang muna mag-stay sa bahay
"Kumusta kayo ni sandro? Gaga wasted na wasted ka! May bago na ba ako pamangkin?" Naririnig ko ang tawa ni kuya lito sa background.
"Walang nangyare sa amin! Yung damit ko kagabi yun din suot ko pgka-gising!!" Reklamo ko sakamya
"Hahahaha nakakahiya ka.. oh sige na mamaya na ienjoy muna nmin yung pa-free staycation ni Sandy" and she hung up
Naligo na ako at nagayos kaya binigay ko muna si Sandy kay manang.
Naligo ako ng matagal, nglotion para kung lumapit uli si Sandro mabango naman ako.
"Were going to try" sinabi ko sa salamin although I dont know kung pano ba gagawin.
I wore a white sleeveless sundress just above the knee. My boys are already playing in the garden
"Wala ka lakad today?" Sandro asked
" ako dapat ang nagtatanung sayo nun ah" i kissed Sandy. He just shooked his head
Pinapanuod lang nmin si Sandy nglalaro at hinawakan na ni Sandro ang kamay ko, para akong nakuryente. Papalag sana ako kaso sinabi niya ulit sa akin yung sinabi ko that we will try.
"What do you want for lunch?" I asked Sandro.
"I thought ayaw mo lumabas?" He raised his eyebrow to me.
"Hindi tayo lalabas mgluluto ako!" Sabi ko naman sakanya. Nakakatwa ang shocked expression sa mukha niya.
Inaya ko na silang dalawa sa loob pra kahit doon na lang sila sa sala maglaro at makikita ko sila.
Sinabihan ko na ang mga maids na ako magluluto, kayang kaya ko nman maghiwa at kung ano pero ngpresenta sila na tulungan ako.
Habang ngpapakulo ng karne at naghihiwa nakaramdam ako ng may humawak sa bewang ko.
"Saan ka natuto magluto?" Tinanung niya sa akin habang nakapatong ang kanyang baba sa may leeg ko.
"Sa Norway, matagal akong taong bahay so ngpaturo ako sa kasama namin doon, i suprisingly liked cooking" i said.. bigla bigla na lang siya humahalik sa pisngi ko
"Ano ka ba ang daming nakatingin sa atin" pinalo ko ang mga kamay na nkayakap pa sakin. At ang mga maids nagsisingitian sa amin.
"Aba ngkabalikan na ata kayo?" Tanung ni Manang Clara
"Yes manang!" He proudly answered at nakipag high five kay manang
"Doon ka na please, para matapos na ako" he kissed me again and i pushed him towards Sandy.
At lunch kasabay naman si Mom, pops, and vincent.
"Elisse? Ikaw nagluto?" Pops asked and mom looked impressed
"I hope you like it pops" I said smiling at him.
"Ate elisse can you make yung korean dish na ginawa mo before when I visited you?" Vincent asked
"Oh yung korean dish na tinuro sa akin nung nilandi mo habang andoon ka?" i couldnt help but laugh
"Grabe ka friends lang kami noon" he also laughed at himself
i went to Sandro's side and served him the kaldereta i made.
"Ano pa gusto mo? Okay na ba yan kadami?" I asked
He was looking at me smiling
"Ano tintingin mo jan?" He just shook his head so I sat down beside him.
Masaya ako dahil nagustuhan nila luto ko. Kinuha ko na si Sandy at hinihele ko siya hanggat sa tuluyan na makatulog. Pinasok ko na siya sa kwarto ni Sandro. Mayat maya pumasok na din si Sandro
"I was looking for you sa guest house, Dito mo pala siya pinatulog" he lied down beside us
"Sorry i thought it was okay to put him to bed here, mas malapit kasi" bawal ba na dito siya patulugin? Dapat ba ngpaalam ako?
"Ofcourse he can sleep here, this is our room. I was thinking, lipat niyo na gamit niyo dito sa kwarto ko" he was stroking my hair.
" ikaw na lang lumipat sa guest house, aalis na rin kami next week diba" tinititigan ko siya inaalala ko yung last time na ganito kami walang pang tulog na bata sa gitna namin.
"Before I forget, nakita namin the other day si tita Lucille yung friend ni mom, she invited me to her benefit dinner, pupunta ka ba?.. maybe we can go together.... " Iniisip ko kasi sabay na kami or we can go together.
Nakita ko siyang nanigas.. he cleared his throat..
"Yeah.. i didnt know you were going.. uhm.. i was set to go with the winner of Ms Ilocos Norte.... That was one of the prize...But i can tell them I wont....." tumahimik na lang siya
"If planned na yun or scheduled its fine" ano ba naman ako kay Ms Ilocos Norte... i closed my eyes and pretended to sleep, kahit may kurot sa dibdib ko, kahit naman planado yun pwede naman siya humindi. Pwede nman ako piliin..
Pag kagising we spent the afternoon playing with Sandy, hindi ko pa rin masyado kinakausap si Sandro, may tampo pa rin ako sa doon sa benefit dinner na hindi kami pwede magkasama..
" love... dont be like this... kakabati lang natin" hindi ko nman kasalanan eh, siya.. ako dapat ang kadate niya.. "ill tell the organizers to cancel" oh nanakot pa siya taps sasabhin kasi I wasnt okay with it...
"Huwag na Im okay with it" i shrugged it off. Kinuha ko na si Sandy para magbihis na kami kasi we will be meeting my family sa hotel for dinner. I took my time to get ready after ko nabihisan si Sandy.
I wore a flowy sleeveless dress that had a plunging neckline and nude heels.
I stepped out of the room and I had the satisfaction of seeing Sandro's jaw drop. Sinadya ko talaga mgbihis ng ganito, Miss Ilocos Norte pa more!
