The Reason I'm Living

By MsGiGiBanDz

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DISCLAIMER/ CHARACTERS
CHAPTER 1 1/2
CHAPTER 1
CHAPTER 3
CHATPER 4
CHAPTER 5
CHAPTER 7
CHAPTER 8
DISCLAIMER
CHAPTER 9
CHAPTER 10
CHAPTER 11
CHAPTER 12
CHAPTER 13
CHAPTER 14
CHAPTER 15
CHAPTER 16
CHATPER 17
CHATPER 18
CHAPTER 19
CHAPTER 20
CHAPTER 22

CHAPTER 2

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By MsGiGiBanDz

TWO WEEKS LATER ON THE WEEKEND:

we was all sitting down and chilling at uzi house and this house was looking nice asf.

i got a text from my mom showing a picture of her eating the cookies she said that they were gonna make.

i laughed a little.

"what you laughing at" said marii

"mom just sent a picture of zaya eating the cookies" i said laughing and showing her the picture my little baby.

"bro i told mama to leave two cookies for me" marii said.

"knowing zaya she probably ate it all she love her some cookies" i said shaking my head.

"who zaya" uzi said looking up at us.

ummm who tf... Business...find you some.

"her daughter" zay said.

now why would she-

"DAUGHTERRRRR" uzi and cman said at the same time in soujia boy tone.

"yeah why yall seem so suprised" i said looking confused.

"you dont look like you have one" cman said.

"thats what everyone says look ima show yall what she look like" i said pulling up a picture.

"bro she look just like you" uzi said smiling at the picture

"no shit nigga shes my child" i said in a duh tone.

"and she got drip too" cman said.

"like i said..shes my child" i said smiling.

after these two weeks me marii and zay have been hanging around the boys and people make it seem like they these mean ass people when really they cool people.

shortly after killa comes down stairs following behind cookie.

oh-

"wassgood yall" cookie said sitting down.

"heyy" cman said inna disgusting tone.

i look at killa and hes once again staring at me.

"KILLA WHAT I TELL YOU BOUT STARING AT HER YOU ALWAYS DO THIS STOP STARING AT OTHER BITCHES WHEN IM SITTING RIGHT IN FRONT OF YO FUCKING FACE" cookie yelled.

except for cookie, cookie always thinks when someone looks at killa or when killa looks at someone she automatically thinks that worst.

he just looked at her like she was crazy and got up and left out the door.

"she done ran this nigga away" cman said laughing.

"yo someone roll up" uzi said

"i got some backwoods in my car ill be back" i said getting up and going outside.

i go outside seeing killa on the front porch.

me ignoring him i went in the car to get the backwoods and lighter out my secret glove compartment. i have one just in case if zaya sees it. that gurl stay explore shit like she dora or sum. i might have to cut her off on that show.

on my way to the porch i see killa still sitting there staring into space.

so me being nice i sat down next to him.

"you good" i said.

and he just nodded.

"so why you just sitting out here by yourself" i said in a calm voice.

and he just shrugged.

"you dont talk much do you"

and he just shrugged.

"When I feel like it" he mumbled.

"oh ok"

we just sat in silence for like 5 minutes

during those five minutes i took a good look at him...

and ik for sure something is hurting.

i guess dora do come in handy cause im finna explore this shit.

after those five minutes i get a ft from my mom.

"hello"

"MOMMMYYYY" i hear a baby voice in the speaker.

"hi mommas girl what did you and grandma do today" i said smiling.

"we made cookies. and we-we- pwayed on da wiii" she said smiling.

"thats sounds fun" i said laughing.

"what you guys gonna do now" i said.

"we gonna go-go- to da wada pawk wit MiMi and-and jata" she said referring to her cousins.

"oh ok have fun" i said waving at her.

"ok mama wuw you" she said smiling

"i love you more" and with that she hung up

"ian know you had i kid" i hear a very very low and deep voice from the side of me.

"huh" cause i dead couldnt hear him.

"i said ian know you have a kid" he said inna low tone but to the point where i could her him.

"welp surprise" i said laughing a lil.

"well im finna go back inside you okay out here"

and he just nodded.

"ight" and with that i got up and went back into the house.

"what tf took you so long" cman said.

"i was just talking to killa"

"YOU WHAT" said cookie jumping up.

"i said i was just talking to him am i not allowed to talk to him" i said confused.

"no your not hes my nigga"

girl nobody wants your nigga wtf

i just sat and looked at her like she was crazy.

"anywhoo wheres the stuff at so i can roll" i said

"oh we finished like three blunts already" uzi said.

im finna cry...

"so yall just- without me." i said frowning.

"we still love you lani" zay and marii said hugging me.

"no move im finna leave"

"lets make a tiktok" marii said standing up.

"which one" says cookie about to stand up but cman pushes her down.

"un unt your unwanted move" he said and i put my head down trying not to laugh.

"lets do this one" and its the one where its like "i need all my big booty bitches to come to the front"

"i can really shake dat shit fr fr" i said doing the dance again.

"lani and uzi do this with me" marii said.




"ok cause we really ate" marii said.

"fr" uzi said laughing.

TWO DAYS LATER:

"zaya come eat baby" i said placing her mac and cheese on the table.

"yayyyy food" she said running in the kitchen.

"what do you wanna watch"

"ehhh co-co mewon" she said.

"ok baby"

after i put on cocomelon i get a call from uzi

"yooo" i said and he said it back.

