A/N: Sorry it took me so long para mag UD:( Belated Merry Christmas and Happy New Year guys!!!!! Thank you for waiting!!!! Mwaaa! Bless u all!
Sebastian's POV:
"What's your problem, Grey?" I asked while sipping my coffee.
Kanina pa kami nasa kubo, one of the cottage nila Fiona dito sa resort. Kaming dalawa lang ang nandito dahil hindi nagkakasalubong ang mga landas namin.
Hindi ko nga din makita nasan ang paraluman ko, hys. Iniiwasan nya ba ako dahil sa halik? Napa face-palm nalang ako sa naisip ko. Ramdam kong uminit agad mukha ko. Ano ba yan!
"What do you mean?" He shortly replied, his eyes were fixated on the sunset.
"Anong ganap mo nung nakaraang gabi?" I pause, and look at him while swaying the key of my room, the keychain is pretty cute tho.
"...I mean, you don't want Fiona to be with Dwayne, yet you can't treat her the way she wants to be treated because you have Megan with you." I stated confusedly.
Napatingin sya sakin as if na foul ako sa sinabi ko. Eh? I was just telling the truth.
He throw a death glare and shook his head, "Neoneun danseoga eobs-eo." He said and turn his eyes. Iba, sino ka dyan?
"What do you mean, I don't have any clue? I've been your buddy since we were kids, you cannot fool yourself, Grey. What if your twi-" malakas nyang sinuntok ang lamesa na nasa harapan namin at tinitigan ako ng masama. I was startled.
"Ya! Sibal saekki, dangsin-eun nae ap-eseo geugeos-eul malhal gwonliga eobs-seubnida!" He shouted.
Naikunot ko ang noo ko, "The fuck! That freaking startled me!" Tumayo din ako. "What if lang yon! Hindi kita pinag ooverthink!" Inirapan ko si Grey ng parang babae at nag walk out.
He acts so childish e mukha naman syang mafia na nalugi!
Tsk, ang lala ng lalaking yon. Mahanap na nga lang bebe ko. Hmmp!
Ang sakin lang naman is bakit mo pa kailangan bigyan ng motibo ang isang babae na alam mong baliw na baliw sayo, e hindi mo naman din kayang panagutan?
"Hoy Seb!" Nagulat ako ng may biglang tumabi sakin at hinampas ang braso ko.
It's Lala...
Hindi ko alam pero bigla akong nakaramdam ng kiliti saaking tiyan at biglaang uminit ang aking pisngi, "Na-nandyan ka pala." I stutterred.
"Hologram lang 'to." pilosopo nyang sabi at saka ako inirapan. "Kumain ka na?" She asked. I shook my head tas umayos ng upo para masilayan ang Ganda nya.
"Di pa e, libre mo ko?" Ask ko sakanya.
"Bakit? May pabilin ka ba?" Hinampas nya ulet braso ko at saka sya tumayo at sumensya na sumunod ako sakanya.
Sa isip-isip ko, hindi din naman nya ako kayang matiis WAHAHAHAHAHA
Masarap magkape pero ang makapiling si Lala ay walang katumbas na kasayahan.
Sumunod lang ako sakanya habang sya ay diretsong naglalakad palabas ng resort. Hindi ko alam kung saan nya ako dadalhin pero hayaan ko nalang.
Atleast for a while, I can enjoy myself and forget the heartache I've been through for the past few days.
Someone's POV:
"Bakit ayaw mo syang iwan?"
Napayuko ako at nalungkot sa tanong nya.
"How can I leave him? He's my life." I answered and wipe my tears falling.
He patted my back and caress it for a minute, "You know what? You love him really but if you're not receiving the same treatment, you should wake up and leave." Mas nalungkot pa ako sa sinabi nya.
Bakit para sakanila madali lang sabihin ang mga bagay na hindi naman nila naranasan?
"You're wasting your time." He said and stood up.
"Hindi ikaw, ako. You will never know the pain until you're in my situation." I said as I look at him on his eyes, making him see how desperate I am to be with the guy I wanna be for the rest of my life.
"I will never be you. Because I will never put myself in the situation where I know I am not belong." He turn his back to me and started walking away.
I was dumbfounded for what he said. He's making a lot of sense but why I couldn't agree? Is it because I love him way too much? Or was it because the reality is he was never mine...
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Omg....I'm back again from a long hiatusssss, sorry guys na-busy lang yung author nyo HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
I miss you all!!!!