"You look gorgeous love" he kissed me softly on the lips. I pulled him closer to kiss him back when he was trying to return the kiss I pulled back
"Lika na naghihintay na sila" and I held Sandys hand and the three of us walked to the car together. Kala niya pagsisisihan niya yung miss ilocos norte na yan.
I stayed quiet buong care ride iniisip kung paano ko aasarin si Sandro. We stepped out of the car and into the hotel where we were greeted by their staff. Medyo na-ilang ako from the stares, maybe its the plunging neck line? Too much?
Medyo napapansin din ni Sandro kasi he gave me his coat to wear.
"Cover up please, ako lang dapat tumtingin sayo" at sinuot na ang kanyang suit coat sa akin.
Medyo nagulo ang collar ng long sleeveless niya kaya inaayos ko ang collar niya. I trailed my fingers behind his ear then to his neck and fixed his collar. Napansin ko na nanigas ang katawan niya sa hawak ko sa leeg niya.
"Lets go inside?" I smiled sweetly at him. Huminga sya ng malalim at pumasok na kami sa restaurant.
Tumakbo si Sandy kay kuya lito at ngpakarga na dito.
Pagka-upo namin tinanggal ko na ang coat ni Sandro at binalik ko na sakanya
"Ano ba naman yan Elissa! Hindi ka na nahiya sa anak mo dyan sa suot mo!" Kuya lito always the conservative one.
Tinatawanan ako ni Sandro at siniko ko na lang siya.
We proceded with our dinner ngorder na ng advance sila Jody at Glyssa so ang bilis dumating ng pagkain
"Kailan pala medical mission mo sa La Union? Ngaaya si Rocket, hindi ba sila makarating sa birthday ni Sandy?" Tanung ni Jody
"Omg nakalimutan ko, next week na pala yun. Hindi daw eh si Marsha asa abroad , si Leni may convention at speaker, si Rocket andto yung client nya from Singapore."
Habang si Sandro busy nakikipag-usap kay kuya lito at Arkin, i placed my hand on his left thigh and rubbed him gently. Alam kong napansin niya kasi he suddenly cleared his throat na parang nasasamid.
I smiled to myself. Let the pangiinis begin.
He continued with my cousins. I kept my hands on his thigh. Unti unti ko inaangat ang kamay ko paakyat ng hita niya. He suddenly grabbed my hand and whisphered
"I know what youre doing, Im warning you" ..
I smiled and pretended na hindi panakot ang sinabi niya sa akin.
"Is that a threat?" I whisphered back and smirked at him.
he grabbed my hand from his thigh and held on to it
"OMG! NO WAY!! ano tohng paholding hands sa ilalim ng lamesa?!" hindi ko napansin si Glyssa na nanggaling sa CR nasa likod na namin
"OHHHHH!!! kailangan lang pala mglasing ka para mamigay ka ng second chance?!" humirit si Jody.
"Congrats pare ! now Mathew and I can Invite you more often to golf" Arkin said as he shook Sandro's Hand, kinamayan din siya ni Kuya Lito
"Si Tito Rey na lang ang problema ni Sandro" sabi ni Jody at tumawa na lang nang malakas si Arkin at Lito
"Goodluck" sabay tapik kay Sandro
nagtinginan kami ni Sandro, I havent told papa yet, last usap namin when mama and him greeted Sandy on his birthday.
We bid our goodbye and we're going to see them tomorrow at Sandy's main party.
"I know your dad hates me" he suddenly said. He wasnt looking at me. He was looking staright ahead.
Hindi ko alam sasabihin ko sakanya, kasi totoo. After the accident nilayo ako ni papa kay Sandro,.
Pareho kaming tahimik sa sasakyan, nakatulog na rin si Sandy. Nakakabingi ang tahimik sa loob.
When we got home dumiretso na kami sa guest house, pinunasan at pinalitan ko na si Sandy mukhang tulog na tulog at hindi na nagising.
I was mindlessly scrolling my phone when Sandro came in, nakaligo na rin sya at naka-pantulog, he layed down on the little space beside me hugging me while watching me read.
"Ano iniisip mo?" I asked
"Your dad" he sighed
I turned to him and hindi na rin mkpg salita magiging issue talaga namin si papa.
Ayaw ko muna pagusapan yun, i took his face and kissed him.
He was hesitant at first but he finally gave in and kissed me back exploring my mouth with his tongue. His hands explored my behind, my back and my chest. He was gently playing with my mounds while kissing me fervently. I let out soft moans in between kisses.
"Babe si Sandy katabi lang natin" i said when his lips left my lips and started to soflty bite my neck.
He got up and pulled me to him leaning me into the wall. He lifted me up so that my back was pushed to the wall, my legs wrapped around his waist and his hands on both sides of my ass.
I can feel he was hard which made me want him more.
Sandro's phone started to ring
"Anssswerr.... Yourrrrrr. Ppphonnnnee" hindi na ako makapagsalita ng maayos.
He placed me on the couch sa tabi ng kama namin.
"Yung phoneee moo maggiisssssnggg .. uhh... yung bataaa" i tried to articulate.. when his hands reached my inner thigh
I was getting ready to feel it..
"Moommmmmmyyyyyy"" at umiyak na si Sandy mukhang nagising na sa telepono ni Sandro
Sabay kaming napatayo at tumabi na sa anak nming umiiyak magisa sa kama, unaware sa kalokohan na muntik na mangyare
Nagtinginan kami ni Sandro habang hinihele ko si Sandy
"Sabi ko sayo sagutin mo telepono mo eh" nagising tuloy
"Its hard being parents" and he covered his face with the pillow at tinulugan na lang ako.
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See you next chapter!!!