The next day i woke up and the kids werent in there, i started to panic and couldnt find my breath. I ran around the house upstairs first but they werent up there so i finally went downstairs and they were in the living room snuggled up to austin.
I finally caught my breath and sighed a deep sigh of relief. I must have sighed pretty loud cause austin looked up.
"Oh goodmorning, i didnt know you were standing there." He said
"Goodmorning, i just came down in a panic cause i couldnt find my children." I said with a chuckle
"Oh this morning, i woke up early and decided to get the kids breakfast and ready for the day so you could sleep" he said with a blush forming on his cheeks.
"Thank you." I said
"No problem" he said
I went over to the couch and plopped down next to the kids and austin.
Jackson came over and jumped on my lap.
"Mommy who is that and where are we." He asked
"Thats an old friend and we are just staying here for a little bit to visit him." I said and kissed his cheek
"I want to see daddy" they all said
"You will see your daddy's sometime i promise." I said to them
"Daddy's, as in there is more then one dad for these kids." Austin said
"Yes austin there is, two dads four kids." I said looking at him
He had a look of shock and a little anger in his eyes
"So you would sleep with these guys and get pregnant but you wouldnt sleep with me or even try to get pregnant cuz you said you didnt want kids!." He said with a loud voice
"Austin at first i didnt want kids but then i started thinking and wondering what my life would be like with kids in it, and its perfect and i couldnt ask for anything better than these kids right here. I love them more than anything, when we were dating i kinda did want kids but wasnt ready to be a full on mom, austin we split up and after a while of thinking yes i did want kids" i said
Austin was very frustrated and was now pacing the room laughing some laugh i have never heard him laugh before, this laugh is almost sinister.
He took the mug on the counter and smashed it
All the kids started crying, i was trying to calm them down but couldnt
Austin came over to me and stood me up, he got down on his knees and kissed my stomach and looked up at me with watery eyes.
"Why couldnt you love me, ill do anything for you to love me and forgive me for my actions." He said
I started thinking and an idea popped right in my head.
"Take me home then." I said
"I can love you more than them and we can start a new family with the kids and ashley." He said
"Austin i need to go home to my family and my friends, the kids need to see thier uncles and aunts and their uncle justin. They need to see family and go home." I said
"Please" i said again
"Okay but can i visit you and the kids sometimes." He asked
"Sure" i said with a chuckle
"Thank you austin" i said
I got all my things together and put them in the car and then got the kids things together and put thoughs in the car, i grabbed the kids car seats and set them up and the kids got in and buckled up.
"Ready kids" i asked
"Yes mommy" they said
"Is uncle austin gonna visit us?" Jackson asked
"I think so but thats all up to uncle austin if he wants to come" i said
"Ill come dont worry super star." Austin said to jackson and did that playful soft punch on jacksons face
I put my seat belt on and we were on our way.
|| 1 an a half hours later||
We finally got to the house and i unpacked the bags from the car and put them by the door then i got the kids out of the car.
It was late at night so i assumed everyone was asleep.
I unlocked the door and grabbed the bags and put all the bags in the lounge and went upstairs to the living room when i entered i saw everyone sitting in there with them all having either their hands on thier heads, tapping feet, or just the look of pain in thier eyes.
All of them had huge bags under thier eyes like they havent slept in months.
I felt bad.
I walked further in this time with the kids next to me.
"Daddy!!" The kids yeld
Everyone looked up
I smiled a surprise type smile and the kids ran over to everyone.
Jack got up so fast you wouldnt even imagine and ran up to me.
He picked me up and spun me around.
He put me down but didnt let go.
Me and him sat like that for a few moments till i heard small sobs coming from him.
"Oh god may i missed you so much, i was worried sick." He said sobbing
I started to cry a little too.
"I missed you too" i said to him
We let go and i gave him a kiss on the cheek.
I went over to a really surprised kian and hugged him very tight.
He immediately hugged me back but tighter
"May ive missed you so much you dont even understand, i wouldnt let anyone sleep or do anything till i found you and i failed at that but you found us. Ive missed you so much babe please forgive me." He said to me while crying.
I wiped his tears and kissed him a gentle, but passionate kiss.
"I forgive you, ive missed you so much." I said to him
I gave everyone else big hugs and everything and the kids went to their rooms after they said hello to their dads and everyone
After my hellos austin came in with the rest of the stuff.
Chris and crawford stood up and you could tell they were very mad and were about to kill austin.
Chris ran up to austin and punched him
I ran after him to try and stop him
"Stop Chris stop!!" I was yelling
I was trying to pry chris off of austin but only to be pushed down by chris and hurt my leg.
"Ow!!" I yelled
I didnt care about my leg at the moment and i knew i would regret this but i needed to end this fight.
I stood and even though the pain was horrifying i went up to chris and pushed him off of austin.
I stood infront of austin while trying to help him up.
I got austin up but made him stay behind me.
"May move" chris said
I got more infront of austin
"No. You need to calm dow-" he cut me off
"Calm down, calm down!! You were gone for months! Months may he kidnapped you and did who knows what to you! He has your child! And you are deffending him!, thats not acceptable!" He said yelling at me and getting in my face.
"Yah well he also brought me home!! Did you ever think of that! He brought me home. He is a good person chris. You need to understand that sometimes i can take matters of my own. He is aloud to visit anytime he wants to see the kids and me. He promised jackson he would visit. Okay so stop." I said to them
I turned around to help austin knowing my brothers are disappointed in me. I brought austin to the kitchen to clean his face from all the blood.
Once i got him all cleaned up i knew he was a little better and i would let him stay but i couldnt cause i knew i couldnt fully trust him and i kne he would be dead in the morning.
I did offer to take him home though and have one of the boys drive close behind so that i could go back home
I drove him home and then me and jc drove back home to my house.
When i got back inside i couldnt look at my brothers. I just went inside me and kians room and got ready for bed.
I asked rickey if he could make sure the kids brushed their teeth and got on their pjs.
I got in bed but couldnt fall asleep so i got my phone off the counter and put my head phones in since music always helped me sleep ever since i was little.
Once i was asleep i was thankful, cause this is the first time in months that i acually got sleep. Haha.
But all i can do is dream now.
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Sorry this update came really late i have been really busy and not able to come on this app but i finally finished.
Uhm also thank you again for 1.1k reads that means a lot to me that you guys are acually reading my book. Haha
But yah i will do another update soon
Love you guys
~jade