"how come the whole gang here and your not" he said tilting his head side ways in the camera

"yall musta for got that ima mother of a 2 year old child" i said tilting my head side ways as well.

"ok so bring her here"

"hell fawcking no"

"ma ma badward" zaya said hitting me.

"oops im sorry baby" i said rubbing her ear.

"why not"

"bro yall be smoking over there and ion want her to smell that stuff  and yall got wepons in there ion want her around that" i said.

"lani you know damn well we be smoking either in the backyard or in the basement and we keep our stuff in the basement" he said.

"ight fine but if i smell it before she do im leaving" i said giving in.

"ok" and with dat he hung up.

"come on baby we gonna go out" i said picking her up.

"ok" she said.

i decided that me and her was finna match today.

we made it to uzis house and walked in and it smelled like lavendar.

"MAR MAR" zaya said running to marii.

"hey nieceyyy" she said picking her up.

"zaya wheres my hug" zay said frowning.

"sowwy zay" she said hugging her as well.

"wheres killa" i asked.

"he in his room but ion think you wanna go in there" cman said.

"why"

"umm...he having one of his...moments" uzi said making a "🥴" face.

"ima go talk to him" i said about to walk up the stairs.

"un unt give me my niece that man gon give her nightmares" uzi said grabbing zaya out of my hands

"WAIT LANI.." i turned around hearing cman call me.

"what boy"

"just in case you dont make it out...which color" he said showing me his phone with different color caskets.

"negro please....the pink one with flowers" i said quickly on the last part.

"ok good...second room onna right" he said taking a screenshot of the casket.

i went upstairs to the room and im hearing leave some day by kevo muney playing in the background.

damn he really hurt wtf....

i did a little light knock on the door "killa" i said calmly.

and he didnt answer. so i knocked again.

he aint answer so i went in the room when i went in the room it was dark and big so i couldnt see nothing.

i see a candle lit in the corner of the room.

OH FOCK NO

"killa" i said calling his name again.

i went into his bathroom and seen him balled up in the corner of the stand up shower.

why outta all places...in the corner of the shower tho😕

"killa are you ok" i said slowly walking towards him and opening the shower door

as i got closer to him i hear him mumbling the lyrics to the song

"i cry in the dark thats why it seems alright" i hear him mumble really really low in a raspy voice.

un untttt he sound possessed...should I....I don't know- like leave

"killa" i said in a calm low voice.

he looked up at and his eyes was blood shot read with tears coming down his face and he put his head back down

wtf

"awww what happened" i said moving next to him rubbing his back.

"come on talk to me" i lifted his chin up

when i lifted his chin up he got up and punched the glass shower wall causing it to break.

😳.

im watching him destroy stuff in the bathroom untill i seen him pull out this big ass gun and try to shoot himself in his mouth.

"NO NO NO KILLA" i said grabbing the gun before he shot him self.

i grabbed him into a hug and after a minute he hugged me back and we just sat on the floor for another hour hugging.

"its gonna be okay" i said rubbing his back.

MEANWHILE DOWN STAIRS...

BOOOMMM

BANGGG

"ehhh should we go up there and see if shes ok" marii said.

"if you wanna go up there and deal with dat then sure i already had to go through that the nigga almost killed me cause he threw a bolder at me" said uzi showing the scar on his forehead.

"bad ward " zaya said hitting uzi while she sat on his lap.

"oop my bad gurl"he sad looking down at her.

"its quiet you wanna check on them" cman said.

"yeah hold on" uzi said going in the kitchen and coming back with a helmet.

"bro" cman said shaking his head at him

"UZIII WHYYY" marii and zay said laughing.

"yall could laugh all yall want but ill be damned if he strike at me again" he said walking up the stairs.

they go in the room and its still dark but they aint see nobody in the room.

"ik he aint kidnapped my sister" zay said

"guh stfu" cman said.

they went into the bathroom seeing a gun on the floor and broken glass everywhere.

then they see lani and killa on the ground holding onto her sleep in her arms.

lani looks up and makes the shush face.

"well i be damned" uzi whispered looking surprised.

"YOOOOO" cookie loud ass coming up the stairs.

"aww shiet" uzi said throwing up his hands in da air.

"bubbles bad ward" zaya said hitting him.

"im sorry...zay zay you know Ursula" uzi said looking at her

"yeah she a mean ugly witch" zaya said

"well she here right now" uzi sighed

"lock the door hurry up bitch" cman said to uzi.

he runs to lock it but before he got to the door she was already in the room.

"mmcht damn" cman said.

"WHAT YALL NIGGAS DOING" her loud ass said.

"bitch could you stfu theres a baby in here and you being ghetto shut up" cman said to her.

"who bastard that is"

and that caused lani's head to snap towards her and killa to wake up.

"you done fuck up now" uzi said shaking his head.

"what i just wanna know who tf brought the ugly ass baby in here" she said causing all of our mouths to dropped and lani and killa to get up.

"umm come on best fren youn need to see this" uzi said picking up zaya

"see wat" zaya said looking at him.

"you ever watched sesame street when elmo hates rocco" he said looking at her.

"yeah"

"well rocco finna get her ass beat by elmo" he said walking out to room with zaya.

TOOOO BEEEEEEE CONTINNNUEDDDDDDDD:

what do you think is wrong with killa?

what do you think his real name is?

yall like uzi and zayania relationship so far?

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